Sun Ru closed her eyes in despair. She was tired of hearing these words again. She was in so much pain.
What should she do?
She didn't want to live the same life as her mother, she didn't want to, it was so painful, she wanted to die in pain.
"Ah Ru, you have made your mother so sad. She gave birth to you in ten months of pregnancy. The blood and bones in your body were all given to you by your mother. How can you repay your mother like this? Ah Ru, who did you learn from?
Damn it, how did you become like this..."
Yang cried and complained.
Sun Ru numbly got up from the ground and returned to the room.
The second and third sisters looked frightened, but did not dare to speak.
Sun Ru looked at them, closed her eyes and said softly: "Go to sleep, sister is here."
Hearing her voice, the second and third sisters fell asleep peacefully.
Sun Ru heard Yang dragging his heavy steps to go to sleep. Not long after, Yang's heavy breathing sounded.
Sun Ru couldn't sleep, she was confused and empty. It would be great if she could be like the second sister and the third sister, so that she would become an obedient child that Yang liked, so that she would not be in so much pain.
Sun Ru couldn't help but think carefully, when did she feel that this was not good?
Maybe once, when I accidentally passed Mrs. Wang's house, I heard the couple whispering, "Oh, what a sin. Sun Yong is really not a human being, and Mrs. Yang is really spineless. She will do whatever Sun Yong asks her to do."
, worse than a dog. Dogs can be very angry sometimes. I don’t think that Mr. Yang has an angry temper.'
Or maybe it was the time when I passed by the academy and heard the Master ask the students what a man should do. One student replied, "Master, as a man, you should uprightly fulfill your responsibilities. The students don't know what it means to be a real man, but the students know."
, as a man, you should not be like Sun Yong
Or when I was passing by a pond, I heard the aunts discussing, "The Sun family has such a bad temper. They are like dough. How can there be such people in this world? Sun Yong's scoldings are really unpleasant. Want me?"
When a girl is like this, I will be mad at her. No wonder her family has never seen her before. I am afraid I will never want to see such a daughter again in my life.'
Too many times, every time she heard it, she remembered it in her heart. She went home and thought about it countless times.
She also observes what other men are like.
She began to realize that there was no one like Sun Yong, no one lived like her mother, and she gradually became unwilling to do so.
But being so unwilling and unable to change anything is so painful.
She thought she could change her mother and save her mother, but her mother didn't want to change at all. No one told her, what else could she do?
Sun Ru couldn't sleep. Her heart felt like a stone was digging into her heart. It hurt too much. She didn't care that she was eight years old and still the same size as a six-year-old. She didn't care that Sun Yong didn't fulfill his responsibilities as a father, but she cared about life.
Her Yang family, she doesn't want Yang family to exhaust herself like this. She cares about her fellow sisters. She doesn't want her sisters to grow up and be sold away like goods, becoming the second Yang family from now on.
But what should she do? Who can tell her?
——
After Su Xiaolu heard about Sun Yong's return home, he understood what Niu Zai said.
Yang is hopeless, so there is no need to do anything.
Even her children will gradually become like her. Sun Ru does have some nature, but over time, her nature will disappear.
Sun Ru cared about Yang and her sister, but in the end she couldn't escape.
In a family like theirs, it is difficult to save oneself, let alone save one's sister. If one cannot give up, the final outcome will only be assimilation.
When they woke up the next day, Su Xiaolu and the others clearly felt that Sun Ru had even lost her arrogance.
She kept her head down no matter what she did and acted submissively.
Neither Niuzai nor Su Kuo paid attention to her.
Su Xiaolu actually looked at Sun Ru for a while.
Sun Ru could feel her attention and ran away several times. Su Xiaolu stopped looking at her when he saw her like this.
There was nothing unusual during the few days at Sun's house.
Soon the half-month deadline came.
Niu Zai and Su Kuo were both preparing to leave the city to see the mountains.
Su Xiaolu thought she might as well go take a look. Normally she couldn't see anything, but she might see something at this time.
They are getting ready to go out.
When Mrs. Yang went out and saw them, she immediately lowered her head and asked timidly in a low voice: "Immortals, have you seen my daughter? She is Ah Ru, the little girl who brings you food every day..."
Yang lowered her head, she was at a loss and felt uncomfortable all over.
Su Xiaolu stared at her and said, "Is your daughter missing?"
Neither Niu Zai nor Su Kuo spoke, obviously they had no intention of taking care of this woman.
Yang was panicking. She was very uncomfortable facing Su Xiaolu, but thinking about her daughter, she bravely said: "Yes, yes, if you see Ah Ru, please ask her to go home quickly."
Sun Ru ran away somewhere and couldn't find her. Yang was a little angry. If Sun Ru hadn't been found, she wouldn't have had to meet these immortals.
Perhaps because they were both women, Yang couldn't hold her head high in front of the powerful Su Xiaolu.
Su Xiaolu didn't pay much attention to Yang. She said lightly 'hmm' and said to Niuzai and Su Kuo: "Junior brother, Xiaokuo, let's go."
The three of them went out.
Yang raised her head and looked at the backs of the three of them, looking a little dazed. She never expected that Su Xiaolu was the elder among them.
She is also a woman, how could she be so, so different?
Yang couldn't help but hear what Sun Ru said about her. Sun Ru was very envious. That was probably the case, but that was because she was an immortal. An immortal is an immortal, and even a woman is different.
If she were an ordinary woman, she would never be like this. She would be just like her. All women are the same.
Thinking this way, Yang felt much better.
——
Su Xiaolu and others went up the mountain and saw a lot of people going up the mountain. There were adults and children. The vision was strange and they didn't encounter any danger. What's more, there were so many monks, so many people were bold and followed them.
Wait for the wonder to reappear.
Sun Ru walked into the mountain silently and did not talk to anyone. She saw Su Xiaolu and others, but after just one glance, she deliberately avoided them.
In just one glance, Su Xiaolu felt it, but when she looked for it, she only saw a small figure flashing past. She was far away, and because there were too many people, she couldn't see it clearly. Su Xiaolu frowned slightly.
Su Kuo saw her stop and asked, "What's wrong with sister?"
Su Xiaolu said in confusion: "I seemed to have seen the little girl, but she was too far away to see clearly. Maybe she wasn't."
If Sun Ru appeared here, Su Xiaolu would think it would be strange. Sun Ru has so many things to do. She is not a playful girl, so there is no way Sun Ru could come here.
Maybe she made a mistake.
"Children all look alike. Maybe I saw them wrong."
Su Xiaolu smiled and said, and then continued walking. She thought that if Sun Ru really came, she should pay attention to it, so that she could see clearly next time she saw him.
