Talking about past events always makes people extremely sad.
Although Mrs. Jingrou said these words as if she was telling someone else's story, when she heard them in Lin Mengya's ears, they had a different taste.
A woman's life path is predetermined from birth.
You have to be forced to combine with your elder brother, and you are completely unable to achieve your own happiness. Perhaps in modern society, this is the most shocking thing.
But Mrs. Jingrou chose her own love and escaped from her originally prescribed fate, but she was left with a deep sense of guilt towards her family.
Lin Mengya felt the same way. If her mother had not resolutely chosen to give up her identity and follow her father, although she might not have died young, she would never have been so happy.
It's just that her mother is much happier than Mrs. Jingrou. Her cousins told her that their father has been looking for their mother, but only to see her peace and joy.
If Mrs. Jingrou's family had supported her like this back then, I'm afraid she wouldn't feel so heavy now.
"Madam, you don't have to think so much." ??
Lin Mengya gently kneaded Mrs. Jingrou's calves, and the calming ingredients she put in the rose porridge were gradually taking effect.
Soon, Mrs. Jingrou entered a state where she seemed to be awake but not awake.
Coupled with Lin Mengya's massage, my whole body felt soothed, and it seemed that a heavy burden had been lifted from my heart.
"People should live for themselves, regardless of status or destiny defined by others. If my wife had not chosen to escape at the beginning, then she must be depressed and depressed now, and she will be depressed all her life. A person's life span is only a few decades.
If it’s all soaked in bitter water, what’s the point?”
Lin Mengya's voice was extremely soft, ethereal, and seemed to have a bit of magic, making people unable to help but want to keep her words in mind and think about it over and over again.
It also seemed that there was a seed buried in my heart. Her words were like a spring rain, causing the seed in my heart to sprout and grow quickly.
Looking at Mrs. Jingrou who was gradually falling asleep, Lin Mengya quietly exited the dormitory.
Generally, people with a personality like Madam's will be under a lot of stress.
Fortunately, Qingzheng Pu records some simple hypnotic treatments that can be combined with drugs and techniques.
As long as the madam can get rid of the obstacles in her heart, the day when her attitude becomes tougher will not be far away.
After instructing the ladies not to enter unless summoned by the madam, Lin Mengya took the bowl of rose porridge and walked towards the small kitchen.
Sure enough, the scandal about her that was still spreading wildly this morning was replaced by new hot topics in the afternoon.
Try your best to pretend to have zero sense of existence, relying on your extraordinary listening skills Lin Mengya collected a lot of gossip in the small kitchen.
The high priest of the Xin family should be Xiaoyu's uncle according to his seniority.
But he is not Madam's biological brother, but the head of a branch of the family. Because of his close relationship with the current patriarch of the Xin family, Madam's eldest brother, and because of his superior abilities, he was promoted to the position of high priest.
According to convention, there can only be one high priest at the same time.
But because Xinli was so outstanding, he was promoted to high priest when he was still underage.
In this case, Xin Luan's position becomes a bit embarrassing.
Fortunately, he is very capable. Xin Li is not yet fully qualified to take up the position of high priest. Therefore, he is still in this position and will only give up this position completely when Xin Li can master it.
In this way, it does make some sense.
Lin Mengya's thoughts changed rapidly. She had only met two members of the Xin family so far.
Needless to say, Mrs. Jingrou, from appearance to conduct, is first-rate.
As for Xin Li, what should I say? As soon as she mentioned him, Lin Mengya felt waves of discomfort all over her body.
She prefers young people with good looks, but she might as well forget about those with a vicious heart.
No matter what, the Xin family is a big obstacle for Xiaoyu to inherit the throne.
There is no way around it, but it seems a little difficult to uproot it.
As well as the rules of the Ten Thousand Gu Pool and the Gu Girl, she always felt that they were a little weird.
It seems that some things really cannot be rushed. Let’s take care of this matter in the palace first, and take your time with other matters.
It was very busy outside, preparing for the arrival of the priests.
However, the people in Fengyu Garden are extremely peaceful. Because of Madam Jingrou's order, no one dares to go out and cause trouble.
The queen is ill, and they really need to avoid suspicion.
Therefore, the maids in the courtyard became very leisurely.
After hearing enough gossip, Lin Mengya quietly returned to the side hall where she lived.
But as soon as he entered the door, he saw that girl Ning Qiu, kneeling on the ground and crying in grievance.
Standing in front of her was Xiaoyu with a frosty face and a frown.
What are these two little ancestors?
"Sister, you are back!"
