After Mu Yiqi saw off the two girls who had signed the idol trainee contract, he stood alone at the edge of the outdoor garden.
On a hot summer day, even the blue sky seems too bright.
He looked at the white cloud closest to him.
His wandering eyes caressed the soft edge of the cloud, and the warrior's spiritual sense told him that the distance between the cloud and the cloud was 30 meters.
He doesn’t know what this data means to him.
He just subconsciously collects information and then incorporates it into his own database.
There are many more information of unknown meaning like this in his database.
Many, many...what is "many"?
The dictionary says, many, so many, so big!
He knew, of course he knew, he had already read all the dictionaries he could get his hands on.
He often tells people around him that he just happens to know, that he only knows what he knows, as if he is just a lucky enough quiz player, as if he has not deliberately worked hard for this.
But he himself knows that as long as it is information that can be seen, as long as it is something that can be read and understood, as long as it is something that everyone can know, he will definitely know it before others.
Wood Art Rules does not allow himself to stop, he does not allow himself to stand still.
He is constantly collecting new information, so he knows many, many things, and he understands many, many knowledges.
But what’s the point?
Sometimes he would put aside the terms of the dictionary and ask his own heart:
What exactly is “many”?
If "more" is not a concept that comes from comparing with "less", and if there is no one else around you to compare with, then what is "more" and what is "better"?
What’s the use of knowing so much?
What do I want?
Mu Yiqi remembered what the beggar Great Spirit said to him during his graduation trip.
The unruly man said to himself:
“Young man, what do you want to prove, what do you need to prove, don’t you think you are okay?”
After the loan, the beggar spirit left gracefully singing "Who am I, I never care whether the world appreciates it or not".
Why does he think he is okay?
Why, why?
There are many reasons why wood art regulations need to be answered.
It is precisely because he wants to answer his own confusion that he always insists on his own way of practice and does his best to acquire more updated knowledge and master more and stronger skills.
In that senseless killing field where as long as a weak person stood a chance, he might be undone, and in the trap set by the crazy swordsman, he never gave up the pursuit of new knowledge.
He wants to go further, he wants to break through the boundaries in front of him, and he wants to see a different world.
Because in the world he originally lived in, there was never any hope.
Since he was born, whether it is his parents, classmates or friends, people with different faces have been telling him the same thing:
Mu Yiqi, you are a man, you are an overly good-looking man.
In this world, on this stage, in this Colosseum, you can never be the protagonist.
No matter how talented you are, no matter how hard you work, no matter what achievements you achieve, you are just a man.
Can you show up as a woman? Can you enter key industries that are already dominated by women?
The leaders in this world are all women. Beauty is both your asset and your shortcoming.
Your life is already decided when you are born.
You should be outgoing and cheerful, you should like the color blue, you should be elegant and gentle, you should be good at machinery and driving, you should show heroic masculinity, and you should bravely face all dangers and hardships.
And there can be no complaints.
You cannot indulge in those hobbies that consume your will. Those slender and exquisite beauties are not prepared for you. You only belong to the wilderness and the herd.
If you cannot be successful, then you are a waste.
There shouldn't be a second of your life spent on healing and resting. You should stand there like a piece of steel that never wears out, as a symbol, as a partner to rely on, as a role model for your children... Who cares when you mature mentally?
What kind of person do you want to be?
The rules of the game have already been set, so who do you think you are?
Wu Yigui, as a man, you should be a man.
You have to act like a man.
Although you are too good-looking, although you instinctively like the beauty of the opposite sex, although you can see the unexplored possibilities in this all-encompassing world, although you can use your unique talents to
Start a life that suits you best.
But you can’t, you shouldn’t, you’re not allowed!
You are a man! You can only follow the route planned for men for generations. You cannot lose to anyone, especially women.
You have to cover your appearance, you have to hide yourself in the shadows with black cloth and cloak, because that kind of beauty will only arouse people's love and pity, and what you need is awe and obedience.
The beauty that belongs exclusively to men is an impure thing. That kind of beauty will only make the opposite sex have dirty thoughts. That kind of beauty is the root of all obscenities.
Wu Yigui, you are born an unclean person and a lower-class citizen. You only need to abide by the disciplines of your elders. You only need to be obedient. This is your destiny.
Who makes you a man? Who makes you a man who carries original sin from birth?
You are both holy and filthy.
World No. 266 on the other side, the territory of the male virtue natural disaster Du Gongtai.
Mu Yiqi was born in such a world, so he had to work dozens of times harder than the opposite sex, had to suffer all kinds of discrimination, and had to give up his own possibilities.
Why do I have to live like this?
Just because I am a man?
Why can’t men not get married?
Why can’t men stop carrying on the family line?
Why can’t men not bear the expenses of houses and cars?
Why can’t a man refuse a request to be a surrogate mother for his partner?
Why can’t men have hobbies that are not related to work?
Why can’t men be weak and run away?
Why do men have to invest all their time and energy in a family they don’t want to build?
Why do men have to struggle 24 hours a day, why do men have to behave great, glorious and correct, and why do men have to change themselves for women’s ideas?
Why “men” cannot be defined by men themselves!
Can't I live my own life just because I'm a man?
This is male morality?
Fuck your male virtues!
Mu Yiqi glanced at the signed idol trainee contract in the storage space.
4 parts.
That’s enough. It’s enough to have 4 girls who are cute in their own ways and let them participate in the comeback plan before I die.
Mu Yiqi stared at the scorching sun that could not be seen directly until his eyes fell into darkness.
I have five months left to live and eight hours left today.
Let’s go and see the work-study student arranged by Mr. Chang.