Even though she did not receive the best education since she was a child, and even if her mother kept instilling in her the idea that she must be better than the young master of the Yan family in order to give herself more leverage to enter the Yan family, she has never forgotten her original destiny.
belief.
She doesn't want to be like her mother, who lives her whole life dependent on one man.
But the reality is that she has to bear the identity of a man to get everything she has now.
Even when she participated in the selection this time, her so-called father and grandfather actually wanted her to help the legitimate son of the Yan family.
Even when necessary, she must sacrifice herself to fulfill her half-brother.
So who is she?
From the day she was born, her true gender was hidden.
No matter how hard I try these years, I still have to become a bargaining chip for my mother to please men.
Even if they finally moved into the Yan family's deep compound, she still had to sacrifice everything for her mother.
Even on the night before leaving, her mother hugged her and cried loudly, and then told her to help the legitimate son of the Yan family.
In this way, the mother's position in the Yan family will be more stable.
I really want to ask my mother, what about her? Who is she?
If she was born to be used as a tool to please others, then she might as well have never been born.
But she knew she couldn't ask. Once she asked, all she would get was her mother crying and scolding her at the top of her lungs.
She has experienced these things countless times over the years, and she already knows the results, and she no longer wants to do them again.
But the fire buried deep in my heart is not extinguished so easily.
She thought that since everyone said that the head of the Gong family was a woman, then as a woman, why couldn't she be like the head of the Gong family and carve out a world for herself and her mother?
At the beginning, she didn't have any plans, but just wanted to strive for the top.
But what she didn't expect was that just after they were sent in, her nominal brother actually wanted to unite with several other people to destroy her!
If she hadn't struggled so hard and the Gong family had been very strict in guarding her, she might have had her hands or feet disabled by now and would have been a cripple for the rest of her life.
Pushed to the extreme, she decided to fight back.
Don't both father and grandfather think highly of this half-brother and hope that he can win the favor of the Gong family?
Then she would make the other party disqualified from staying, and would even offend the Gong family by causing trouble here.
That's right.
No matter it was just now or now, she did it on purpose. She secretly
Di Lu deliberately angered the Yan family's legitimate son who was already dissatisfied with her.
She even didn't hesitate to use herself as bait.
Even if she was not rescued at that time, even if she drowned in the sea, she would not regret it!
Even if she is born as a woman, she will not be willing to become someone else's shadow!
She also needs to let anyone who treats her as a tool or a helper understand that she is not someone to be trifled with. If anyone tries to force her, she will teach them an unforgettable lesson.
But she didn't expect that she would be discovered.
She held the clothes in her arms, but her heart felt cold.
Weakly raising a wry smile, she tried to comfort herself. It didn't matter, she was the one who broke the rules first, and she deserved to be kicked out.
But her chest was still tight, and she clutched her clothes tightly, stubbornly refusing to cry.
"Who says you can't go on?"
At this time, the round-faced girl said with some humor, "Since you have passed the selection, you can continue. Besides, although you hid it first, you have confessed to me now, and I can tell this matter to
above."
"Alas, the world today is really unfair to women. Fortunately, the head of my family is here. Otherwise, how can we girls get ahead?"
"What? Sister, you mean I can stay here anymore?"
Yan Jiahua's eyes widened in disbelief.
She is not very old, and she used to act submissive on purpose, not wanting to attract other people's attention, but now she doesn't care to hide her expression.
The round-faced girl looked at her, nodded with a smile, but still warned her seriously.
"Since this is your first offender, I can make things right for you. But next time you can't lie to everyone again. You have to know that although the head of the Gong family is generous, there are some things that we will never allow.
.”
"I know that the reason why you concealed it is not out of malice, but for other reasons, but please cherish this opportunity."
Yan Jiahua was so moved that if she hadn't been so poor now, she would have given everything she had to her sister.
"I, I, I really didn't mean to deceive! I'm sorry, sister, it's all my fault. If I knew it would cause the consequences like this, I wouldn't lie to you even if you put a knife on my neck.
of!"
She seemed to be afraid that the other party would not believe her.
His little face turned red with excitement.
The round-faced girl sighed softly, and then nodded to her, "Okay, okay, I can believe what you said now. Go and change your clothes quickly. Remember what I said, don't do it."
