After the two of them drank two bottles of liquor, Zhao Kang asked again: "Brother, what are you hiding that makes you afraid to date someone? Are you scared by your stepmother?"
That woman is really not a thing, she does one thing on the surface and another behind the scenes. It's a good thing that Pei Yue was too smart to get her way, otherwise her whole life would be ruined. Now she still wants Pei Yue to take care of her children, how dare she think about it.
"No, she doesn't have the ability yet."
After speaking, Pei Yue drank a glass of wine, and then said with a bitter look on his face: "I was transferred to Sijiu City to perform a very dangerous mission. Three colleagues were killed in that mission, and one of them was named A Shi."
Zhao Kang didn't ask, but poured him a glass of wine.
Pei Yue drank another gulp and said: "A Shi has a partner. The two grew up together as childhood sweethearts. Their wedding date was set, at the end of the second month after his death. The girl came over
When I saw Ah Shi's body, he didn't cry, so I just sat next to him and kept talking to him."
Zhao Kang's nose felt sore and he lowered his head to push back the tears: "It's been three years, she should have calmed down, right?"
Pei Yue shook his head gently and said: "That night, she committed suicide while the person accompanying her was asleep, and went down to accompany A Shi."
The next day they all cried when they saw the girl lying on Ah Shi's body without making a sound. Even he couldn't help crying.
Zhao Kang wiped his tears and said, "This girl, why doesn't this girl think about her family? If she leaves like this, what will her parents do? Will they die of grief?"
Pei Yue's voice became hoarse and he said: "The girl's mother cried so heartbroken that she fainted three times. Her father's hair turned all white overnight."
It is true that this girl is very infatuated, but she made her parents endure the grief of a white-haired person giving away a black-haired person. So he feels that love is very important, but parents and family are equally important. How can he waste his parents' kindness in childbirth for love? And
In addition to love, there are many beautiful things and things in life!
Zhao Kang also felt very sad. After drinking a glass of wine, he asked: "Is this why you don't want to marry someone? But these are a very small number after all. If you don't marry someone because of this, it will be a medical condition."
Pei Yue glanced at him and said, "Zhao Kang, if your culture is not good enough, you should study more, otherwise it will hinder your future."
Zhao Kang didn't take these words to heart and said, "Lao Pei, you haven't answered my question yet?"
Pei Yue smiled bitterly and said: "Lao Duan, who was on a mission with me at the beginning of last year, died. His wife worked in the neighborhood committee, and they had five children. The oldest was twelve years old, and the youngest was just over five months old. He
When I leave, the sky in my family will fall."
Not only Xiaoshi and Lao Duan, but also many comrades who sacrificed their lives, their wives, children, and families are suffering incomparably. His work is so dangerous. If one day he reunites with his comrades and colleagues below, his partner or his wife and children will be killed.
Have to suffer.
Zhao Kang admired Tian Shao a little. He had known Pei Yue for so many years and didn't know that he was worried about not being in a relationship. Tian Shao could tell after only a few meetings.
Zhao Kang put a mouthful of food into his mouth and after swallowing it, Zhao Kang said: "According to what you said, people in your profession should not marry and have children? Otherwise, they will harm other girls. Even I am not worthy of getting married. After all,
There will be casualties in this business too.”
Pei Yue did not answer his words, but whispered: "I know how difficult it is to live without a mother, and the life of a child without a father will only be even more difficult. As long as I think about this, I don't dare to be with anyone."
When Zhao Kang heard these words, he suddenly felt that Tian Shao was the most suitable for Pei Yue. This girl was smart and independent, and she had changed the lives of the whole family on her own. Such a woman could support a family without relying on a man.
Thinking of this, Zhao Kang asked: "You used to show no mercy to the girls who admired you, but this time you kept pushing away. You even went to Yongning County specially. Pei Yue, are you attracted to Tian Shao?"
Pei Yue was silent for a long time and then said: "She is a good girl, a very good girl. I don't want to hurt her."
Okay, I really like him, but I have to give up because of those worries. This old Pei is not a man at all in this matter.
Zhao Kang said: "If you are afraid that something will happen in the future, then don't be on the front line, so that what you are worried about will not happen."
Pei Yue flatly refused: "If you are in danger, retreat. This is a deserter and a coward. Do you want me to be a deserter and a coward?"
Zhao Kang thought for a moment and said: "Then you can have a frank talk with Tian Shao. If she is afraid, you don't have to worry. If she is not afraid, don't worry about what is there or what is not."
Pei Yue shook his head and said, "There's nothing to talk about. She and I are not suitable."
He actually knew that Tian Shao liked him, but his love was not as deep as Zhao Kang said. As long as he was willing to take the initiative, Tian Shao would be in a relationship with him, but he didn't have the courage to take that step.
Pei Yue drank three bottles of wine for the first time this time, got drunk beautifully, and then slept until dawn. When he woke up and touched his painful head, he kicked Zhao Kang who was lying on the ground and said: "Get up quickly and go to work.
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Zhao Kang took out his watch and looked at it. It was half past eight. He was so frightened that he jumped up from the ground. After getting dressed, he brushed his teeth and washed his face as quickly as possible. As a result, he found that no one was in the office.
Seeing Sun Shaoyong, he asked: "It's already nine o'clock, why haven't you come to work yet? Have you all gone on a mission?"
Sun Shaoyong couldn't stop laughing. He smelled the wine and said with a smile: "Captain Zhao, how much did you drink last night? You were so drunk that you forgot the date. It's Sunday off today, so everyone doesn't have to go to work. Naturally, they are all gone."
It's his turn to be on duty today, so he's here!
Zhao Kang smiled and cursed: "I was led astray by that guy."
After going to the state-owned restaurant to buy breakfast and returning, he saw Pei Yue rolling up all the mats. Zhao Kang asked, "What are you doing?"
"It smells like alcohol and needs to be washed away. If you're not on duty, the boss will know that he won't discipline you?"
Zhao Kang smiled and scolded: "What post are you at? Today is Sunday off. Eat quickly. After eating, I have to get some meat to send to Tian Shao."
"Why are you sending meat to her?"
Zhao Kang said: "Oh, I forgot to tell you about this. The food in the state-owned hotel is not as delicious as Tian Shao's cooking, so my partner asked me to buy vegetables and eat at Tian Shao's house at noon."
In fact, he changed his mind and wanted to win over Tian Shao again. So when he bought breakfast just now, he told Li Aihua that he would go to Tian Shao's place for lunch.
Pei Yue said: "Would this be too much trouble?"
Zhao Kang knew his temperament, so he waved his hand and said: "We often go to Tian Shao's place to eat, it's nothing. If you want to avoid suspicion, just stay in the dormitory and I will bring you food after I finish."