After Gao Han handled the matter in the bureau, Bai Tang asked him to go have a drink with him.
The cold weather had subsided, and the two of them drove to a Qingqing bar they frequented.
The owner of the bar is male or female, and there aren't many people in the bar. It's a good place to chat with friends in groups of twos and threes.
The two of them sat in the corner, and Bai Tang brought two glasses of beer.
"Why do you think of drinking?" Gao Han asked.
Bai Tang put the wine in front of him, and he sat across from Gao Han, "We just figured out the Song Yi thing, it's time to relax and relax."
Gao Han responded, took the beer and drank it all in one go.
"Hey!" Bai Tang grabbed Gao Han's hand, "Let's just sit here and chat. Don't drink like this."
"A few beers is not a problem." Gao Han waved to the waiter, who ordered six more beers.
Bai Tang looked at him carefully, "Are you worried about something?"
Gao Han is usually a serious and cautious person. They have been colleagues together for several years. This is the first time that he has seen Gao Han like this - such "indulgence".
"happy."
At this time, the waiter brought the beer, placed six glasses of wine on the table, and said, "Sir, please take your time."
Gao Han took a cup and wanted to drink it all, but Bai Tang stopped him and said, "Don't be impatient, drink slowly, we have to go to work tomorrow."
Bai Tang was really afraid that he was drunk. Something was wrong with Gao Han today.
"Bai Tang, if Su Shirley appeared in front of you again now, what would you do?" Gao Han suddenly asked.
Bai Tang subconsciously let go of his hand.
Gao Han drank half the cup straight away.
"Why are you talking about her all of a sudden?" Bai Tang held the wine glass and imitated Gao Han, drinking the whole glass directly.
"I'm just curious, how do you feel about her?"
"What does it feel like?" Bai Tang thought seriously, "I don't know, she has a fatal attraction. Once you see her, you can't forget her."
Bai Tang was telling the truth. When he was still working on the Kang Ruicheng case, he had some contact with Su Shirley. Now, he has not heard from her for more than half a year.
During the past six months, Bai Tang had thought about finding Su Shirley, but he heard from the side that she was going on vacation after completing the mission of Kangrui City.
Since she was going on vacation, it was inconvenient for him to disturb her.
However, after putting things aside again and again, he finally lost the courage.
Half a year has passed, and Su Shirley's appearance is still deep in his heart. However, he can only bury this unrequited love deep in his heart.
"Su Shirley is the best woman I have ever seen in my life. No woman can be as tough as her. She was undercover next to the most dangerous and inhumane Kangrui City, and her body and mind were greatly harmed. She can
She is a very good police officer when she faces it calmly."
"She is my heroine. I admire her and... like her."
Bai Tang drank another glass of beer. After two glasses of beer, he seemed to be a little drunk.
Gao Han smiled, Bai Tang really couldn't keep things in check, he just asked him casually and he did everything.
"Now my family has been introducing me to new partners, oh, I'm so anxious."
"Come, drink."
The two of them clinked their glasses and drank again. Just like that, they didn't say a word, but they had already drank five glasses.
"Gao Han, I also want to ask you a personal question. Is there anyone you like in City A?"
Bai Tang asked with a smile.
He has told Gao Han all his emotional troubles, and they are now "having an emotional relationship."
"have."
"!"
Bai Tang immediately perked up, "Really, when are you going to let us see you? You hide it so well!"
The iron tree that has been in bloom for many years is so exciting.
"She's married."
"..."
The smile on Bai Tang's face froze, "What's going on?"
Gao Han took a sip of beer and said slowly, "Fifteen years ago, I came to city A for the first time with my parents, and I met her at the amusement park. I was eighteen years old and she was sixteen. That feeling
It was just love at first sight, and she stayed with me when I was visiting City A."
"When I was eighteen, I couldn't wait to marry her. It was the first time I knew what it felt like to like someone. But my parents had a mission to return to City A, so I left not long after."
Gao Han recalled that familiar feeling as if it was yesterday.
As long as he closed his eyes, he could hear Feng Lulu whispering in his ear and smiling crisply.
"We later contacted each other through letters. In that era of inconvenient transportation, we lost contact after two years. I never got a reply to my letter to her, and she never wrote back to me."
"At that time, I was young and energetic, with a sensitive and fragile mind. I should have come to City A to ask her face to face."
When Gao Han said this, there was regret on his face.
"What happened? Did she fall in love with someone else?" Bai Tang asked anxiously.
"No, her family is bankrupt and her parents have passed away."
"Then how did she, a little girl, live in the past?" Bai Tang asked.
When Gao Han heard what Bai Tang said, he remembered that Feng Lulu was only eighteen years old back then. Her family owed so much money and her parents were both dead. How did she live?
