In a daze, all the noise and hustle and bustle around them faded away. Even though they were surrounded by a sea of people, Lawrence and Gawain were not disturbed at all. The conversation between you and me was getting closer to the truth little by little.
Gawain could feel Lawrence's stubbornness and courage, moving forward indomitably, with a sense of edge and vigor - maybe he didn't like the way Lawrence handled things, nor did he like the recent off-field gossip, but he had to admit that this
His courage and charm are truly worthy of admiration and admiration.
Therefore, Gawain also met Lawrence's eyes, openly and without hesitation.
"Jennifer, you should think about it."
"If I really refuse to listen to your story as you say, make judgments based only on news or rumors, easily believe in the illusions spun by the media, and fail to see the truth, then I, and others at Vanity Fair
What's the difference?"
"We are all just ants among all living beings who are blinded by the pursuit of fame and fortune."
"I am not worthy of your pursuit."
Lawrence was a little surprised. He was just trying to explain himself impulsively and couldn't figure it out for a while. Now he is sorting out his thoughts again.
However, seeing the calmness and sincerity in Gawain's eyes, after Lawrence was briefly flustered and stunned, the smile actually returned to the corner of his mouth.
"Fortunately, you're not."
Lawrence said.
Gawain:……
After being stunned for a moment, Gawain realized that he should not have said what he just said, but should continue to play the bad guy according to Lawrence's words. Instead, his explanation shot himself in the foot. The corner of his mouth
He also raised his head, showing a little helplessness in his eyes.
"I……"
Gawain tried to defend himself, but before he could say anything, Lawrence burst into laughter——
Ha ha.
That laughter was so bright and refreshing. Although Lawrence didn't speak, his smile and expression seemed to say, "What should I do? I seem to like you more."
Gawain shook his head slightly and took a deep breath, "Okay, actually there are other real reasons."
The footsteps stopped.
It can be clearly felt that the crowd surrounding Gawain and Lawrence also stopped. The bustling crowd slightly opened their distance, and an open space with a radius of ten meters was cleared around the two people. Although there was a slight distance between them,
People still strain their ears to try to catch the conversation between two people.
Unfortunately, this was not easy. The rustling noise at the scene continued to surge, and the noise behind him came one after another like a tide; the conversation between Gawain and Lawrence just escaped into a vacuum of noise.
, I tried my best but could not capture even a few words of the conversation.
Then, the center of the circle stopped, and the surrounding circles also stopped.
Immediately afterwards, the noise gradually settled down——
Wait, what's about to happen?
The precipitation of noise was so obvious that it was difficult for Gawain and Lawrence to ignore it. The two of them raised their heads and looked around in astonishment.
——Click, click, click, click, click.
What responded to them was a flash of light, a silver waterfall mixed with shouts and shouts, like a summer storm, surging down towards the two people, the boiling and turbulent air began to burn, and it seemed that the gurgling sound of oxygen was boiling could be heard.
.
This situation is really a bit ridiculous.
Gawain thought that he had seen countless big scenes, and as a former reporter, he had personally experienced similar scenes, but the real feeling was still different, as if he was standing in the center of the eye of the storm, and the hairs on the surface of his skin could not be controlled.
Stand up on the ground.
Gawain laughed dumbly.
He was a little unsure whether it was wise enough to continue the conversation here.
But Lawrence was very calm. Not only did he not panic, but the smile at the corner of his mouth also slightly raised, and he once again saw a look of gloating, "They are like a tsunami, they can swallow you up easily, and we have nowhere to escape."
The subtext seems to be explaining:
So, while in the bar, she lost control.
Surrounded by such tsunamis day after day, year after year, meeting once, twice or three times, you can still maintain a normal mind, but what if it continues uninterrupted for 365 days a year?
One day, the reins of reason will break.
However, Lawrence stopped and did not continue to defend herself. You could see that there was also a trace of pain and vulnerability hidden deep in her eyes——
Becoming famous at a young age, from being the second youngest Oscar-winning actress in history to becoming a box office hit in the "Hunger Games" series, standing in the center of the spotlight and receiving gazes from inside and outside, those gazes are both judgmental and critical at the same time, like a microscope. Except
No one but herself can understand the struggle.
Immediately afterwards, the smile on Lawrence's lips rose again, "So, what is the real reason?"
At this moment, Gawain saw Lawrence's sincerity behind her brave, frank and direct face. Maybe they only met a few times, but maybe... what Lawrence said about her love was all true.
Precisely because of this, Gawain knew that he should give Lawrence a clear answer, which was also a form of respect.
then.
Gawain took a half step forward, approached Lawrence's ear, lowered his voice, and spoke the answer in a voice that only the two of them could hear amidst the noise and screams.
"The real reason is that I have a girlfriend."
Lawrence was a little stunned, raised his eyes, and looked at Gawain in disbelief.
Then, Lawrence saw the sincerity in Gawain's eyes, and the shallow smile rippled like the setting sun on the lake in the midsummer evening, and those sweetness and happiness outlined layers of ripples.
She knew he wasn't lying.
Then, a sense of loss and regret just blocked my chest.
The world gradually became quiet.
Obviously those noisy things were still surging, but Lawrence's world fell into silence, and everything around her gradually became blurred. She just stared at Gawain in front of her quietly, and that simple sentence interrupted her
The connection with the world is like Alice falling into the rabbit hole.
"Shh."
"I don't want her to be disturbed."
Gawain put his left index finger on his lips and spoke with his mouth.
Lawrence understood, she could understand it completely. Looking at Gawain's brisk expression, she once again confirmed her guess that Gawain did not lie; not only did he not lie, but Gawain also carefully protected "her" and waited for her wholeheartedly.
There is also a tenderness that is only shown in front of her.
That sentence, dancing on the tip of Gawain's tongue, was sweet and happy; but when it fell on Lawrence's ears, there was a slight bitterness on the tip of his tongue, and the sense of loss pulled his heart down heavily, as if the whole world was beginning to fall apart.
In fact, even Lawrence himself did not realize it——
The loss was so turbulent; the emotions were so violent that I temporarily forgot to breathe.