When I woke up in the morning, it was still dark outside, and a painting boat sailed past the river outside the small building with dim lights. At this time, the people on the painting boat should have fallen asleep, but listen carefully, over there
But there was still a slight sound of music, and I didn't know who it was. At this time, it was still playing the piano.
"The sycamore tree, the rain in the middle of the night, the misfortune of separation and love...is it the tune of Geng Luozi? Which boat is it?"
There was no light in the room. From the window lattice, I could see the floating light. Nie Yunzhu had already woken up. He was wearing a moon-white dress and was about to sit up. Then he was hugged by the bedmate next to him and lay back down. Jin'er was beside her.
His shoulders were arched and arched, like a sleepy little pig.
"Well, staying up late at night disturbs people's dreams..."
"It's almost dawn."
"I don't sleep even after dawn, so I will definitely doze off during the day." Jin'er yawned loudly without opening her closed eyes. After a while, she muttered: "Putong trees, midnight rain... obviously it means
In autumn, I force myself to express my sorrow in order to compose new words..."
Yunzhu laughed in the quilt: "People talk about separation, but you talk about the season... Maybe someone important has left."
"Sister Yunzhu, you have been concerned about Liqing recently..."
"That's why I have to seize the opportunity to get together with him."
"I'm really not ashamed..." Jin'er muttered, "Sister Yunzhu, have you really thought about it clearly? I already have a wife, so it's really... impossible."
Similar words were actually said many times a few months ago. Yunzhu's attitude was firm. In these days, Jin'er did not say anything, but only acted to keep herself between Yunzhu and Ning Yi, leaving them with little progress.
.But to be honest, even if there is no progress, the two of them can just take things as they come and feel satisfied just by playing the piano and singing together.
She understands that Sister Yunzhu has such a character, but in the past, no matter how romantic and open-minded a man was, after winning a woman's favor, all he wanted was to enter the house and get the woman's innocent body. After so many years in Jinfeng Tower, Jin'er
It's obvious. Ning Yi can remain unmoved by this, but Jin'er really admires it.
In recent days, it is said that Ning Yi and his wife will go to Suzhou and Hangzhou after the summer, and they are expected to stay for a few months. Realizing that there are not many days to get together, Yunzhu cherishes the opportunity to be with him even more.
Jin'er saw the opportunity to meet the other party, and became increasingly troubled. Women of their status could not be the wives of men of status. Let's just say it was their fate, so they accepted it, but in Ning Yi's case
Here, it is even difficult to be a concubine, which is... too much.
As a friend, as an enemy, as an enemy, or even as a benefactor who could support her when she was in Jinfeng Tower, in all fairness she would appreciate a man like Ning Yi. But only in this matter, reason told her Sister Yunzhu
It's better to break up with Ning Yi, otherwise there will definitely be a lot of sadness in the future. So at this early hour, she couldn't help but ask the question again.
Yunzhu smiled: "In this life, it is quite good to be able to find a man you can trust."
"How can I be entrusted to you if you can't get married? Just be raised like a foreigner?"
"...Jin'er, let me tell you." Yunzhu thought for a while before speaking, and then added, "Don't laugh at me."
"Um."
"I had thought about it for a while before, but then one day I thought that when I was sixty years old and became an old woman, I could get up early, and then he walked over there before dawn.
, I’m still here waiting for him. That’s also a very good thing.”
"..." Jin'er fell silent.
"I knew you wanted to laugh at me, Jin'er, so I never said anything... Sometimes I also think that maybe the reason why he comes to talk to me every day is because I'm still pretty - he may not have thought this in his heart.
, but it is inevitable that there is such a reason. Some literary talents do not write poems just to show off in front of women, but writing poems in front of a beautiful woman is more interesting than writing poems in front of an old woman."
Yunzhu said with a smile: "Maybe in a few decades, he won't like to listen to me anymore, because I can't tell anything interesting, but most of the time, I am still willing to believe him. He is willing to talk to me
I am not talking just because I am beautiful. Jin'er, I always feel that if you are born as a woman and are liked by others just because you are beautiful, then when you are not beautiful, it is natural for you to be disliked by others.
Well, there must be something else. Just like when Li Heng quarreled with you, he didn't necessarily think that you are beautiful, Jin'er, but that you are interesting, Jin'er... I probably have other things that can be liked."
"Of course!" Jin'er said, "But Sister Yunzhu, you don't need to include me, I think he is not interesting at all. What a stinky man!"
"If it lasts ten years, the accumulated feelings will naturally last twenty years, and then thirty or forty years. Maybe if he passes here every day and talks to me, it will become something that cannot be thrown away. Jin
Son, I feel that since I can have some confidence and know that Li Heng is different from other people, I will probably be able to have some confidence in the future. If this doesn't work... then I can only say that my life is miserable.
But I only thought about giving myself to him, so what else can I do?"
