After Su Xiaolu finished speaking, he didn't look at Su Xiaozhi's surprised look. He turned around and left without knowing how to use Qinggong. Like a swallow, she flew past lightly and quickly and disappeared from Su Xiaozhi's sight.
Su Xiaozhi felt a huge wave of shock in her heart. She trembled slightly and said to herself in disbelief: "How could it be possible? How could it be possible..."
Dust-laden memories flooded into her mind. She recalled that year, she visited Su Sanlang and Zhao. After knowing the reason why they were separated, she took off the silver bracelet from her wrist and gave it to Zhao, and also comforted Zhao.
She was sure that she would get through it, so she went to see Su Xiaolu. At that time, Su Xiaolu was a small ball and very well-behaved.
She was so well-behaved, her heart melted just looking at her. What she was thinking at that time was why her parents couldn't tolerate such a well-behaved granddaughter. Her heart ached at that time. The first thing she said to Su Xiaolu was
In one sentence, mixed with her heartache and concern as a sister-in-law, she said, "Sister-in-law, be good, can you give me a hug?"
It's word for word, Su Xiaolu was just a baby at the time, how could she remember it.
how can that be possible.
Su Xiaozhi's heart seemed to be tightened by something. Su Xiaolu remembered that it meant that so many things were not told to her by anyone, but what she heard, saw, and remembered. All the hardships the Su family experienced, after surviving so many
She remembered all the hardships.
Su Xiaozhi's heart felt as if she had been beaten hard by a hammer. She cried and said to herself: "I'm not asking them to forgive anything. I just feel that the past is in the past. I have no bad intentions."
Hu Changshou looked at Su Xiaozhi indifferently and said, "Mother, you can do it yourself if you want to be the mother. Why force yourself on others?"
Su Xiaozhi looked at Hu Changshou's indifferent look, and felt a sharp pain in her heart. She endured the pain and argued with arguments: "I didn't want to force them. Didn't they do what I said? My third brother, because of resentment,
He has alienated me and alienated me. He would rather get close to the Chen family than get close to me."
Hu Changshou laughed sarcastically: "Mother, do you think what your third uncle has given you is not enough?"
Su Xiaozhi didn't dare to look at Hu Changshou's sarcastic eyes. She avoided it and shook her head: "I didn't."
Hu Changshou looked at Su Xiaozhi and said word by word: "You have it. Even if you don't admit it, you still have it. When the Wang family asked you for money and you were beaten and scolded by the Wang family, you blamed the third uncle for being too cruel.
Even though I have so much money, I can't help you. You blame your third uncle for being too grudge-y. Life has been better, so why do you remember old things? You just blame them."
"Am I wrong? They are blood brothers. Mom gave birth to him in ten months of pregnancy. We are all relatives connected by blood. Why do we have to commit blood feud? Mom just hopes that he will be more generous and tolerant."
Su Xiaozhi felt very painful, why, why didn't everyone understand her, why even her son didn't understand her and looked at her with such strange eyes.
Hu Changshou smiled sarcastically: "Why are you so righteous? Why didn't you vent your anger on your third uncle's behalf? Why didn't you blame your uncle and uncle for not caring about your brotherhood? Why didn't you ask your grandparents why they didn't care about you?"
Regarding the relationship between mother and son, why don’t you blame them for expecting your third uncle’s family to die that winter? Why didn’t Mom go? Mom, don’t tell me that you were the one who was thrown away by your married daughter. This is disgusting to hear.
, Mom is insisting on going her own way now regardless of her husband's family and her son. Isn't it because she is being a righteous person in her heart? She has done it now, why didn't she do it then? "
Su Xiaozhi was speechless. She opened her mouth several times but could not utter a word.
"Brother Shou, I am your mother."
After a while, Su Xiaozhi could only hold back these few words.
Hu Changshou sneered: "Yes, you are my mother. It is precisely because you are my mother that I respect you, but it is just because you gave birth to me and you gave me this life. I don't want it anymore. Why don't I respect you?"
for you."
"Mom, either you take your life now. If you don't kill me, then I will go into the fog."
Hu Changshou looked at Su Xiaozhi indifferently, his eyes extremely determined.
Su Xiaozhi's heart was trembling. She couldn't cry. She moved her lips and said tremblingly: "But the deer has left, and you can't catch up with them."
Hu Changshou has been delaying here for so long. People who want to enter the foreign land in the fog can no longer be seen. Those people are all capable, and Hu Changshou cannot keep up with them.
They all had to go together. Hu Changshou didn't have the skills to go in alone. Su Xiaozhi didn't dare to think about it. She knelt down and hugged Hu Changshou. She shook her head in pain and said, "No, no, mother doesn't allow you to go. Mother can't."
Let you go and die."
Hu Changshou was determined not to move, and he said coldly: "Mom, you were the one who asked me to die. I originally followed the deer in, and with the deer protecting me, my chances of encountering danger were much less. It was my mother who stopped me.
, it was my mother who cut off my life. Now that I go in by myself, even if I am bitten to death by a beast as soon as I enter, it is your fault, mother. It is all your fault. If you had not stopped me, at least I would not have faced it alone.
.”
"No, no, mother didn't want you to die, mother wanted to save you, mother did it for your own good."
Su Xiaozhi's heart ached to death. She hugged Hu Changshou, whose body was as tight as wood. She was extremely scared. Why did it become like this? She didn't want this to happen.
Hu Changshou just pushed her away lightly: "I don't want to talk nonsense to you anymore. Either kill me. I admit that you are my mother. You gave me my life. I will give my life back to you now. That's it."
I don’t owe you anymore.”
"As long as you don't kill me, I will go and either die here or go to a foreign land. You can think about it yourself. During these two hours, I will kneel here and wait for you to think clearly."
After Hu Changshou finished speaking, he closed his eyes and refused to look at Su Xiaozhi or pay attention to her.
Su Xiaozhi felt her heart was broken. She regretted it. She shouldn't have stopped her.
Su Xiaozhi looked at the way and said eagerly: "It's all my fault. Mom won't stop you anymore. You go now. If you go quickly, you can still catch up with them."
Hu Changshou remained motionless, and Su Xiaozhi became anxious: "Maybe Xiaolu is still waiting for you. If she wants to take you there, she will definitely wait for you."
Hearing that Su Xiaozhi still wanted to blame Su Xiaolu, Hu Changshou smiled sarcastically and said coldly: "Thank you, mother, for reminding me. Two hours is not enough, so I will stay here for one night, and I will go back tomorrow, so that Xiaolu can
You thought I had changed my mind and wouldn't wait for me anymore. I would die inside, and it was all your fault. I will never forgive you, I hate you."
Su Xiaozhi looked at the indifference in Hu Changshou's eyes in disbelief. Her eyes had nowhere to hide. Any reason she could find was shattered by Hu Changshou. She could not blame anyone else but herself.
