Lulu, Lulu?" Luo Xiaoxi came to the villa and knocked on the door several times, but there was no response.
Just as she was taking out her mobile phone to make a call, Feng Lulu's voice came, "Xiao Xi, you're here!"
Feng Lulu came around from the side of the garden, holding a small iron handle and an iron bucket in her hands, her hands and face covered with mud.
"What are you doing?" Luo Xiaoxi was curious.
"Xiao Xi, come and see."
Feng Lulu took Luo Xiaoxi to a corner of the garden. On the plowed land, more than a dozen seedlings grew, each one green and lovely.
"Did you grow these?" Luo Xiaoxi asked curiously.
Feng Lulu nodded, "The seeds found in Gao Han's room look like they have been there for many years. I didn't expect them to grow back."
It was already evening, and the lights in the garden were not very bright. She turned on the flashlight she carried with her as she spoke.
The light shone on the leaves, and Luo Xiaoxi was surprised to find that there were small words on the leaves.
She looked hard and finally saw a few clearly: "I miss you, like you, and have a safe life..."
Luo Xiaoxi felt as if she had returned to her school days: "It was popular among my classmates at that time. I also did it at that time. I still remember the words on it were 'Su Yicheng is a big idiot'."
Both of them laughed.
"Why are there such words?" Feng Lulu was curious. "Can the words on the leaves be customized?"
Luo Xiaoxi nodded.
Feng Lulu pursed her lips: "I always feel that Gao Han doesn't know how to play with this kind of thing. This should have been given to him by a female classmate. Maybe there is a secret that the female classmate wants to express in it."
So, she wanted to help him plant these seeds.
"Why do you want to help that unknown female classmate?" Luo Xiaoxi asked.
Feng Lulu smiled bitterly: "I envy her, I envy her for being able to allow Gao Han to accept her feelings, and for being able to keep a box of seeds to this day."
Luo Xiaoxi looked at Feng Lulu with pity. Under the light, her eyes were lifeless, bloodshot, and extremely haggard.
"Lulu, you have lost a lot of weight." She said distressedly.
Feng Lulu raised a smile: "It's good to be thinner. You don't have to think about losing weight."
She quickly returned to her normal mood, stood up, and said, "Come in, I'll make you dinner."
Sure enough, she made two dishes, one soup, and a vegetable salad.
The scrambled eggs with tomatoes are red and yellow, a few green onions are the finishing touch, and the meat is stir-fried with green peppers. The meat slices are charred on the outside and tender on the inside. The green peppers are shiny and oily, and the garlic cloves inside are fried until they are brown and crispy. It makes you want to eat just looking at it.
Not to mention the mushroom soup, Luo Xiaoxi could already smell the rich milky aroma from far away.
"Lulu," Luo Xiaoxi said in surprise, "I really didn't expect that I could eat food cooked by you."
"You should treat each other with admiration after three days of separation." Feng Lulu smiled and served Luo Xiaoxi some rice.
Luo Xiaoxi took a few bites of the food and immediately touched her waist.
"What's wrong, does this food make your back hurt?" Feng Lulu wondered.
"It's not that my waist hurts, it's that my waist is afraid of... being thick."
Feng Lulu has made these dishes into rice killers!
"Lulu, you really need to teach me some skills on how to transform from a novice in the kitchen to a great chef in half a month!"
Feng Lulu was slightly startled. Yes, it turned out that she had been waiting for him here for more than half a month without knowing it.
She calmed down her emotions and said: "The key to cooking is not cooking, but who you are cooking for. If it is the person you care about, you will cook well."
This is what Gao Han told her.
When he was cooking, he thought about the people he loved and cooked the food well.
In the past half month, she thought of him every time she cooked and finished the dishes.
Tears fell together with the words.
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I'm sorry, my eyes feel a little uncomfortable." She quickly turned her head and wiped away her tears.
She was already very restrained, but she still couldn't hold back her tears whenever she thought of him.
Luo Xiaoxi opened her mouth, but didn't know what to say.
I can only blame fate.
"Lulu, come and stay at my house for a few days." Before leaving, Luo Xiaoxi invited her again.
"I'm really fine. Look, my work has been taken over by others. I will have a good rest here. You really don't have to worry about me." Feng Lulu said to her with a smile.
"I have to wait here for him to come back. He will leave without saying a word, but I won't." Feng Lulu smiled, her eyes firm.
Luo Xiaoxi sighed in her heart and could only leave alone.
Feng Lulu walked back to the villa and closed the door. The excitement just now dissipated. She suddenly lost all her strength and sat down on the sofa.
After a moment, she slid from the sofa to sit on the floor, reached under the coffee table and took out two bottles of wine.
There were several empty wine bottles under the coffee table, which she had drank in the past two days.
Now she has such insomnia that she needs to rely on the numbness of alcohol to get some sleep.
The rest of the time, she was sitting in the garden in a daze.
Luo Xiaoxi came over just now. Her smile and everything she did were done reluctantly. She didn't want Luo Xiaoxi and the others to worry about her.
She felt that there was no need to be sad. Gao Han neither deceived her nor abandoned her, nor did he hurt her.
He just doesn't love her.
And he had already made this fact known to her.
She just couldn't sleep at night, didn't know what to do when she was awake, and had no energy to do anything.
There was a kind of sadness in her heart, like a monster, eating away at her internal organs bit by bit.
But she was helpless.
She opened the bottle and drank without even using a cup, just tilting her head towards the bottle.
