The corners of Qinghu's mouth curled up helplessly. Unexpectedly, even to this extent, he still had his own involuntariness in his life.
"Can I come back?"
Yunzhu brought a blanket to Lin Mengya, but Qinghu directly held her in his arms and put her on the bed in the back room.
"I don't know, maybe I can't come back. Maybe I can see her again."
Qinghu put the person on the bed and said softly.
"Take care of everything, Hall Master, I'm still waiting for you to come back."
Finally, he took a deep look at Lin Mengya, and Qinghu had to cruelly put away the reluctance in his eyes. Why didn't this little girl who always made people worry so much appear in his life earlier?
Yunzhu watched Qinghu disappear before his eyes. He looked at Lin Mengya, who was sleeping soundly in the back room, and shook his head.
This person still has the same temperament more than ten years ago. He is willing to give up his life for the things that are important to him.
He took out a small porcelain bottle from his arms, which contained the best hangover pills. He turned around, helped Lin Mengya up, and drank one pill. If she hadn't made the hall master drunk, Qing Hu wouldn't even have said goodbye.
There will be no chance.
Even though the hall master looked like a little girl who didn't understand anything, she could tell that this girl was very protective of the calf.
After waking up from drunkenness, Lin Mengya felt an unbearable headache.
She rubbed her temples vigorously with her little hands. Huh? She clearly remembered that Qinghu was here before. Every time she woke up, Qinghu would jump to her side and make fun of her drinking capacity.
Why this time, only an empty room was left.
"Master, I'm awake. This is a hangover soup. Take a sip. It has a miraculous effect on headaches."
Yunzhu personally brought a bowl of hangover soup. In Sanjue Hall, she would not do anything about Lin Mengya to others.
Therefore, many people thought that she must have some secret relationship with the hall master.
"Where's that dead fox? Why didn't I see him? Tell him to come here quickly. What are you busy with these days? It's almost the New Year and I don't know how to go home."
Lin Mengya's tone sounded like she was thinking about Qinghu's family.
Yunzhu's hand paused in mid-air. Then, he put the sobering soup into Lin Mengya's hand, with a half-smile on his lips.
"He will never come back."
"What? It's impossible. This is his home, and we are all his family. Who wouldn't want to go back to his family? Tell me honestly, have you done anything to feel sorry for me, so you hid here?
where it goes?"
Yunzhu opened the curtains, and the sunlight outside was soft, but she only felt that her fingertips were cold. "He really left. Hall Master, don't ask why anymore. He did it for your safety and for the future of the entire Sanjue Hall. Therefore, Hall Master, from now on, just pretend that such a person never existed."
Qinghu left? Lin Mengya's brain, numbed by alcohol, had not yet digested the news. What does it mean to leave and never come back?
Could it be that he has a lover?
Lin Mengya tilted her head and looked at Yunzhu, with a look in her eyes that continued to interrogate.
Yunzhu just remained silent. There were some things that Qing Hu Qian had warned him not to say to the hall master.
"Oh, I understand. You go down, I want to be alone for a while."
Even Yunzhu didn't expect that Lin Mengya's reaction would just be that she wanted to know.
He was stunned for a moment, but still retreated.
The warm hangover soup in my hand turned bitter and difficult to swallow for some reason.
But she still swallowed it in one mouthful.
My stomach was warmed by the hot soup, but my heart was cold.
She never imagined that Qinghu, who was always gentle and considerate to her, would actually leave her.
Moreover, this was without saying goodbye to her.
Until she finished the bowl of soup, Lin Mengya was still repeating the action of drinking soup. Qinghu left, Qinghu actually left.
This idea has been swirling in her mind. It was like a thunderbolt, turning her smart brain into paste in an instant.
Why did he leave? Didn't he say that he must stay by her side for the rest of his days? She hasn't made the antidote yet. Can't this fool wait any longer?
Her heart was empty and she wanted to cry, but even her tears were against her.
The feeling of powerlessness that makes her unable to cry even if she wants to, makes Lin Mengya like a doll with her soul removed. She has always regarded Qinghu as one of the most important family members. Apart from her brother Lin Nansheng, she is the only one who has
Only through Qinghu can she experience the relaxed atmosphere among family members.
Why, why did Qinghu leave?
Yunzhu must know, she must know!
"Yunzhu! Yunzhu!"
Yunzhu shouted out Yunzhu's name hastily, probably because Yunzhu also expected that Lin Mengya would ask. He just sighed and did not appear in front of her.
"Why did he leave? Tell me, why did he leave?"
