"Oh, you want to hear the good news first. The good news is that the baby moved today, and the baby kicked me just now!"
"However, the bad news is that my beauty is not good anymore. I am aging at a speed visible to the naked eye every day. Mr. Lu, I will become more and more uglier. Will you dislike me?"
"Of course not. You can't see it anyway. Fortunately... you're not here."
As she spoke, Xia Xiwan raised her hand to brush the long hair around her cheeks. When her delicate white fingers went in, a large amount of hair came out from her fingertips.
She started to lose her hair.
Xia Xiwan paused for a moment and quickly hid the large amount of hair from him. She reached out and turned off the video, "Mistake, try again."
In the next video, Xia Xiwan was already more than six months pregnant. She appeared in the camera, but she was wearing a hat. In the blink of an eye, the fine lines on her face turned into deep wrinkles. She looked like
He is in his fifties.
Xia Xiwan sat on a wicker chair and looked at the camera. She tried her best to smile, but the light in her eyes was not as bright as before.
"Mr. Lu, long time no see. I wore a hat today because... I shaved off all my hair and became bald. I was afraid of scaring you, so I wore a hat to cover my face. Originally, I wanted to cover my face.
, but after thinking about it, forget it, Mr. Lu, even if I am ugly now, you still have to hold back and stop talking!"
"My belly is very big, and the babies are very healthy. They are growing vigorously in my belly. Mommy said that the baby boy on the left is very quiet. He should be cold and cruel when he is born. He is a copy of you, while the baby boy on the right is a dragon and a phoenix.
The fetus is very lively and often kicks me. It should be a replica of me. I am very happy to have my babies with me every day."
At this time, the door of the room was pushed open, and Lin Shuiyao's voice came in, "Wanwan, it's time to eat. You haven't eaten for many days. Although you try very hard to eat every time, you still vomit after eating, and you vomit again."
To eat, now I can only rely on nutritional injections. Mommy personally cooked some millet porridge for you, you can eat some."
Lin Shuiyao came over, and Xia Xiwan probably smelled the smell. She immediately bent over and vomited, and the video was hurriedly hung up.
In the next video, Xia Xiwan was more than seven months pregnant. She was sleeping on the bed and Lin Shuiyao was giving her injections.
The sleeves were pushed up to expose her arms. Her arms were densely covered with needle holes and were covered in bruises, which was shocking to see.
At that time, Xia Xiwan had lost so much weight that she had almost no flesh on her body, but her belly, which was more than seven months old, was very big. Because of the triplets, it looked much bigger than those she was about to give birth to. At that time,
She is much older, like an old woman in her sixties.
Xia Xiwan was lying on the bed looking at the camera. Although she was smiling, her eyes had gone dark, "Mr. Lu, don't worry, the baby is fine. I can't get out of bed now. I have to stay in bed to raise the baby. Mommy
Now, I will definitely be able to persist until the day of delivery, and I will definitely bring the babies into this world safely and healthily."
As she spoke, Xia Xiwan slowly stretched out her hand and placed her fingertips on the camera. She said softly, "It's just Mr. Lu, I feel...I'm starting to miss you."
In the next video, Xia Xiwan was more than eight months pregnant. This video was taken late at night. The light was very dark and her face could not be seen clearly.
There was a depressing silence when the video opened, and then her suppressed sobs and cries were heard. She said on the other end, "Mr. Lu, I miss you, I really miss you."
At that time, she curled up in the quilt and buried her face in it. She talked a lot to herself, incoherently.
"Mr. Lu, you must still hate me now. Have you...forgot about me? Maybe you have started dating...a new girlfriend..."
"This is good, really good. When I planned to leave you, I just didn't want to drag you down. I didn't want to become your weakness. I was already mentally prepared. Once I let go of such a good Mr. Lu, those
Women will definitely rush for it, and they will... take my place."
"I could bear it at first. I think I can. Even without you, the babies and I can... live very well, but... I regret it at this moment. Mr. Lu, I really want you to stay with me.
around..."
"Actually, I am very scared. I am scared every day. I dare not... tell anyone that my body hurts. It really hurts... I am getting older every day, from twenty to thirty... sixty
Years old... Eighty years old, I am so old that I don’t even recognize myself... I can’t sleep every night, pain and fear surround me like a demon, engulfing me... Sometimes I even feel that I will persevere in the next second
If you don’t go down, you will die…”
"Mr. Lu, I admit that I am selfish. I should not come back to Lanlou Ancient Country. I should stay by your side. No matter whether I am old, ugly, good or bad, you should stay with me. What should I do?
I don’t want to care, I just want you to hug me, I want to lie in your arms every day and leave myself, my babies, and my future to you..."
"Even...even if I really die one day, I want to...die in your arms, instead of being...alone and helpless like I am now..."
She kept crying there, and then she burst into tears, and the video ended just like that.
The next video, which is also the last video, shows that Xia Xiwan was born prematurely.
Xia Xiwan was lying on the bed in the delivery room. Her forehead was covered with sweat. The sweat rolled down and soon wetted her clothes. Her hands were pulling tightly on the sheets under her body, and the sheets were torn.
Lin Shuiyao kept wiping her sweat, "Wanwan, don't be nervous, a baby's head has come out. Come on, follow Mommy's rhythm and work together, let's inhale, exhale, inhale..."
Xia Xiwan quickly caught up with the rhythm. She gritted her teeth, and with a loud cry of "Wow", her eldest son Lu Chenyi was born.
"Wanwan, she's born, this is Ge Ge!" Lin Shuiyao quickly wrapped little Lu Chenyi in a blanket and sent it to Xia Xiwan.
At that time, Xia Xiwan was already so thin that only skin and bones were left. She raised her trembling hands with difficulty and gently touched little Lu Chenyi's face.
At this time, people around her were screaming, "Blood! Blood! Her Majesty Queen, it's not good, Her Royal Highness the Princess is bleeding profusely!"
A large amount of blood gushed out from under Xia Xiwan's body, instantly staining the mattress on her body red.
Lin Shuiyao quickly put down little Lu Chenyi, "Hurry up and stop the bleeding!"
Xia Xiwan reached out and grabbed Lin Shuiyao. She shook her head slowly, "Mommy, it's useless. I know I can't do it."