The movement at the palace door immediately attracted Xiaoyu
all the appeal.
Turning his head, the ice and snow immediately melted away, revealing a bright smile like a spring breeze, as if the person before was not him.
"You go out first, I have something to tell Ning Qiu."
Lin Mengya's expression remained as usual, and there was no visible change. ??
With just one mouthful, Xiaoyu was taken away.
The latter just opened his mouth unwillingly and could only obediently leave the side hall first.
After Lin Mengya watched Xiaoyu's figure disappear, she reached out her hand and gently pulled Ning Qiu up from the ground.
"What happened? Did he hit you or scold you?"
Although Ning Qiu is the concubine in Madam's palace, what Lin Mengya hates most in her life are men who are mean to women.
Even when facing a woman he doesn't like, at least a man should maintain his proper demeanor.
You can be as cold as ice, but it's best not to be as mean as a philistine woman.
Ning Qiu immediately shook her head, her big watery eyes blinking, full of grievances.
"Your Highness did not punish me, he just said that you will not be allowed to do any of these rough jobs in the future. I also felt that it was my fault, so I took the initiative to kneel down. I insisted on kneeling when Your Highness asked me to get up before.
.It’s my fault for not taking good care of you.”
Lin Mengya sighed. Whether at home or here, the family members around her seemed to regard her as a retard.
Besides, these things are not heavy, so why can’t she do them?
Seeing that Ning Qiu's attitude towards her seemed to be as distant and respectful as before, Lin Mengya couldn't help but sigh again.
"It's okay, I will tell him. I'm sorry that I have made you feel wronged. Madam is still taking a nap. Go and see her and don't let others disturb her."
Ning Qiu immediately nodded deeply and trotted all the way to the side hall door.
This girl is good at everything, but she likes to take all the blame on herself, which is very similar to Madam.
No wonder, people say birds of a feather flock together and people flock together.
Thinking of those people in her yard, they are not easy to mess with. It seems that it is also because her master is not very nice.
"Sister, can I come in?"
Outside the door, a little head that was deliberately trying to be cute looked at her pitifully.
Lin Mengya nodded, trying to pretend to be serious but could only hold back.
After all, this child was right. What was wrong was that she did not let Xiaoyu understand her abilities in time.
Sitting on a round stool, Lin Mengya looked at Xiaoyu with a half-smile, until she saw his eyes rolling around, obviously unsure of what she meant, and then she pondered for a moment and spoke.
"Did you see clearly?"
Xiaoyu was a little confused, looking stupidly at her sister with a friendly smile in front of her, and nodded her little head in confusion.
"I have hands and feet. Although I am not a strong man, I am not a waste either. Xiaoyu, sister knows that you mean well, but there are some things that she really wants to do on her own. Do you want your sister to become a person who is not diligent in working hard with her limbs?
Is he an indiscriminate waste, or a normal person who can at least support himself?"
In fact, Xiaoyu's first choice was to raise Lin Mengya to be a loser.
However, under the latter's burning eyes, he could only choose the second option without hesitation.
"Very good, so no matter what my sister does in the future, I hope you can understand it. Both of us must live with the mentality of mutual understanding, mutual respect, and mutual tolerance. You are very understanding, sister, I am very satisfied."
It means that it is obviously a meeting between the two parties.
But everyone knows that Xiaoyu always puts her sister first in everything, and there is no way to raise objections.
Even if there was, as long as Lin Mengya looked at him, he would immediately swallow it back into his stomach, digest it and make it disappear completely.
Therefore, the conversation between the two people came to an end in a cordial, friendly and not warm atmosphere.
"By the way, why did you come to me? There are rumors about the two of us in the palace now. I think it is necessary to keep a certain distance in front of outsiders."
Regarding this point, Xiaoyu and Lin Mengya hold the same attitude.
He didn't like the maids in the palace, who liked to spread gossip no matter what happened.
I remember when I was in Liuxinyuan, they were all servants of their family, grabbing melon seeds and gossiping about other people's families.
No matter what happens in the house, everyone will keep it secret and not leak any information.
He likes to be with his sister very much and is not afraid of any gossip.
But this is their business, what does it have to do with others?
Such discussions and spreading rumors are really annoying.
That's why he chose to secretly come to the side hall to wait for Lin Mengya, instead of acting like a spoiled brat with his sister as usual.
"You pack up and come out of the palace with me later. Uncle Lie has returned from the border, and I have conveyed your intention to him. Uncle Lie said that although he doesn't know much, if it is related to major events, he can
Tell you everything. I came here today just to take you out of the palace."