Lin Mengya asked loudly into the yard. Although Yunzhu did not show up,
But her voice fell gently.
"He has his reasons. Sorry, Hall Master, I only know a vague message. So, don't ask anymore. This is what I promised Qinghu, and I can't break my promise."
Lin Mengya leaned against the door, tears finally falling silently.
Sister Yue Ting is gone, and now Qinghu is also gone. The people who were good to her seem to be leaving one by one. How long has it been, how long has it been since she has experienced the feeling of heartache and heartbreak.
Why, why can't these people stay by her side?
"Hall Master, I believe that guy will come back alive. Ten years ago, we went on a mission together. He was stabbed several times, just because he was still missing in his heart, so he managed to come back from the Hall of Hell. Believe me
, His bond with you is even deeper than that time, so I believe he can come back."
Sitting on the roof, Yunzhu's memory returned to that late night ten years ago.
He will definitely come back, he is Qinghu, he is the once feared master of Taohuawu. How could he die so easily in the hands of that person?
They all went through hell, right?
"Woo-"
But Lin Mengya cried wildly, no longer like the master of Sanjue Hall, like a childish child, crying sadly without hiding it.
"Cry. Sometimes, I really envy you. People who can cry are always happier than those who don't have tears."
Yunzhu took out the bamboo flute that he carried with him, and the quiet and gentle sound of the flute hovered in Lin Mengya's ears. It was a gentle song, and Lin Mengya gradually stopped crying.
Yes, Yunzhu is right, Qinghu will definitely come back, and those who leave home will eventually return to their families.
Before that, all she could do was wait quietly.
The princess, who had been "locked" in the courtyard for several days, finally came out of the gate of Liuxinyuan.
With worry and longing for Qinghu in her heart, Lin Mengya still realized that she could no longer be so decadent.
Love has died, but there is still someone far away that she misses.
Therefore, she wanted to get out of the quagmire of Prince Yu's Mansion as soon as possible. She had already planned that as soon as the emperor recovered from his illness, she would ask for an order to divorce him.
Run Sanjuetang well and wait for the day when Qinghu comes back.
"Sister, you finally came out. I was worried about you to death."
In the yard, Xiaoyu was wearing a jade-colored mink velvet cloak, with a gentle smile on her face.
Lin Mengya nodded and ordered someone to bring it The snack box she had someone rush to make was handed to Wanyanlie who was beside Xiaoyu.
"I know you're here to say goodbye today. It's a long journey here, so you should take good care of yourself. If you encounter any difficulties, ask someone to bring a letter back. By the way, Xiao Jin must take it with you. Do you understand?"
Farewell seems to have become the norm around Lin Mengya.
After experiencing Qinghu's departure, she seemed to have become much stronger. Even when Xiaoyu left, she could face it calmly.
Life may be about growing up through divisions and unions.
Although he is reluctant to let go, he still has to let go and let them disappear in front of him temporarily.
"Sister, I'm sorry. Originally, I wanted to leave after the Chinese New Year. But Uncle Lie—"
There was a trace of embarrassment in Xiaoyu's eyes. Lin Mengya stood up, walked in front of him, stretched out her jade-colored hands, and straightened his collar for him.
The little guy has grown up without her knowing it. He will back down and be tolerant for what he should do. Obviously, he has matured a lot.
"Let's go, you have your own things to do. We can still meet in the future, right?"
Lin Mengya's smile was as bright as a flower, and no one could feel the sadness and helplessness hidden deep inside Lin Mengya's smile.
Xiaoyu nodded vigorously, he will definitely see his sister again, definitely!
"Xiaoyu, bid farewell to my sister. I hope you will cherish me dearly."
After bowing deeply, Xiaoyu felt in her heart that even though she was reluctant to leave, she still had to return to the land where she was born.
"Well, be careful."
Lin Mengya waved her hand, and the smile on her face became a little stiff.
Don't cry! Xiaoyu likes to see her smiling face the most. If she cries, the child will definitely be worried. She can't help, but at least, don't distract the child.
She walked all the way to the door and watched Xiaoyu and Wanyanlie riding away in a carriage. Tears, however, inadvertently blurred her eyes.
"Let's go back."
Raising her head, Lin Mengya didn't want anyone to see her crying.
There is no such thing as a feast that lasts forever. She can't be so selfish and tie everyone to herself.
"Master, are you okay? I know that you must feel uncomfortable when Master Yu is gone. But, we are still with you."
Bai Zhi whispered comforting words in her ear. Lin Mengya looked at the four girls surrounding her, smiled and said
"It's time to arrange the marriages of you girls."
