When Lu Boyan met Su Jianan for the first time, she was only ten years old. She was just a pink and tender little girl. She was regarded as the apple of her family's eye. She was ignorant of worldly affairs and was so simple that people couldn't bear to let her know that the world was dangerous.
During those dark days, hatred swelled violently in Lu Boyan's heart, and Su Jianan's appearance was like a ray of bright sunshine.
That ray of sunshine shone into his life and penetrated into his heart, letting him know what a normal life was again.
Only when he saw Su Jian'an could he temporarily forget his father's death and hatred.
At first, he felt incredible about this feeling, so he deliberately distanced himself from Su Jianan, not even looking at her. Su Jianan had already shown her extraordinary resilience at that time, and she blinked as if she didn't notice his coldness.
He followed him tirelessly, calling him brother Bo Yan one after another.
Slowly, he unconsciously became soft-hearted towards her and responded to her requests. In order to make her happy, he even agreed to take her to an amusement park.
He hurried out of the country the next day, only to realize that what he couldn't let go of the most was not his father's hatred, but Su Jian'an and her innocent smile.
He thought that he just regarded Su Jian'an as his sister, but after a few years, he discovered that this was not the case.
At that time, Su Jian'an's mother was still healthy and kept in touch with Tang Yulan. Tang Yulan liked Su Jian'an and she would send photos of Su Jian'an via email from time to time.
Through those photos, he watched Su Jianan grow up year by year, her smile became more charming year by year, and her facial features gradually became more refined and outstanding, and he felt a strange feeling in his heart.
When she was fourteen years old, she participated in the autumn outing organized by the school. She wore a knee-length school skirt and a clean white shirt. Several boys gathered behind her and competed for the position next to her to take pictures with her. She looked at the camera calmly and generously, and finally
A boy grabbed her shoulder and smiled with satisfaction.
When he saw the photo, Lu Boyan had the urge to tear it up.
But the photo was in the email. Besides, even if he could tear up the photo, it wouldn't change the fact that the little boy put his arm around Su Jianan's shoulder.
He actually felt furious.
If you still don't understand that he likes Su Jian'an at this time, then your life for the past twenty years has been in vain.
But, how is it possible? He likes a teenage girl who he hasn't seen for three years?
After that day, Lu Boyan stopped paying attention to any news about Su Jianan. When Tang Yulan mentioned it to him, he always made excuses to refuse to listen, let alone look at her photos.
Until she was fifteen years old, her mother died unexpectedly.
Tang Yulan called back to China. He heard Su Jianan's heart-rending cry. She cried so hard that she couldn't breathe. She said intermittently on the phone: "Aunt Tang, I want my mother."
Her mother had been buried at that time, but she refused to face the facts. Su Yicheng said that she had not eaten for many days and just kept crying, looking for her mother.
Lu Boyan knew how sad Su Jianan was, but he couldn't imagine what it would be like if Su Jianan cried bitterly.
She shouldn't cry, she looks better when she smiles.
In the end, he bought a plane ticket and lied to Tang Yulan that he would go out with his classmates for a few days. In fact, he secretly flew back to China.
Su Jianan somehow figured out that she had to face the fact that her mother had died, so she ran to stand in front of her mother's grave and refused to leave even when it got dark. She seemed to have no fear and stayed in the cemetery all night.
She used this method to force herself to accept this cruel fact.
Su Jianan would never know that Lu Boyan was not far behind her at that time, standing with her all night.
The next day, she went back to sleep for half a day and went back to school in the afternoon. On the surface, she seemed to have accepted the facts and regained her composure.
Lu Boyan didn't know what she was thinking, but he noticed that her smile had changed. It was no longer bright and her laughter was no longer crisp.
But she has indeed grown up. At the age of fifteen, she has become taller and taller than other girls of the same age.
Lu Boyan didn't trust her, so he stayed in a hotel near her school and watched her go to and from school every day. He didn't buy a plane ticket back to the United States until he was sure she wouldn't do anything stupid.
After this incident, he knew that he could not let go of Su Jianan.
But what he is doing and what he will do in the future does not allow him to get close to Su Jian'an. He knows very well what he will face in the future. No matter who stays by his side, there will only be danger.
Therefore, he still refused to hear his mother mention Su Jian'an and refused her mother to arrange for them to meet. In private, he found someone to pay attention to Su Jian'an for him.
Since she went to college, Lu Boyan knows everything about what happened to her, who she met, and how she lived every day. He can even see it - he receives photos from China every few days.
He expanded his power and strengthened his wings not only for his father, but also for Su Jianan.
Although he had never thought about taking Su Jian'an as his own, he didn't dare to think about it.
His surroundings are full of dangers, and Su Jian'an lives up to her name. She is so simple and deserves a quiet life. He can give her everything, but he can't give her a stable and happy life.
So after returning to China, he still refused to meet Su Jianan. As far as he knew, Su Jianan lived a good life, his work went smoothly, and his interpersonal relationships in the police station were well handled. In his free time, he spent time with Luo Xiaoxi
, every day is fulfilling.
