"I will never be able to repay you in full in this life."
Tang Hao said, pouring all the strong liquor in the flask into his mouth. Only strong liquor can numb him and make him temporarily forget the wrong things he has done.
He couldn't even forgive himself for the mistakes he made. How could he pray that he would be forgiven by others?
He should live in repentance his whole life. He deserves this.
Suddenly, Tang Hao stood up abruptly, all the decadence in his eyes wiped away. There was only scarlet murderous intent on his face, and he could feel that the restriction he had left on Ah Yin was broken.
"No, something happened to Ah Yin."
Tang Hao unknowingly took out a simple black box from his body. The box had just been exposed to the air, and it seemed to be trembling as it felt A Yin's growing vitality.
When the box was opened, a crystal clear blue-gold soul bone was shining with azure light. Tang Hao saw this change and became even more anxious. He didn't understand that A Yin's soul bone appeared like this
The changes were good or bad, but he understood that Ah Yin must be in trouble.
There is no difference between the Blue Silver Grass that A Yin now incarnates and the ordinary Blue Silver Grass. And those who can break the restriction left by him must at least be a thousand-year soul beast, or a strong person above the Soul Sect. A Yin is like this now
There is no resistance in front of the strong man.
At that time, the soul beast or human beings can do whatever they want to A Yin. If it's a human being, that's okay, but what if the plant type soul beast eats A Yin?
Thinking of this, a terrifying aura burst out from Tang Hao's body. He was a little excited, and he was a little scared in his heart. Ah Yin now has only one seed left. As long as the blue silver grass slowly
If you grow up, Ah Yin will come back to life.
But if something unexpected happens to this last bluesilver grass, then Ah Yin will have no hope anymore.
"Ah Yin, wait for me. Just wait a little longer. I'll be here right away."
Tang Hao said in a trembling voice, summoning up all his soul power and ran crazily towards the distance.
There was a trace of hatred in his heart, not hating others, but hating himself.
He hated himself for not being able to help but kill Ah Yin, which caused him, who was supposed to be the leader of the Haotian Sect, to become like this. He even hated himself for not being able to save the last Bluesilver Grass seedling that Ah Yin transformed into.
He really hates himself. Ah Yin is so beautiful and gentle, why can he still have such hateful thoughts? Why can't he plant the seeds left by Ah Yin beside him, and why doesn't he protect Ah Yin personally?
At this moment, when he sensed that Ah Yin was in danger, he felt how ridiculous and incompetent he was. He, the mighty Haotian Douluo, was actually just a beast, the beast who killed his own woman.
Tang Hao couldn't help but grab his chest. If something happened to the seedling transformed by Ah Yin, he couldn't believe how much he would hate himself.
But at the same time, for some reason, he seemed to have some relief in his heart.
Back then, he planted A Yin in a cave. That place was damp, dark, dark, and had stone walls. He just wanted A Yin to fend for himself...
If Ah Yin really died, then he would be free. Everything in the past would disappear. This thought of wanting Ah Yin to die completely and the anxiety that Ah Yin might be in danger appeared in his mind at the same time, making
He felt a splitting headache.
In the twelve years since Ah Yin's tragic death, he would have two voices ringing in his mind almost every day.
A voice told himself: "You are a devil, you killed your wife, you are not a human being." This voice made him live in repentance, making him hate himself all the time, and at the same time, the memory of A Yin in his mind
cherish it more.
Another voice was calling: "Since everything has been done, nothing can be undone. Why not do the bad thing to the end and directly destroy the seed of A Yin's incarnation? As long as A Yin is completely dead,
Everything will become a thing of the past. No one knows what you have done. You don’t need to carry any more psychological baggage. Death can solve all problems. If she dies completely, you won’t need to suffer so much anymore.”
Two different voices resounded in his heart, making him feel inexplicable pain. He was undecided, so he planted Ah Yin in a remote place, without fertilizing her, and let her fend for herself.
In this case, he doesn't need to make such a painful choice, he can just leave everything to God.
"Ah Yin, I'm sorry for you."
"If you are still alive this time, I will definitely treat you well. If you die in the hands of the soul beast this time, don't bother me anymore. Let me go, and let yourself go."
Tang Hao couldn't help but murmured, once again leaving the choice to God.
If Ah Yin survives this catastrophe, he will take Ah Yin back well no matter what, accept all the wrong things he has done in the future, repent well, and try his best to make up for everything he has done.
If Ah Yin dies, it will be completely wrong. In this life, no one will know that he was behind the plan to harm Ah Yin.
…
Tang Hao quickly headed towards A Yin's position.
And Xu Ran had arranged everything a long time ago. With the help of the system girl, all traces were covered up. Xu Ran used the plant culture solution donated by the system to water A Yin many times. With the naked eye, A Yin's blue color was visible.
The silver grass became energetic and the grass blades became fuller.
Xu Ran learned from the system that Ah Yin still has a trace of consciousness. The wildfire is not burning, and the spring breeze blows again. Although the seed of life left by Ah Yin does not have much power, Ah Yin will use his memory to
and consciousness are all concentrated in this seed.
Therefore, although Ah Yin cannot react, she can truly perceive everything that is happening in the outside world.
She can also feel that Xu Ran is an auspicious beast, because after Xu Ran came, her growth rate accelerated a lot. And only auspicious beasts have such abilities.
The nutrient solution that Xu Ran poured for her made her even more shocked. Because this nutrient solution actually increased her growth rate hundreds of times. How is this possible?
Even if she doesn't understand anything, she definitely knows that this liquid is definitely a treasure, and may even be the essence of life. Only the essence of life can have such a terrifying effect.
But this kind of treasure was so luxuriously dropped on her body.
This made her feel a little happy, and at the same time, she also felt a deep sense of guilt. From a racial point of view, her transformation into a human was considered a betrayal of her race. How could she not feel guilty now in front of the Emperor's auspicious beast?
