Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh don’t check the author’s mental state don’t check the author’s mental state!
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It’s like this. I don’t know since when, I feel very tired every day. I keep dreaming when I go to bed. When I wake up during the day, I feel as tired as moving bricks at night.
My attention is distracted, I don't want to do anything, I can't hear loud sounds, my memory is very poor, I start to feel sleepy after a few hours of waking up, I want to fall asleep directly, and I am not hungry, but as soon as I start eating, I want to keep eating, it seems
I will never be full.
Those dreams are so clear. I have been having dreams that I can remember since a long time ago (the Coffin Village copy, Yiqing characters and many plots are actually dreamed in dreams). Recently, they have become more and more rampant. One dream every night can't be shaken.
, the themes are all about ghosts, silent cities, and escape games.
The level of detail is the same as watching a movie. After waking up, I can realize more and more terrifying strict logic in the dream. I can feel that my brain is as active as a disco show every night.
It's like those things in my dream stole my time and spirit bit by bit from me in reality.
I guess the author's san value may be a bit low.
This morning I was suffocated by a very scary dream, and I was haunted by a ghost again in the dream. When I woke up, I felt stuffy and had difficulty breathing (but it was a good material, I got used to it).
Then I realized that this was not going to work, my spirit would be completely destroyed if I continued like this! I happened to be quite emotional today, so I decided to brag about Haikou first and force myself to take action——
[Highlight] [Emphasis] I don’t want to stop updating!
!I won’t stop updating until it’s finished!
!I want to write it to the end in one breath!
If I don't say it out like this, I will definitely be dragged down again soon, so I have to set a goal here. At least every time I don't have the energy to lie down directly, I will think, "Oh, I said I would update."
", then I felt refreshed and got up to write.
I know the part about dreams is a bit bizarre, but they really all happen in my mind. I often tell a friend about my dreams, and now she hears them basically every day.
This morning was about the possession of causal death, yesterday was about fortune-telling and broken necklaces for vengeful people, and the day before yesterday was about the escape game and the square lantern festival... There are also endless rooms, the red cracks of the apocalypse, and a group of girls in the wild forest on a rainy night.
Horrible experiences and various boots, kidnappings and dolphin dolls... dying in a dream that I can't resist is too energy-consuming and really a bit tiring.
I may be a little incoherent, so you can just treat it as a strange story. The author's mental state cannot be checked at the moment.
[A novel app that has been running stably for many years, comparable to the old book-chasing tool, used by all old bookworms]
Anyway, the point is that I don’t want to stop the show anymore, I want to stay in a daze, and I don’t want to stop the show until it’s over... I don’t want to feel the powerlessness of being dragged down all the time.
That’s it, I want to update! (I don’t know if this single chapter will be judged as nonsense and blocked by me), anyway, I want to update!