She should live like this, and in the future she will meet someone who loves her very much and takes good care of her.
From when Su Jianan went to college to when she started working, Lu Boyan secretly helped her a lot. He was always by Su Jianan's side, but never thought of disturbing her.
He was afraid that once he came into contact with her, he would want to keep her by his side and never let anyone pry into her beauty.
He knew that his self-control would automatically collapse in front of Su Jianan.
Later, as expected -
Su Hongyuan and Su Yicheng were fighting openly and secretly in the shopping mall, and everyone was waiting to see who of the father and son would have the last laugh. Tang Yulan suddenly told him that Su Hongyuan was plotting against Su Jianan, asking him to marry Su Jianan and protect Su Jianan.
He refused on the grounds that he had no emotional basis.
For so many years, he didn't even dare to get close to Su Jian'an, and suddenly he asked Su Jian'an to marry him and become his wife. He admitted that he was ecstatic for a moment.
However, reason prompted him to speak out his rejection.
Later Tang Yulan said: "Since you refuse, then I will let Yicheng find someone else. Jian An is 24 years old and has reached the marriageable age. She has never had a boyfriend. Anyway, Yicheng will give it to her anyway."
Find a husband. If you don’t want to, then let someone else take care of her."
It was at that moment that the desire that had been suppressed for too many years suddenly overwhelmed his reason and occupied his brain.
Since Su Jianan will always marry someone, and since she has no one she likes, why can't it be him?
Kang Ruicheng will not be back in a short time, and he is still safe for the time being. Why not let Su Jianan become Mrs. Lu, so that she can have an upright excuse to help her deal with Su Hongyuan, so that the rest of her life can be safe and smooth?
In this way, Lu Boyan agreed to marry Su Jianan.
The most unexpected people were Shen Yuechuan and Mu Sijue.
Shen Yuechuan teased him with a surprised expression: "You're just going to keep quiet, but you're going to marry her as soon as you do! Tsk, tsk, tsk, I thought you would never have the guts to get close to her in this life. Now, that's it, Directly turning someone into a wife."
Musijue asked him calmly: "If you do this, all your previous patience will be in vain. Have you ever thought about what you will do in the future?"
"After solving Su Hongyuan's problem, I will divorce her." Lu Boyan said, "Before Kang Ruicheng comes back, she must become someone who has nothing to do with me."
"Can you really control yourself?" Mu Sijue sighed for a moment before saying, "I think you can't help it. In the end, you won't be able to survive without Su Jian'an."
Lu Boyan didn't answer. Maybe at that time, he knew that Mu Sijue had guessed correctly.
He really couldn't hold it back.
Before getting married, he told Su Jianan that he had no feelings for her and that they would divorce in two years. These words were actually used by him to warn himself. When Su Jianan calmly answered that she had no feelings for him either, he actually feel angry.
After marriage, he interfered in everything about Su Jianan. He couldn't help holding her hand, hugging her, kissing him, and even wanted more.
Later, when he took Su Jianan to G City and let him get to know Mu Sijue, he was taking her into his own world.
At that time, he had already decided in his heart that if there was a suitable time, he would tell Su Jianan everything and let her choose to stay or go.
Secretly, of course he hoped that Su Jianan could stay by his side, so he treated her twice as well and let the whole world know that he held Su Jianan in the palm of his hand. However, she looked confused, thinking that everything was just an act for outsiders to see.
Several times, he wanted to eat her up and tell her that this was not a show and that he loved her.
But every time at this time, he would remember that Su Jianan had someone he liked. If he did anything to her, Su Jianan would definitely hate him afterwards.
So in the end, he chose to let Su Jianan go.
Later, Kang Ruicheng suddenly came back, interrupting everything and disturbing everything. He remembered the nightmare fourteen years ago.
He didn't want Su Jian'an to be hurt and suffer a tragedy.
So he ignored Su Jianan, quarreled with her unreasonably, and asked her to find someone she liked, just to pave the way for divorcing her and giving her freedom and safety.
Lu Boyan never thought that Su Jianan liked him, and he actually liked him for more than ten years.
He suddenly regretted his actions in those days, and realized that Mu Sijue was indeed right. Without Su Jianan, he would not be able to live at all.
Before getting married, he thought he could do it, but that was because he had never had one before and could not imagine the feeling of having one. Later, when he met Su Jianan, it was like he had been addicted to drugs and could never leave.
He didn't think that Su Jianan would like him, so he underestimated himself. He thought that he could leave her, but he completely overestimated himself.
When he was looking for Su Jian'an on the mountain in the wind and rain, he thought that if something happened to Su Jian'an on this mountain, he would never be able to get out of this mountain or this nightmare.
Fortunately, fate favored him at this time, Su Jianan was fine, and he could tell her everything Su Jianan needed to know.
"Jian An," Lu Boyan looked at Su Jian'an and said loudly, "I love you."