Drinking the alcohol will make you feel better, probably because the monster was also knocked unconscious.
Unknowingly, she drank two large bottles, and suddenly her stomach started to churn. She opened the trash can next to her and vomited.
The pain of the alcohol burning in her stomach tortured every nerve in her body, and tears could not stop falling from her eyes.
"Lulu, Lulu, how are you!" In pain, she heard someone calling her name.
She turned her head, and through her hazy tearful eyes, she saw clearly that the person coming was Luo Xiaoxi.
"Xiao Xi, why are you back..." She drank too much and her voice was blurred.
Before she finished speaking, she turned around and vomited again.
Luo Xiaoxi helped her find tissues and unexpectedly found several empty wine bottles under the coffee table.
On the way home, Luo Xiaoxi thought more and more something was wrong. Feng Lulu was acting too normal, so she came back to take a look uneasy.
But she didn't expect that Feng Lulu was living this kind of life these days.
"Lulu, what are you going to do? Are you going to kill yourself?" Luo Xiaoxi couldn't help but choke.
Feng Lulu smiled with tears in her eyes, "It doesn't matter. It's just a breakup. It will pass quickly. In fact, there are not many deep feelings... Xiao Xi, but why am I in so much pain? Why..."
This kind of pain is like needle pricks, needle after needle pricking all over my heart, so densely packed that I want to pull it out but have nowhere to start.
Luo Xiaoxi hugged Feng Lulu distressedly.
Luo Xiaoxi couldn't tell the truth, couldn't tell her that the reason she was in so much pain was because the cold was engraved in her life.
But Luo Xiaoxi didn't understand. Since they were destined to be two people, why couldn't they be together?
Feng Lulu was tired and fell asleep on the sofa.
She had been sleeping too poorly recently and drank too much. Luo Xiaoxi stayed by her side quietly, and at the same time sent a message to Su Yicheng, telling him that she would not be going back tonight.
Su Yicheng did not reply to the message. Soon, he left.
A light flashed on the villa's window.
Luo Xiaoxi curiously went to the window to look outside, and was surprised to see Su Yicheng's car.
She left the villa quietly, and only dared to walk up to Su Yicheng when she reached the garden.
Su Yicheng stretched out his arms and hugged her into his arms as naturally as possible.
"You're here too, won't Nono and Xin'an miss their parents?" Luo Xiaoxi was half-blaming and half-offended.
"I called, and Nono fell asleep with Xin An."
A gentle smile appeared on Luo Xiaoxi's lips. Nonuo became sensible and knew how to take care of her sister.
Su Yicheng went to the villa and took a look, "How's it going?"
Luo Xiaoxi pulled him into the garden and sat down on a bench in the garden. "I don't know when Gao Han will come back. I'm really afraid that she won't be able to bear it."
Su Yicheng's thin lips pursed into a straight line.
Gao Han was ruthless just so that Feng Lulu could live a good life.
If something really happened to Feng Lulu, Gao Han would be useless in this life.
"This is a dilemma in itself," but Su Yicheng had a new idea, "The fact that Feng Lulu and Gao Han will get sick together is actually just Li Weikai's guess, right?"
Luo Xiaoxi was surprised: "What do you mean..."
"The chances of getting sick or not getting sick are both 50%, so why not give it a try?"
"But once she gets sick, Feng Lulu will go crazy."
The reason for not fighting is because the stakes are too high!
"Stop saying these scary words," Luo Xiaoxi pulled him up and pushed him out, "Go back quickly, it's getting late."
Su Yicheng refused to leave: "I will be alone in bed when I go back, so why not stay here with you."
"Do you think if you stay here, will we both irritate Lulu?"
Su Yicheng couldn't refute, but he wouldn't let go of his arm on her slender waist.
"Okay~ I will have dinner with you tomorrow night." Sometimes men are like children and want to be coaxed.
Su Yicheng tilted his head toward her.
Luo Xiaoxi smiled shyly and moved forward to kiss his cheek, but he pulled her into his arms, lowered her head and sealed her lips.
After all, he took away a deep kiss and left with satisfaction.
Luo Xiaoxi watched his car go away, feeling her lips still numb.
There was a burst of sweetness in my heart, but also a burst of sadness. It would be great if Lulu and Gao Han could also enjoy this sweetness.
At dawn, Feng Lulu woke up in a daze. She was exhausted, had a headache and stomachache.
But she has adapted to this way of getting up.
She sat up and prepared to wash up, when she realized that Luo Xiaoxi was sleeping on the other side of the sofa.
She couldn't help but be stunned, and felt a sense of guilt in her heart.
She didn't want them to worry, but she still made Xiao Xi suffer... Looking at the dark circles under Xiao Xi's eyes, she must have been worried about her last night, so she didn't sleep well.
Feng Lulu left for a while, then turned back and found a quilt in her hand.
She carefully covered Luo Xiaoxi with a quilt, but Luo Xiaoxi soon woke up.
"Lulu, how are you?" she asked immediately.
"I'm fine, you can sleep a little longer."
"I usually get up at this time." Luo Xiaoxi sat up.
Feng Lulu also sat down and said, "Xiao Xi, thank you, I slept very well last night."
"Don't drink too much, it will hurt your health."
Feng Lulu nodded: "Don't worry, I won't feed myself anymore. I made an appointment with Dr. Li today and I will go to him for treatment later."
Luo Xiaoxi nodded, finally feeling relieved.
PS, before I knew it, Beijing’s mornings and nights began to get colder, and the summer heat gradually disappeared.