Duan Na lowered her head, covering her face and quietly wiping away tears.
How much love I had before, how painful it is now.
She didn't want to think about Makino's hurtful words for a moment.
Everyone doesn’t like to face failure, and they don’t want their expectations to be disillusioned.
Duan Na placed many unrealistic expectations on Makino, and she had imagined their future life.
But the reality was cruel. In just two months, Makino threw her away like trash.
But she got pregnant unexpectedly. With her current situation, she was unable to raise a child. It seemed that all misfortunes had suddenly struck her.
"Duan Na, don't cry. Now is not the time to cry. It's better for you to recognize people like Makino earlier than after they get married." Qi Qi took out a piece of paper and handed it to her.
Duan Na sniffed and nodded.
"We will accompany you to find Makino." Yan Xuewei said.
"Xuewei, I want to find him by myself. This is a matter between him and me. I want us to talk about it."
Yan Xuewei looked at her, "Do you have the courage?"
With Duan Na's noodle-like personality, as long as Makino made a little loud noise, she would be so frightened that she would never dare to speak again.
She went to find Makino alone, not knowing what would happen.
"Don't worry, I need to fight for some dignity for myself." Duan Na tried her best to smile.
"Okay, just think about it. But remember, we are your friends. If you are in danger, contact us as soon as possible."
"Okay, thank you Xuewei."
During lunch, I felt inexplicably heavy after eating.
Duan Na was preoccupied and didn't eat much. After lunch, she learned from her classmates that Makino would go to a bar in the evening to celebrate a classmate's birthday.
She will go to Makino tonight to explain the matter clearly.
Spring is gradually entering country Y, but the weather is still cool at night.
Duan Na wore a long black skirt, a pair of flat shoes, and a black coat. She put on simple makeup and curled her hair into an egg roll with a curling iron.
Mirror red lipstick and childish makeup make her look childish.
When Makino first got together with her, he said that he liked Duan Na's fleshy face with a little baby fat, and she looked like a very RUA.
But later, Makino said many times that she looked rustic and dressed like a country bumpkin.
After falling in love, the feeling of disgust will also deepen.
In the later period of their relationship, Makino seemed to be patient every day, and he became more and more impatient with her. No matter what she did or said, it was all wrong in his eyes.
She gave him clothes because she thought it was troublesome.
I cooked food for her but it tasted bad.
I bought him something, but I thought it was cheap.
She went out to play with him because she was embarrassed.
In short, in Makino's eyes, she is a redundant and annoying person.
The daily pressure made Duan Na breathless. She didn't understand how their originally sweet love suddenly turned into this.
Her love for him never diminished, but he had long since grown tired of him.
She doesn't understand, is there really a "shelf life of feelings" between people?
It was not until later that she realized that she had done something wrong, but that Makino had another woman to pursue.
In another school, there are very petite girls who like to wear princess dresses.
He has the same childish face as hers, but is thinner and has fairer skin.
When Duan Na learned the news, she felt that her outlook on life had collapsed. After all, during that time she was recalling whether she had not done well enough to make Makino hate her.
It turned out that he was cheating on me.
Sitting in the taxi, Duan Na looked at the retreating street scene with melancholy eyes, and her hand subconsciously touched her lower abdomen.
Sometimes, the feelings between people are too fragile.
We were still chatting with each other last night, but the next day we put on our clothes and we became strangers.
Half an hour later, the taxi stopped steadily at the door of the bar.
She stood at the door, her hands clenched into fists nervously, and she secretly cheered herself up. He had nothing to be afraid of, she just needed to talk to him calmly.
As soon as she stepped up the steps, a person walked towards her. The person was walking very fast and almost bumped into her. She hurriedly ducked to one side, twisting her feet, and she almost fell on the steps.
"careful!"
The man held her arm, and she stood firmly so that she would not fall.
"Thank you, thank you..." Duan Na couldn't help being stunned when she saw the person in front of her clearly, "Brother Tian?"
The person who helped her was Mu Tian.
Mu Tian frowned and asked seriously, "Duan Na? What are you doing here?"
As he said that, he let go of his hand.
"I'm looking for Makino."
"Tsk tsk..." At this moment, there was a man's chuckle, "Duan Na, you are really capable. They say rabbits don't eat grass near their nests. Not long after I dumped you, you got attached to me."
I’m the elder brother.”
When Duan Na looked around, she saw Makino looking at her with an evil look on his face, his eyes full of disdain for her.
Duan Na felt her chest tighten and her heart throbbed painfully as if someone had pinched her.
"Nonsense!" Mu Tian said sternly, "She is here to find you."
After saying that, Mu Tian left without looking back.
Duan Na stood at the foot of the steps, looking up at Makino.
