It had been several years since the incident, and Ye Ling could tell it in an extremely calm voice, "It was night, and I was lying on the bed alone. There was too much blood, and the sheets were dyed red all of a sudden.
The landlord was so frightened that he ran away. I couldn’t move. My stomach hurt as if it wasn’t my own. The wet blood was dripping down the sheets..."
Ye Ling's voice suddenly stopped.
Gu Yejin blew out a puff of smoke and looked down at her. Her face was so pale that it was almost transparent, and you could see the thin green blood vessels inside. She closed her eyes, and her densely combed feathers were trembling.
Gu Yejin couldn't breathe, as if he was being tightly grasped by a big hand. He had never felt pain like this before. It really hurt too much.
"If you don't want to say it, don't say it." He said in a hoarse voice.
Ye Ling opened her eyes. There was nothing in her eyes, no pain, no tears, and she looked very empty. "Late night came, and the tenant next door happened to come back. She was an enthusiastic aunt. The aunt saw overflowing at the door.
The blood came and I quickly called the police, so I was sent to the hospital, where the doctor told me that I had a miscarriage."
Ye Ling put her cold hands on her flat belly, "I didn't know what pregnancy was at that time. I didn't know the baby was in my belly, and when I knew it, he was gone."
Gu Yejin remembered that she complained of stomachache some time ago and asked him to rub her belly. At that time, he did not understand that there was his child in her belly a long time ago. Unknown to him, she and
The child has been in pain like that.
On her 18th birthday, he seemed to be possessed. She didn't know about pregnancy, but he, a mature man, knew about it, but he didn't use contraceptive measures. He didn't expect that she would become pregnant all at once when she had just grown up.
She got pregnant and had his seed in her belly.
He had guessed something in the past two days, but he didn't dare to think about it. He was constantly denying himself in his uneasiness, and it shouldn't be like this.
He never wanted to be a father.
However, his first child has already arrived.
His little life was once conceived in her belly, which was the inheritance of his flesh and blood.
"Is it because of that miscarriage that you can't get pregnant again?" he asked.
Ye Ling nodded, "Well, I was too young at that time. The heavy miscarriage and bleeding, coupled with the uterine curettage surgery, caused serious physical injuries to me. The doctor said that I would never be able to get pregnant again."
She couldn't get pregnant because of him.
Gu Yejin looked at her little face. This was the girl he had put in the palm of his hand to love and care for for more than ten years. He had never been willing to let her suffer any wind and rain, but after all, he had brought her a whole new life.
of injury.
His fingertips tingled. It turned out that he hadn't smoked for a long time, and the scarlet flames burned his fingertips.
Gu Yejin threw half of the cigarette into the ashtray, then reached out to touch her little face.
Ye Ling did not avoid it, she looked up at Xue Hui's slapped face and looked at him with a wet look.
Time seemed to go back many years ago, when she was still the innocent and beautiful little girl beside him.
Gu Yejin caressed her little face, admiring her skin as smooth as egg white and couldn't put it down. He closed his thin lips and said in a low tone, "It's okay Lingling, we don't need children. From now on, there will only be two of us."
He said, from now on there will be two of us.
Ye Ling trembled at Yu Jie and buried her little face deeply in his palm. She was like a little kitten, constantly rubbing against the body temperature of her master's palm, acting coquettishly and covetously, "But, I want to have a baby.
"
She said softly.
Gu Yejin suddenly stiffened.
"You don't want to have children, but I think this is a woman's right and a choice in life."
"Wanwan already has three children. Wanwan's pregnancy was very painful and painful, but she was so brave and strong because Lu Hanting never let go of her hand and gave her all his love.
"
"There are many, many people around Wanwan. Wanwan has a mother who loves her, a strong father, friends, people, and a family of her own. I was thinking that when I was 18 and pregnant, I had nothing.
Man, no one taught me how a girl should protect herself. All I saw was sympathy, pity, ridicule, and many unkind glances. I didn’t grow up myself, but I became a mother in a daze. Overnight, my future and past happened to me.
Half my life is a big dream."
"I like children very much. Wanwan's three genius cute babies are so cute. I'm thinking that if I gave birth to a baby, he would also be very cute. The boy will be my little man, and the girl will be.
It’s my little cotton-padded jacket, and my mommy is the best mommy in the world. In the future, I will be the best mother like my mommy, and I will live a very happy life.”
"But all this is gone. I can no longer give birth to my own baby. No one knows how regretful I am."
Gu Yejin felt that her palms were so hot that she cried, and her tears were all in his palms.
In the past, Gu Yejin had never thought that there would be a day when the girl he raised would bury her face in his palm, crawling devoutly like a scarred beast, with tears streaming down her face.
Gu Yejin finally knew that Ye Ling had not changed over the years. She was still the bright and beautiful daughter of the Ye family from a high family. She had love in her heart and always lived in the warm sunshine.
However, he stretched out his hand and dragged her into hell.
He used to always think that if the Ye family owed him, she would be the one to pay it back.
But now, the palm of his hand was burning, the pain was so painful that he could hardly bear it, and the pain was so painful that he wanted to throw away his hand.
"Brother~" At this time, Ye Ling, who was in the palm of her hand, raised her eyes, looked at him with tears in her eyes, and called him "brother."
Gu Yejin was so stunned that she forgot to react. At this time, Ye Ling raised the corners of her lips in tears and said, "Brother, I love you, do you know that?"
She said, brother, I love you, do you know...
Gu Yejin forgot to breathe and looked at her blankly.
"Brother, I love you, I really love you very much. I have loved you for a whole ten years. If you ask me what my biggest dream is in this life, then I will tell you, marry you, be your Mrs. Gu, and give you
Have a baby.”
"But, you said, status and children are beyond my imagination, so you see, you destroyed my dreams with your own hands."
"In the ten years you have loved me, you have protected me from hardships, but you have also given me a lot of hardships."
"If this is your revenge against the Ye family, then congratulations on your victory. You taught me that from loving to not loving, my heart is full of holes, and I no longer have the courage to love."
"Gu Yejin, from now on, I don't love you anymore."