Jin'er was silent for a while, and then hugged Yunzhu tighter. They were both women anyway, so it was normal for them to sleep together and hug each other. However, this time the hug felt slightly different, but Yunzhu didn't
I couldn't tell what the difference was. But after a moment, Jin'er muttered: "Then give it to me..."
"Oh, Jin'er, you will also meet the man you want to entrust to you in the future."
"No, I want to stay with Sister Yunzhu. When Ning Yi becomes a betrayer in the future, we can become two old ladies together."
"I don't want to be betrayed. Besides, Jin'er, you just haven't met the person you like..."
"I have it."
"Um?"
"You have told me before, Sister Yunzhu, that there was a boy from Bianjing a few years ago. He was so beautiful that he looked just like a girl, but I'm sure he was not a girl, eh
, I fell in love with you at that time...but I am still willing to accompany you, Sister Yunzhu."
Yunzhu narrowed his eyes angrily: "...I'm very touched."
"Well, Sister Yunzhu, the way you talk now is really like that hateful Ning Yi... But I won't let you be together..."
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Just like in the past days, after chatting in bed for a while, Yunzhu got up first. At this time, the lights were actually on in the living room. Jin'er's maid, Guan'er, adapted to the schedule of the two masters and got up earlier than them.
Some have boiled hot water for washing their faces, waiting for Yunzhu to get up and use it.
After putting on her usual simple clothes and getting dressed up, Yunzhu turned off the lights and went out to the living room. While waiting for Ning Yi to come over, she would make a pot of tea and maybe take a look.
Read some books and try to figure out some music scores. As she said, what makes her lovable is not just her beauty.
In the past, in the brothel, she speculated and dabbled in various things in order to make various people like her. At this time, the purpose of her dabbling was to change from many people to one person. Although Ning Yi has not yet
When she appeared, Sister Yunzhu also had these hobbies when she was alone, but at this time, besides her hobbies, she must also be thinking more about what Ning Yi would like. It cannot be said to be utilitarian, but Jin'er knew that Yun
That's how much Sister Zhu cares about that guy.
The girl lay in the quilt, wrapped in warmth, and felt warm. This warmth came from the quilt, from the body temperature left by Sister Yunzhu, but it also came from the emotion, from Sister Yunzhu's words just now. She
I feel physically and mentally relaxed, but I just can't fall asleep.
She felt that she had fallen in love with Sister Yunzhu.
In the past, she also liked Sister Yunzhu. Sister Yunzhu was very powerful. When she was in Jinfeng Tower and Sister Yunzhu had not yet opened a store, she felt that Sister Yunzhu was very powerful. She could deregister herself without hesitation and break her past relationship.
Contact, Sister Yunzhu like this is really powerful. Later, she followed Sister Yunzhu to sell preserved eggs. Of course, there was a reason why selling preserved eggs was very profitable. She was not that strong, and she always had to consider realistic things in everything.
But Sister Yunzhu is very powerful. Although Yang's mother and others say she is weird, Jin'er feels that she is like the sun. If he can follow her, maybe he can become almost as powerful and reach a great place.
She has always liked Sister Yunzhu, there is no doubt about it. But after Sister Yunzhu said these words, she felt that she liked her even more. It was a little different from the previous love. This was a more personal and closer love. Listen.
She talked about her love for another man here, and she actually felt warm. Originally, she should have been angry because of her "lack of self-love," but at this time, she just felt like her more.
She still can't distinguish this feeling well, but in this warmth, she has already decided. The relationship between Sister Yunzhu and the bad guy Ning Yi is destined to be fruitless, but even if it is like this, it doesn't matter, she will put her own
Give her your love.
Yunzhu, who was outside the house at this time, didn't know the decision made by Jin'er in the room. He guessed that it was almost time and Ning Yi might have gotten up. She sat on the steps for a while, her moon-white dress falling under the bright yellow
It looks beautiful in the light, and the long skirt covers the embroidered shoes on her feet. From time to time, she will look towards the end of the road. From a distance, she looks like a fairy who has been banished to the mortal world. After getting to know Ning Yi and seeing each other every day,
Her clothes are still the same as in the past, but she actually puts more thought into dressing up than before. It's not much anymore, she's just more attentive than before.
Inadvertently, something dripped on the back of her hand, which was cool and refreshing. She raised the back of her hand and looked at it, then raised her head.
"It's raining……"
The falling raindrops fell from the sky. Before and after the Qingming Festival, it was already a rainy season, so it was not a strange thing. It was just that summer was only a month away, and when it rained one morning, she lost a chance to meet Ning Yi.
, thinking about it this way, I can’t help but feel a little disappointed...
After a while, Jin'er also got up. Looking at the rain falling outside the door, she actually looked a little regretful: "Huh? That guy can't come today... I originally had something to say to him."
During the spring rain season, it usually lasts for a long time. Fortunately, this time the rain stopped in the afternoon. In the early morning of the next day, Jin'er also got up with Yunzhu. When Ning Yi came over, he was ready to go.
Say something to him. Of course, in her opinion, this should be called negotiation.