Xia Xiwan realized that it was a completely wrong decision for her to give Little Xingxing to her mother to take care of. Moreover, she had already given birth to three children. How could she have another child? What if the next child would also be triplets?
manage?
Xia Xiwan narrowly escaped death when she gave birth to triplets, which left her with a heavy psychological shadow. She often had nightmares about being pregnant again, and every time she would wake up from the nightmare, she would never give birth again.
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At this time, Little Xingxing slept in it obediently and covered herself with a quilt, "Daddy, Mommy, good night."
Little Xingxing closed her eyes and soon fell asleep.
The child was asleep, and now it was time to resolve matters between adults. Xia Xiwan slowly turned sideways, raised her bright eyes and looked at the man beside her, "Lu Hanting, do you already know about the children?"
His life experience?"
Lu Hanting looked sideways at Xia Xiwan. In order to come to see the child, she had changed back to her beautiful and delicate face. Because she was lying down, a few strands of long black hair were entangled in her pink neck.
She looks pure and charming.
It was this woman who gave birth to three children for him, and she was the mother of his children.
Lu Hanting's unmoved heart was fake. He still remembered the first time they met on the train in Haicheng. She was only 19 years old at that time.
She gave him the girl's most youthful years, and she also gave him the inheritance and continuation of his bloodline.
Lu Hanting's slender fingers curled up, wanting to hug her. He held her tightly in his arms and rubbed her into his bones and blood. He had many things to say to her, and he wanted to tell her how much he liked her.
The children he gave birth to, from now on he never wanted to be separated from the children, never wanted to be separated from her, he didn't want her to leave his side again.
However, his curled fingers loosened again, because she also did many things that he could not forgive.
Lu Hanting pursed his thin lips and snorted coldly, "Are you planning to hide the children's life experiences from me forever?"
"I don't…"
"You have it!" Lu Hanting interrupted her directly, "Xia Xiwan, you are too selfish and cruel. I ask you, why did you send Yiyi to me? Do you no longer want Yiyi or me?
You abandoned us, father and son, from your world. You only raised Pippi and Xingxing, and you didn’t even let me know about their existence. In a blink of an eye, Pippi and Xingxing were so big, and time passed so quickly that I didn’t even see them with my own eyes.
You have grown up little by little, and you have also grown up with Yiyi. In three years and so many days and months, he has become a piece of flesh that fell off of you, and you have never come back!"
Lu Hanting sat up, his muscular chest rising and falling, and the ends of his narrow eyes were quickly covered with a layer of blood-red pain.
Time is really the most hurtful thing. Three years ago at the Forbidden River, she stabbed him hard in the heart, then took Su Xi away, completely abandoning him and abandoning him.
At that time, he watched her and Su Xi disappear at the end of the world and disappear into his life. He naively thought that it would be extremely painful at that time.
But, no.
In the next three years and many days and months, when he was standing alone on the street, little Lu Chen, who was only a few months old in his arms, was babbling and calling "Mom" for the first time. He began to wander around.
When he was looking for her shadow among different women, he discovered that she had only stabbed him once on the forbidden riverside. In the following three years, the knife rotted little by little until he was riddled with holes and beyond recognition.
Seeing his painful expression, Xia Xiwan sat up. Her bright pupils turned red quickly, and she wanted to explain, "Lu Hanting, listen to me, during those three years I..."
"What other sweet words do you want to use to deceive me?" Lu Hanting interrupted her directly. He roughly tore off his shirt and pointed at the scar on his heart, "Xia Xiwan, you can see clearly.
, you stabbed it down here, you know how I survived three years ago, the doctor said that as long as your hand is more accurate by a few millimeters, I will have no chance of survival!"
"I think I should hate you, but the funny thing is... I have already exhausted all my strength to hate you, and when I swore that I wanted to forget you, I actually began to find that the women around me in the past three years have more or less become
Starting to look like you, I look for your shadow in different women."
"Sometimes when I feel tired, exhausted, and lonely, I have also thought about really being with a woman, letting her fill your position, and letting her take good care of Yiyi. I should tell myself that I am not indispensable to you.
, but it’s a pity that I failed, my body has always been unable to arouse any sexual interest to them.”
"As I grow older, I also reach a time when my blood is strong and my desires are abundant. Those women can't arouse sexual interest. But when you enter my dream at midnight, I wake up with a hot body, in the darkness of the room.
When I reached my hand down to soothe myself, you know how powerless and desperate I felt at that time."
Said Lu Hanting stretched out his hand, grasped her shiny and fragrant shoulder, squeezed it hard, squeezed it hard, and squeezed the palm of his hand until the veins popped, "Xia Xiwan, I have never understood a question.
I want to ask you face to face, what on earth did I do wrong three years ago?"
Lu Hanting had always wanted to ask what he had done wrong, and now he finally asked the question.
Although he knew that he had already lost when he asked this question, he once again put down all his pride and dignity.
Xia Xiwan's bright pupils were covered with a layer of crystal water, her slender feathers trembled twice, and tears quickly fell from them.
These are his three years.
It turns out that this is how he spent the three years she left.
It is said that the Lu family specializes in infatuated people. Lu Sijue was like that back then, and so is Lu Hanting now. They are both long-lasting and dedicated men.
Xia Xiwan raised her hand, and her trembling fingertips slowly fell on the scar on Lu Hanting's heart, "I'm sorry, I'm really... I'm sorry, but I can explain those three years, and I also want to come back.
Look at you, look at Yiyi, but I can’t come back, I..."
Lu Hanting grabbed her little hand and pushed her away. He closed his scarlet eyes. When he opened them again, there was already a coldness and indifference left in them, "Xia Xiwan, if you really
If you feel sorry, then I need you to do something now."
"What's up?"
"Pippi and Xingxing are both my children. I want you to give up their custody rights. Their custody rights must be given to me."
Xia Xiwan's ears buzzed and she looked at him in shock and confusion. She didn't understand what he was talking about!