Be greedy for coolness, otherwise you will suffer in the future."
She warned the other person like a caring big sister, and then sent the other person to a deserted corner until he had changed his clothes before leaving.
Yan Jiahua looked at the direction the other party was leaving with tears in her eyes, and vowed from the bottom of her heart that she must perform well, not only to be selected, but also to find an opportunity to repay this sister.
Also, the head of the Gong family!
She knew very well that if it hadn't been for the rules set by the head of the family, she would have been eliminated.
And it was only now that she finally felt scared.
If she keeps hiding her true gender, even if she can get on the ship, if she is discovered by the superiors in the future, she will definitely be regarded as someone with evil intentions!
She had heard that although the head of the Gong family looked gentle, he was actually a resolute and resolute master.
If she puts herself in her shoes, if she finds someone who has lied about his gender, she will definitely not believe that he is a good person.
Thinking of this, she couldn't help but break out in a cold sweat. Fortunately, she still had a chance to make up for it, otherwise it would be too late for her to regret it.
Sure enough, in the subsequent selection, someone specifically gave her a thumbs down. Actually, it's not necessarily a thumbs down, but they just asked her to meet the standards of a woman.
But in her heart, she did not regard herself as a woman. Since she chose to stay on the ship as a man, she must do better than anyone else.
So in the next few projects, her performance was very impressive. Of course, she is definitely not as strong as an adult male in terms of physical strength, but she is very smart and good at using tools and techniques.
Lin Mengya also gradually noticed this person.
She had asked people to give clothes to Yan Jiahua before, it was also out of love for talents, and it was also a kind of test.
If the other party didn't tell the truth to the girl just now, or was just talking about him, then Lin Mengya would definitely kick the other party out of this selection without saying anything.
Precisely because she knows that it is not easy for women to survive in this world, perhaps the other party must have her own reasons for concealing her gender to participate in the selection.
So for the sake of both women, she could give the other party one more chance, but she didn't expect that this little guy actually gave her a surprise.
"That's the rough list. There are about one hundred and thirty people in total. You see
If there is anything you don’t like at first glance, we can screen it again.”
Ning'er, who was on Qinghu's neck, was already tired. At this moment, her son had been put in the cabin and fell asleep fast. There was no need to worry with Bai Su watching.
Lin Mengya took over the list from Qinghu, but she didn't expect that the third one would be Yan Jiahua.
She raised her lips and said with some surprise, "I didn't expect that this little girl looks so thin and weak, but she is actually quite powerful."
Qinghu took a look. As a top killer, how could he not tell whether the other party was a man or a woman?
In addition, Yan Jiahua seems to have let go of the heavy burden in his heart, so sometimes he doesn't hide it so deliberately.
The young girl who is just showing off her talent has no idea how dazzling she is among her peers.
Although Qinghu had no feelings for anyone, he had to admit that this little girl was indeed a dark horse.
"Well, she's pretty good. She has a fierce look in her eyes, and she's a good candidate to be a killer."
Lin Mengya was a little surprised. Not many people could receive such praise from Qinghu. It seemed that Yan Jiahua was really a malleable talent.
"Let's put them all on the boat to get used to it first. By the way, move this little girl to my side."
Qinghu raised his eyebrows, "It seems you are going to teach her yourself?"
"That's not really true. It's just that this girl looks very smart. I just need someone who can help me. I don't know if she is willing."
Her life on the ship will not be easy. After all, she has prepared so many things. It can be said that she will have to do many experiments from the day she gets on the ship.
Bai Su also has to help her take care of her three babies, and Long Tianyu can't be idle either.
Although they are both in the same boat, the husband and wife each have their own division of labor. You must know that they will face a tough battle after getting off the boat, so they must be fully confident.
Long Tianyu will conduct intensive training for those who are finally selected during these six months.
This ensures that they can immediately join the battle after getting off the ship without losing their combat effectiveness due to sudden changes in the environment.
You must know that the fighter plane disappears in an instant.
If they can be one step ahead of the other party, they can gain more initiative.
Therefore, she needs a smart, smart and capable person to keep around her to run errands.
In fact, everyone wants this opportunity. After all, if he can stay by her side, even if he cannot become her confidant in the end, after such an experience, as long as he performs well, he will definitely have a bright future!
