As a parent, who would give their children to others unless absolutely necessary? This is the law of nature and human relations and cannot be done.
Although I don't have this kind of relationship with Duoduo, I still feel the same affection for my father and daughter. To be honest, my mood and the words expressed in Duoduo's childish tone are the same. We treat each other very much.
That said, they are all irreplaceable.
Sometimes I think, maybe it’s not me taking care of Duoduo, but this little girl, like the purest angel, deeply affecting me with her kindness and loveliness, washing my soul like a clear spring.
It gave me goals and responsibilities, and allowed me to move forward step by step without losing my mind due to the sudden power, blinding my eyes with desire, and completely becoming a slave to power.
I have heard a lot of the same remarks. Most people in society generally despise the nouveau riche, thinking that their mentality is not strong enough to match the wealth they have, so they do a lot of puzzling bastard things. Xiao
When people gain ambition, they become rampant. This principle applies to practitioners as well.
After many people suddenly gained power and tasted the benefits, their original moral system collapsed. They lost their respect for the world, became arrogant and domineering, and did evil. In the end, the strongest among the strongest will inevitably fall into the hands of others.
in hand.
This is fate and a universal law of nature. However, I don’t. I still follow the inherent morality in my heart and even respect ordinary laws. This is because of so many years of social experience. Secondly,
It is precisely because I have concerns and responsibilities in my heart that I want to set a good example for the elders, Duoduo, who is still new to the world.
Poor me, just because of this, I don't dare to fall in love. I go to find flowers and make love. Is it possible to be a virgin for several years?
However, the current situation forces me to restrain my thoughts. When the real crisis is about to come, I can no longer take Duoduo with me. Moreover, at this time, she also has a better destination. If
Since this ghostly old woman is taken in by me in the pagoda, because she belongs to the same category, she will definitely receive the best teachings, and she will definitely become the kind of person I expect in the future.
This is an opportunity. I can't delay Duoduo's future because of my own thoughts.
After taking Duoduo away, I had a long conversation with Granny Ghost, and I told her everything about Duoduo clearly.
I am not wary of this ghostly witch mother-in-law having different intentions. Firstly, it is because she has a very magical connection with the little lama Jiang Bai. Jiangbai is our friend and has a Buddha-like temperament. Secondly, she is inherently lonely and the world
It was simply a miracle that she could meet another ghost and demon in the world. Granny Guiyou's feelings towards Duo Duo were genuine, sincere, expected and cherished, but she had no intention of harming her.
People who practice Buddhism are the most sensitive. Once their emotions are strong, they will naturally be able to distinguish clearly.
I don’t know why, but I am full of trust in the ghost and demon mother-in-law - maybe this is fate?
After learning about Duoduo's experiences since she was a child, this ghost-demon woman who has practiced spiritual practice for hundreds of years couldn't help but shed tears.
Poor, so pitiful!
Everyone who knows what happened to Duoduo will feel sad for this ignorant and cute little loli: her life was taken away when her life was just beginning, and then she was viciously refined into an evil thing.
Kid. Even so, she can still maintain the most primitive and innocent kindness. This is simply a miracle.
And this tragic experience, when compared with her cuteness at this time, becomes even more intense and heart-wrenching.
After a hundred years of cultivation, this ghostly and witchy old woman has seen a lot of different things in the world. The reason why she shed tears is probably because Duoduo is the same kind as her. Otherwise, she would just listen.
As people reach their twilight years and the vicissitudes of time pass by, they will naturally not be as emotionally rich as us young people, but they will be much more delicate.
Of course, this also highlights her care for Duoduo.
After talking about Duoduo's experiences and opportunities over the years, I told Granny Ghost about my wish.
After listening, she nodded and said that your idea is very simple. You don't want her to achieve much, but you just want to make up for her childhood shortcomings, like an ordinary child, grow up happily and slowly.
. In this way, it is actually very simple. She only needs to learn a method of restraining the breath that she inherited from her previous master, and after three years of practice, she will be like a normal person, and there will be no difference.
No wonder, she practices this method so well that even Zamao Xiaodao and I, who are so experienced, can't tell her true story.
That night, Granny Guiying and I discussed the details of how to adopt Duoduo, as well as the appointment period in three years. We talked about midnight before we gave up.
After the ghost-witch grandma left, Zamao Xiaodao asked me worriedly, "Have you considered it carefully?"
I nodded and said I understood. I carefully analyzed my concerns and the opportunities at this moment to Zamao Xiaodao. I said that when I learned about this ghost from my uncle, if I hadn't been busy with everything at that time,
, she had no choice but to request in advance. Such a good opportunity is rare in a lifetime, so naturally it is better to leave her here. Besides, the child will grow up, and she must go out and have a try before she can have a chance.
