Lu Xiaohong didn't speak anymore. He got up and walked to the living room window to make a phone call and whispered something.
"Uncle Xiao said he would be back soon!" Soon, Lu Xiaohong hung up the phone and said to me.
"Thank you!" I lowered my head and sat still.
The atmosphere in the room suddenly became very silent. I seemed to be thinking about many things and my mind was a little confused.
"Hu Ling, in fact, Uncle Xiao cannot be blamed for this matter. He was..." After a long time, Lu Xiaohong said hesitantly.
I raised my eyes and looked at him, and he immediately fell silent.
There was a knock at the door, three intermittently, slight and hesitant.
Lu Xiaohong stood up and opened the door. The person standing at the door was Xiao Han. His originally dark hair had turned gray at some point, showing his old look.
I looked up, my nose suddenly felt sore, and I quickly lowered my head.
"Uncle Xiao, you guys talk first, I'll go out to buy some vegetables." Lu Xiaohong avoided it knowingly.
Xiao Han nodded, and after Lu Xiaohong left, he closed the door with his backhand.
"Nanny..." Xiao Han carefully walked to sit opposite me.
I looked up at him, feeling cold in my heart.
"Where are my mother's bones buried?" I asked, staring into Xiao Han's eyes.
Xiao Han was stunned for a moment, with a look of pain on his face: "I only found out about what happened to her later. You were in good health, and I didn't have time to go find Li Jianguo and his wife."
"That's great!" I stared at him, "You are such a majestic heavenly master, but you can't even find the bones of your own wife!"
"I'm sorry, it's all my fault. Your mother has been refusing to see me." Xiao Han said with his head lowered.
I didn't say anything anymore. My mother's soul has been following me from a distance and has not stayed at her burial ground. Therefore, except for herself and Li Jianguo and his wife, no one else can find it.
Regarding my mother's matter, I knew in my heart that I couldn't completely blame him, but I always felt uncomfortable.
The words he spoke became sharper.
"Should I call you Brother Xiao? Or Uncle Xiao? Master Xiao? Or, Father?" I looked at Xiao Han and said coldly.
"Nanny, I'm sorry, it's my fault what happened to your mother. I shouldn't have left her alone back then..." Xiao Han lowered his head and said, his voice even more throaty.
"Have you ever gone to see her, my mother?" I stared at him and asked.
"That year I met the Lame Ghost Face gang, and I struggled with them for nearly a year. When I came back, your mother had already..." Xiao Han leaned his body back, sat on the chair, and closed his eyes in pain.
, after a long time, he opened his eyes and looked at me and said: "Maybe you will think that I am making excuses for myself, but at that time, I really had to leave!"
Xiao Han said, took out a pack of cigarettes from his body, lit one with trembling hands, lowered his head and took a deep breath.
This is the first time I saw Xiao Han smoking.
Looking at Xiao Han's gray-haired head, I suddenly realized that for everything about his mother, Xiao Han's pain in his heart was no less than mine, and even deeper and deeper than mine.
If my mother's death was due to Xiao Han's departure, then why my mother's complete disappearance was not because I trusted Qi Yue and got involved in Bai Xiaohe's Juehun Formation?
"Later, I even used soul-calling methods to bring back Shuyun's soul, but she didn't want to see me and left as soon as she appeared. I was afraid of hurting her, so I didn't dare to use it anymore. I could only look for her in cities one by one.
Breath." Xiao Han whispered, and the corners of his eyes began to moisten.
"It wasn't until later that I finally felt her breath again in Jiangzhou City, and that's when I met you! Shu Yun has been very careful to avoid me. When I was with you, she never appeared
Passed." Xiao Han said.
"When did you find out you were mine..."
I paused. Although I knew I couldn't blame him, there were some names that I really couldn't say. "What's the relationship between us?"
Xiao Han raised his head and glanced at me, then immediately lowered his eyes, "I had doubts after I gave you a blood transfusion. At that time, I found Shu Yun's aura on you, and you looked a lot like Shu Yun.
It wasn't until later that I met Xiaohong and heard about what happened when you left Quelong Village from his mouth, and I was able to be sure.
When Xiaohong and I took you back to Quelong Village, Shuyun was already in the village. She was injured by the old lady Shu and went back to Quelong Village to heal her wounds. She was already an evil spirit, but because she was injured too seriously,
The soul became very weak and began to show signs of stagnation.
She told all the truth. In fact, Li Jianguo had never touched her back then. Li Jianguo was afraid of his wife and had a traitorous heart but no courage. Although he rented a house and locked her up, he was worried about being discovered by Zhang Cuifen and never dared to stay too long.
Until one day, Li Jianguo got so drunk that he stayed in a rented house for one night, and later found out that Shu Yun was pregnant, so he thought you were his child."
Hearing this, the huge stone in my heart relaxed inexplicably. Fortunately, my mother, who was originally clean, was still clean when she left.
"Due to being stained with blood, the Juehun Array on your body has become very serious. It can only be broken by fusing evil spirits. I originally wanted to cultivate myself into an evil spirit in the shortest possible time. Who knew that Shu Yun was so smart and could see it?
My thoughts are actually direct..." When Xiao Han said this, he couldn't speak any more.
Looking at him, why don't I also hate my former self?
The air in the room seemed to be stagnant, and no one of us spoke anymore.
After a long time, Xiao Han took out a thumb-sized crystal bottle from his body. There was a white mist flowing inside, which was shapeless.
"This is Shu Yun's last remnant soul, please keep it!" Xiao Han placed the crystal bottle in front of me.
I picked up the crystal bottle and held it tightly to my chest, tears streaming down my face.
"You originally planned to hide it from me?" After a long time, I raised my head and stared into his eyes and asked.
"I... Nannan, I'm not afraid that you will blame me, but I don't want you to feel too uncomfortable." Xiao Han said carefully.
"Haha, are you afraid that I will feel uncomfortable?" I looked at him, tears welling up again.
"Do you know how uncomfortable I feel when I grew up watching every child in the village act coquettishly in front of their parents, but I have a pair of 'parents' who don't love me?" Do you know that I think Li Jianguo and Li Jianguo
How uncomfortable did I feel when Zhang Cuifen was my 'parent'? Do you know how uncomfortable I felt when I saw Bai Ruosu, a cat, could avenge her child, but Zhang Cuifen hated me? Do you know
, how uncomfortable I felt when I heard Xia Xiaobei mention her parents? Do you know how uncomfortable I felt after I was sold to Qi Yue by Zhang Cuifang and his wife..."
I couldn't help it anymore, and I yelled at Xiao Han with all the pain in my heart.
"When I finally know that I have a mother who loves me very much and values me more than anything else, you choose to hide it from me? Why? Why can you do this?" I cried.
Yelling like a rambunctious child.
"Nanny, I'm sorry, it's my fault, I'm sorry..." Xiao Han stood up, walked to me, hugged me gently, touched my hair and carefully said sorry.
"Why, since you chose to marry my mother back then, why couldn't you leave the Tianshi Mansion and take her to live in a quiet place, then even if she couldn't escape the curse of Quelong Village, everything would not be like this...
..." I buried my head in Xiao Han's arms and cried.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's because I wasn't considerate enough and I made you two suffer..." Xiao Han continued to apologize.
It wasn’t until much later that I realized that Tianshi’s Mansion is not a place where you can enter and leave whenever you want. This chapter has been completed!