Chapter 1035 Loving him is a karma she can't overcome
He didn't say anything, and Ye Ling felt that there was a crack in her heart, which spread to the depths of her heart.
"Take me to the hospital for a check-up tomorrow. I want to see Wanwan."
After a long silence, she heard his voice, "Yeah."
…
In the hospital.
Ye Ling's various inspection reports came out, and the nurse handed the report sheet to Gu Yejin.
Gu Yejin glanced at the order in the nurse's hand, but didn't take it.
The nurse smiled comfortingly and said, "Mr. Gu, don't be nervous. Your wife is in good health and the baby is also healthy. There is nothing wrong with her."
At this time, Ye Ling was sitting on the bench in the corridor. She blinked at her with a pair of charming eyes and looked very docile.
Gu Yejin reached out to receive the report.
After carefully reading the report sheet, Ye Ling's body was indeed fine, but his handsome face had become colder inch by inch. The biggest problem was that there was no problem.
He took out his cell phone from his trouser pocket and called Xia Xiwan.
Xia Xiwan still had a report sheet in her hand that she had not yet taken out.
The call was quickly connected, and it was Xia Xiwan's voice, "Hello, Mr. Gu."
Gu Yejin wiped his left hand in his trouser pocket and touched two cigarettes and lighters. He liked to light two when he was upset.
But when he didn't touch it, he remembered that he had quit smoking long ago and Ye Ling was pregnant. Where could he smoke?
"Hey," Gu Yejin moved her thin lips and her voice was flat and emotionless. At this age, what he prides himself on is probably his self-control, "Has Ling Ling's last report sheet come out?"
"It came out and was in my hands. As I said, Ling Ling's mental illness broke out."
"Why does she have mental illness? Is it because of her brother?"
"No, Ling Ling's mental illness does not exist now, but existed a long time ago."
"What?" Gu Yejin frowned her handsome eyebrows.
Xia Xiwan said slowly, "Lingling's mental illness started as early as when she was 18 years old. Mr. Gu, you are so smart, you should have figured out that...Lingling's mental illness is because of...you."
"You will never know the pain you have brought to Linling. The shadow you left behind made her unable to get pregnant for a time, and she even became frigid, repellent, and afraid of sex. You will never know how much Lingling loves you.
Because she loves you, she feels guilty towards her daddy, mommy, and brother. She is overwhelmed every day. When Brother Ye came back, he once had to take Lingling away. From the perspective of a best friend or a doctor, I
I agree with Lingling leaving you and starting a new life, but Lingling still chooses to stay and be with you."
"She has not recovered over the years. The disease has come and gone again and again. She is like this when you are around her. While healing herself who is scarred and riddled with holes, she is breaking the newly healed self into pieces."
Gu Yejin's eyes always fell on Ye Ling in front of her. She had lowered her head and looked at the ground. Her small figure showed a bit of loneliness.
Gu Yejin felt that she was still the girl he had glanced at outside Ye's house many years ago, but in a daze, it seemed that she was no longer the same girl. There was no...sunshine in her body.
"Now...what should I do?" Gu Yejin asked hoarsely.
Yes, what should he do?
He didn't know what to do.
Xia Xiwan was silent for a few seconds, and then spoke after a few seconds, "My role in this mental illness is minimal. Lingling must defeat this disease by herself, but it is obvious that with Brother Ye's departure, Lingling has... herself
exile."
self-exile…
These four words deeply hurt Gu Yejin's heart. He understood that Ye Ling hated him after all.
"Mr. Gu, to untie the bell you have to tie the bell, why not... let go of Ling Ling's hand."
Xia Xiwan said, asking him to let go of Ye Ling's hand.
Gu Yejin shook his head, "Impossible. I am willing to do anything for her, but this is not allowed."
"Even if you don't let go, Ling Ling will soon forget you."
"It doesn't matter. She has forgotten me. I can make her know me again, over and over again. I think I will be able to imprint the name Gu Yejin deeply into her soul forever."
Xia Xiwan was silent for a long time, and finally said, "Mr. Gu, if this happens, it will be very hard for you and Lingling. It will be hard for you to hold on to her tightly, and it will be hard for Lingling who is held tightly by you.
Very hard."
Gu Yejin pressed his handsome back against the wall. He looked up at the ceiling, his eyes filled with sadness. At this time, the sadness flowed back into a river, "I don't know how hard it will be in the future. I only know,
Let go of her hand, and I won't be able to live anymore. She still has my children in her belly, and I really can't... really can't live without them."
…
Gu Yejin took Ye Ling back. That night, after Ye Ling fell asleep, Gu Yejin went into the study to process the documents.
Soon a scream of "Ah" came from the master bedroom. Gu Yejin quickly stood up and pushed open the bedroom door.
Ye Ling, who was sleeping soundly, was rolling on the bed. Her palm-sized face was pale at the moment, and her face was full of tears. She was talking and kept murmuring, "Daddy, Mommy, I miss you so much, woo woo...brother,
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't mean it, I killed you, I should have gone with you...Daddy, Mommy, you are all blaming me, right...I am your daughter, don't drive me away..."
"Ling Ling." Gu Yejin quickly ran to the bedside and knelt on the bed with one leg. He stretched out a hand and gently patted her face, "Ling Ling, wake up, wake up, this is just a dream, Daddy.
Mommy and brother love you, and they will not drive you away."
Ye Ling was trembling all over on the bed, and her silky black hair was stained on her cheeks from tears and sweat. She murmured in pain, "Daddy, Mommy, brother, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I love you... wuwu
, I feel so much pain, my body and my heart hurt so much...I don’t dare to love Gu Yejin anymore, I don’t dare to love him anymore..."
When Gu Yejin heard these words, he felt like a knife was twisting in his heart. His flesh and blood were bruised and heartbroken.
She said she didn't dare to love him anymore.
Loving him is a karma that she cannot overcome!
Gu Yejin sat on the bed and reached out to hug Ye Ling. He didn't know what to say. Now every word he said was so pale and weak. He could only coax softly and use all his strength, "Ling Ling, don't
Is this okay...it's all my fault, don't punish yourself like this, really don't do this..."
Being hugged by him, Ye Ling seemed to be greatly stimulated, "No, no, go away!"
She kicked and beat him with her hands and feet, and broke away from his arms. She was crying, and she kept crying, and her crying was heartbreaking. The quiet room resounded with every sob she made, which was dripping from her heart.