Otherwise, in our small fish pond, she would be a Kunpeng, and she would only be able to play in the mud.
Zamao Xiaodao was already lying down, turning over like a pancake, saying, you, you, you always take things for granted, as if you are the only one in the world who thinks about Duoduo...
I frowned and said, what do you mean?
He muffled his voice and said that anyway, your mind is in a mess right now, and you are only thinking about trying to keep Duoduo away from danger. If you can stay here, you will have a great opportunity. No matter how much I say, it will be useless. You might as well save some saliva tomorrow.
Go on your way. Now think carefully about how you will explain this to the little demon, Fei Fei, and most importantly, how you will explain this thing to the tiger cat - you will tell it: "I will give you your wife.
Give it to others to raise!" Would you say?
When I think of the tiger cat, I get angry. This fat fellow followed the chasing army towards the east. When Jiang Bai and the others returned without success, he made no movement and did not come to us. At this moment, he did not
Know where to be romantic...
When I asked about this, where was the tiger cat? Zamao Xiaodao ignored me, and after a while, I heard the sound of snoring.
Okay, this day was really tiring. I stopped talking and closed my eyes to sleep.
The next day, I woke up very early and touched the sophora wood sign on my chest. Duoduo returned to the inner room around the time of Yinshi. She was sleeping deeply at the moment, digesting the essence of the moon she had sucked last night, and lost consciousness.
.I sat up straight, took off the sophora wood sign that I was used to wearing from my neck, and placed it respectfully on the bed. I felt an inexplicable sadness in my heart, and a deep feeling of parting could not help but arise spontaneously.
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My eyes are red, thinking that in the next few years, I may never see this cute but clumsy little guy again, eat the food she cooked, enjoy her rubbing my shoulders, or
Be happy, or call me Brother Lu Zuo with tears in your eyes. No more little loli will be pinched by my baby's fat cheeks and shouted "bad guy" loudly, no more...
Only through loss can people understand how to cherish. All the little moments of getting along with Duoduo came to my heart in an instant, making me feel that these memories are so precious. It made me want to pass them on.
Sophora wood sign takes away the impulse.
However, I stretched out my right hand towards the Sophora Mugana, but was finally stopped by reason.
I cannot ruin Duoduo's future because of my selfishness.
Yes, I can't, I don't have this right.
I turned around and saw a ghostly old woman dressed as a Tibetan old woman, standing in the shadow of the corner, leaning on a cane and staring at me calmly.
We looked at each other, and she grinned and said, "Are you reluctant to let go?"
I nodded and said yes. She was silent for a while and said that you reminded me of the past that I had forgotten for a long time. In fact, it was all your own choice. If you regret it, you can take her away - I can
It makes her strong, but it cannot replace your position in her heart, and it will never be able to, just like me and him before...
I held the locust wood card in my hand, and then, with all my strength, I slowly handed it to Granny Ghost, and said bitterly: "Please!"
She stretched out her right hand, took it, and said with a smile: "Don't worry, I will definitely take good care of her!"
After the handover was completed, I felt exhausted all over and my face turned pale. I looked back at the silent man next to me and said, "Let's go." When I said this, I could feel the cry in my voice, as if I couldn't help but feel sad.
If you control yourself, you will cry. Zamao Xiaodao nodded, picked up our luggage, and then said okay, let’s go.
The ghost lady saw us out of this dilapidated pagoda, and then pointed us to the southwest, where there were fewer people.
I know that the person she is talking about is a practitioner.
After bowing our hands as a gift, we left. It was early in the morning, and the sky was already overcast. There was wind, and the cold wind was blowing, which made people feel sad. In this parting season, everything in my mind was filled with a lively feeling.
Cute little loli, I take possession of her. She has been by my side since the summer of 2007 and has almost never been separated. But this time, we have not seen each other for three whole years.
How many three years are there in total in a person's life?
Different from the past, I didn’t walk fast. Thinking of getting farther and farther away from Duoduo, my heart felt like a ball of thatch was stuffed in my heart, and it became panicked. I didn’t say anything at the beginning of the mixed-haired path, just walking silently in front of it.
.Although he is always called a bad uncle by Duoduo, his relationship with that little loli is no less than mine.
Seeing that I was hesitating, he sighed and recited a poem: "Green, dark and red appear out of Fengcheng, reflecting the past and present feelings of dusk cloud pavilions; Pedestrians should not listen to the water in front of the official, this is the sound of time passing by."
After reading this sentence, he turned around and was about to tease me a few words, but he shouted in surprise: "Little poison, why are you crying?"