When he thought of this, Gao Han's eye circles instantly turned red.
"High cold..."
"Bai Tang, how did this helpless little girl survive?"
Because of the alcohol, Gao Han seemed a little excited at this time.
Bai Tang was quite confused when he saw Gao Han like this.
I have loved someone for fifteen years, but he was not able to be by her side when she was in the most difficult time, and now he knows that she is married.
How to let go of Gao Han?
"Bai Tang, she is divorced and has a child."
"..."
"Have you made contact?"
Gao Han didn't answer, he just drank.
"The public kindergarten you mentioned two days ago is for her child?"
"Um."
Let me go, this situation is a bit complicated.
Bai Tang didn't know what Gao Han was thinking. Now that they had met again and were both single, they could still renew their relationship.
But why does Gao Han look so troubled?
"Gao Han, let me ask you something. Do you mind if she is married?"
Hearing this, Gao Han smiled, "She is thirty-one years old. If there is a man beside her to take care of and protect her, I will be grateful to that man."
Whether he was married or not, Gao Han didn't care at all. He just wanted the woman he liked to live a happy life.
"In this case, you are single, she is also single, and you can date each other. Isn't this simple?"
Gao Han took another helpless sip of wine and sighed.
"What's wrong?"
"take it easy."
We are all adults, and sometimes you can tell whether you love someone or not with just one look.
Now Feng Lulu looked at him with alienation in her eyes. If it wasn't for explaining her child's schooling, he bet that Feng Lulu would never come to him.
"What's going on? Is it you who doesn't love me anymore, or she doesn't love me anymore?" Bai Tang, a novice in love, didn't understand.
In Bai Tang's mind, if two people who are both single love each other, then they can get together. How simple.
However, their love has been separated for fifteen years
.
In the past fifteen years, they have experienced too many things. Gao Han's life is relatively simple, but what about Feng Lulu?
Gao Han didn't dare to think about it, and he didn't dare to ask. He didn't want to touch her sadness.
"Come on, let's drink." Gao Han raised his wine glass and toasted Bai Tang.
As soon as the two people's wine glasses touched, Gao Han drank it all in one gulp.
Bai Tang also sighed because of his brotherly feelings. It seemed that it was not easy for everyone.
The two of them had a drink with the intention of relaxing, but unexpectedly they became depressed.
After drinking the beer they ordered, they left.
After waiting for ten minutes, the driver came.
Gao Han and Bai Tang each said hello and got into their cars.
Gao Han sat in the back seat, and after the driver got into the car, he said politely, "Sir, we will follow the route on your order now."
"Um."
The driver started the car, Gao Han lazily leaned on the back seat, and looked out the window at a car wash shop.
"Wait."
"Sir, what's the matter?"
"Go to the Esplanade."
"Okay, where exactly is Binhai Avenue?"
"Car wash."
"Sir, there is a car wash across the road."
"Go to the one on Binhai Avenue."
"OK."
The driver set up the navigation and started the car.
Gao Han looked at the receding scenery outside the car window, his hand kept pressed on his mobile phone.
After hesitating again and again, he closed his eyes, Gao Han picked up the phone and dialed a number.
Two words "Little Deer" appeared on the phone.
The phone rang for a long time but no one answered it. When it was almost busy, a cute grandma's voice rang, "Who is it?"
Gao Han's voice suddenly got stuck in his throat.
"Who is it?" The little girl's voice still had a thick voice, which obviously woke her up.
"Xiaoxiao, why aren't you sleeping yet? Is it cold?" At this time, Feng Lulu's gentle voice came from the phone.
"Mom, phone."
Gao Han heard the sound of water? Where is she now, and why is there the sound of water popping when she walks?
"Hello? Gao Han, what's the matter?" Feng Lulu's tone was still businesslike and polite.
Gao Han licked his lips nervously, "Sorry, I disturbed your rest."
"It's okay. What's the matter with you calling so late?" Feng Lulu asked again, as if she was sure that he would only come to see her if something happened.
Gao Han leaned on the car seat, closed his eyes and pinched his eyebrows with his hands.
"I am...I want to tell you that you can take your child and move to my place."
"ah?"
"No, what I mean is that I can free up the house next to my school and I will live in the city center." Gao Han sat up straight and explained hurriedly.
Feng Lulu on the opposite side smiled and said, "Gao Han, thank you. School matters are already very troublesome for you. We signed a one-year contract with the landlord, thank you."
Feng Lulu politely rejected him again.
Gao Han let out a long breath, he didn't know what he was feeling now.
"Sir, there is a car wash just ahead."
"Lulu."
Gao Han frowned slightly when he heard someone calling Feng Lulu's name on the phone. Shouldn't she be at home now?