Makino took out a cigarette, put it to his mouth carelessly and lit it, "Looking for me? What are you doing? I didn't fall in love with you. Are you itchy?"
Makino's words to her were still as insulting and vulgar as ever.
"vomit……"
Suddenly, Duan Na felt nauseated and started to choke in front of Makino.
Seeing this, Makino said with a look of disgust, "Hey, you didn't come here specifically to disgust me, did you? It doesn't matter that you are ugly, but you still disgust people. Duan Na really has you."
"Makino, have you said enough nonsense?" Duan Na swallowed the nausea in her stomach and said loudly to Makino.
Makino was stunned for a moment by her suddenly raised voice and uncharacteristically strong enthusiasm. Then he smiled again and said, "Hey, I haven't seen you for a few days, you have a good temper."
Duan Na walked up the steps in two steps and said, "Saturday and a trip to the hospital, we will be clear about it by then."
"What qualifications do you have to ask me to go to the hospital with you? Please understand that I am not your boyfriend now. Put away your little tricks, I am not interested in you."
"Accompany me to the hospital, this is what you should do."
"Ah."
Makino still looked disdainful.
"Because the child to be aborted is yours."
"Please, Duan Na, you slept with other people during this period, and I didn't know. Now you're blackmailing me, right?" Makino didn't hesitate at all, he directly insulted Duan Na.
"Tell me, how much do you want?"
Duan Na clenched her fists hard and gritted her teeth, "Makino, this is your child." Her body couldn't help but tremble.
"Hey, when we are together, I take safety measures every time. In this case, you can get pregnant. You are really infertile."
Duan Na pursed her lips tightly. She was so angry that she couldn't speak. She was afraid that she would cry if she opened her mouth.
"Okay, don't act pitiful in front of me. Tell me how much money you need to be satisfied. Duan Na, we are all classmates, don't think about blackmailing me. I won't ask for more."
Will give it to you."
In Makino's eyes, there was no friendship between them at all, there was just a willing transaction between you and me.
"Makino, in your eyes, what does this relationship between us mean?"
"Let's fall in love."
"Have you ever loved me?" Duan Na raised her head and looked directly at him with tears in her eyes.
Makino's eyes were full of contempt. He looked away and shrugged indifferently, "Between men and women, it's not just about love or not. If they get along, they stay together. If they don't get along, they separate."
"Duan Na, I don't understand why you want to make things between us so complicated. You cry, make trouble, and hang yourself. Do you know that this is why I hate you?"
With a few simple words, Makino put all the fault of their separation on Duan Na.
Duan Na's fault was nothing more than being too affectionate and loving him too much.
He is a prodigal who just wants to play, who can think of her playing it real and wanting to live a lifetime.
Makino always had the ability to turn wrong into right and black into white. The reason for his cheating was attributed to the fact that she was too annoying to him.
Here in Makino, Duan Na is always the one ignored.
"I don't want your money, I just want you to accompany me to the hospital." Duan Na withdrew her gaze. She didn't need to look at him. She didn't want to see the unreserved disgust in his eyes.
"Oh, Duan Na, you don't want to use this to arouse my sympathy for you, do you?" Makino felt that Duan Na was trying to trick him.
"I don't understand what you mean, and I don't have any other ideas. I just want you to accompany our child on the last journey."
The tears in her eyes were about to fall, Duan Na raised her head and held back the tears.
Makino withdrew the smile on his lips and looked at Duan Na calmly.
"You come in with me."
"What?"
"My friend has his birthday tonight, why don't you come and sit down with us?"
Duan Na couldn't figure out his intention of doing this.
Seeing that she didn't move, Makino grabbed her wrist and pulled her directly into the bar.
For a moment, Duan Na froze.
The people and voices around her suddenly became hollow. She stared blankly at the man who was pulling her away.
It seemed like it was back when they first met, when she was bullied, and he walked out of the crowd, grabbed her wrist, and said coldly to the others, "She is mine, who of you dare to touch her?"
Tears blurred her eyes again.
She really wanted to forget every bit of her relationship with Makino, but the way he broke into her life was so overbearing and direct that she still couldn't forget it now.
She looked at Makino's back, and her heart ached more and more. It would be great if they could go back to the beginning.
Suddenly, the strength in his wrist disappeared.
Duan Na's thoughts also returned.
"Makino, why did you bring a younger sister here?" At this time, a boy looked at Duan Na interestingly and said.
I saw a girl with curly hair in a white bubble skirt running towards Makino, and she immediately fell into Makino's arms.
"Why are you here? I've been waiting for you for a long time." The girl's voice was shallow and soft, and even Duan Na couldn't help but want to protect her.
