In the end, Yan Xuewei did not leave. She and Mu Sishen stayed with Gao Ze in bed together. This scene looked quite strange.
There was only one empty bed in the ward. Mu Sishen moved a chair and sat on one side. He did not speak, but told Yan Xuewei with his actions that she would sleep on the bed.
Yan Xuewei sat on the edge of the bed. She looked at Gao Ze, whose face was red and swollen, "I don't understand why you are so harsh."
Mu Sishen was leaning on the chair, holding his chin with one hand. It was probably getting late, and his eyes were a bit blurry.
Seeing that he was silent and looking at her with an almost sinister expression, Yan Xuewei snorted angrily and turned her head away from him.
There was only a weak light on in the ward, and the corridor was also quiet. Musishen looked at her like this, looking extremely ambiguous.
Yan Xuewei felt a little awkward. She thought she should go home tonight.
"Xuewei, do you love Gao Ze?" Mu Sishen said.
The voices of both of them were not loud, just enough for each other to hear.
"He is my boyfriend, do you love him or not?" Yan Xuewei replied angrily.
She really didn't want to talk to him about love between men and women at this time. This kind of occasion was very inappropriate.
"Oh, then you also love Huo Beichuan?" Mu Sishen said with a hint of smile in his tone.
Yan Xuewei was very upset when she heard his laughter, as if he was laughing at her for looking for men randomly.
"What is love? It's good for two people to be together and feel comfortable together. What does Mr. Mu know about love?"
"Well, suitability is the most important thing." Mu Sishen looked at Yan Xuewei and said meaningfully.
"As for 'love', I didn't understand it before, but I understand it now."
"Oh?" Yan Xuewei looked at him with a slightly surprised tone.
"I want you to live a happy life."
Yan Xuewei's expression froze.
"I always thought that if you really like something or a person, you should keep her with you and keep it to yourself."
"Aren't you like this now?"
Mu Sishen smiled and shook his head. If Gao Ze was a good man and Yan Xuewei liked him equally, he would let him go.
"Xuewei, I once let down someone. I secretly vowed in my heart that if I see that person again, I will spend my whole life making up for her."
Yan Xuewei turned her head, the expression on her face could not tell whether she was happy or angry.
"Now I understand that what I want to give is not what she wants." There was a bit of disappointment in Mu Sishen's tone.
"Mr. Mu, you have to know that I hate it when others treat me as a substitute. I advise you to keep your affection to yourself."
"You are so unique, how can you be someone else's substitute." Musi sighed in a low voice.
Yan Xuewei didn't hear what he was talking to himself clearly, and she didn't want to hear it. Anyone can do this kind of thing.
She is no longer a little girl in her early twenties. Just a few words of love can make her happy for an entire afternoon.
Yan Xuewei's heart has become extremely hard at this time. She has erected a strong fortress for herself. Only she can open the door here. Others, including God Musi, can only guard outside her door.
"I'm sleepy." Yan Xuewei was not interested in continuing to chat with him because she was tired of hearing those affectionate words, and the love words spoken by Mu Sishen were not pleasant. If she wanted to hear love words, she might as well listen to love songs.
"Okay, you can go to sleep, I'll be right here."
"Mr. Mu, actually you can go to the hotel and sleep comfortably. There is no need to sit here all night." After all, no one will feel sorry for him. "Are you worried about me?"
"You're worrying too much. I'm just telling you that the idea of 'selling yourself to misery' is not suitable for everyone."
She would accept Gao Ze's misfortune, but she would not accept Mu Sishen's misfortune.
Hearing this, Musi smiled sadly on his face and said, "If no one feels sorry for you, then you don't feel sorry for me. I don't feel sorry for myself either, so just go to sleep."
Before finding Yan Xuewei, his body was just a walking corpse. Now he just sleeps on a chair, so what's the problem?
Since he asked for it, Yan Xuewei didn't say anything else.
She put on her clothes and lay on the bed, and fell asleep after a while.
Listening to her slight snoring, Musshen had a satisfied smile on his face. This idiot fell asleep really quickly.
Mu Sishen stood up and came to the bedside. With the faint light, he looked at Yan Xuewei's sleeping face with fondness.
Until now, she still had a little baby fat and fleshy cheeks that he couldn't help but want to pinch.
He really wanted to reach out and touch it, even just once, but he couldn't because he knew that human desire has no bottom line. After touching it once, he would think about it a second time, and the third time would not be a touch.
So simple.
Mu Sishen clasped his hands tightly. He looked at Yan Xuewei's sleeping face almost obsessively. It would be great if she could sleep so peacefully in the future.
With this, Mu Sishen thought of the past, when Yan Xuewei was sleeping in his arms, and they were intimate... Mu Sishen smiled bitterly and shook his head. The past things will be reserved for memories in the future when he is alone.
Bar.
Mu Sishen stood beside Yan Xuewei for a while, then sat on the chair again. At this time, his eyes fell on Gao Ze.
This guy has ulterior motives for Yan Xuewei and cannot keep her.
**
At noon, Duan Na was woken up by pain in her lower abdomen.
"Ugh...it hurts...it hurts..." Duan Na curled up with a thin layer of sweat on her forehead.
Makino was awakened by her painful sound. He frowned tightly and his eyes were a little distracted. He was not awake yet.
He raised his hand and pinched his eyebrows, and then he saw that it was Duan Na who had woken up.
"it hurts……"
"What's wrong with you?" Makino asked.
Duan Na raised her head from the quilt, sweat and tears mixed on her face, "My stomach hurts..."
"I'm going to call the doctor!" Seeing Duan Na's painful look, Makino's mind suddenly went blank. She didn't look like she was pretending.
After a while, the doctor came, examined Duan Na and called Makino out.
"Who are you to the patient? The patient's fetus cannot be saved and an operation must be performed as soon as possible."
Makino's lips turned pale in shock, and he said in a daze, "Her boyfriend."
"You need to sign for her and arrange the surgery immediately."
"Then...is it really impossible to save that child?"
"It can't be saved. The embryo did not develop well and has now stopped developing."
stillbirth.
Makino wanted to feel for a cigarette in his pocket, but his hands were trembling but he couldn't feel anything.
"The operation will take place in an hour. Please comfort the patient."
"good."
Back in the ward, Duan Na was still curled up on the bed in pain. She didn't cry anymore, but the sweat on her forehead seemed to tell how painful she was now.
Makino stood by the bed uneasily. He could say the words "don't want the child, abort, miscarry" casually. But when he really had to face it, he didn't know why his heart was trembling and scared.
.
Probably because of the reverence for life, even though this child has not yet taken shape.
Seeing Duan Na in such pain on the bed, the only thing Makino could do was to walk over and hold her in his arms.
Makino sat beside the bed and held Duan Na in his arms.
Duan Na was stunned for a moment. She opened her eyes and looked at Makino in confusion.
Makino kissed her forehead in a comforting manner, "Duan Na, the doctor will perform an operation on you soon. You won't be in pain after the operation."
Tears slowly fell down her cheeks, and Duan Na leaned in Makino's arms absentmindedly. At this moment, her heart was full of mixed feelings.
Mother and child are one, and she can feel that little life slowly leaving her.
She didn't want it in the first place, but for some reason, she felt so distressed that she almost couldn't breathe.
"Duan Na, what's wrong with you?"
Makino felt her body trembling, "Duan Na?"
"Cold, I'm cold..."
Makino hugged her tightly, "Don't be afraid, I will be with you, and you will be fine."
After already knowing that Makino had no feelings for her, Duan Na felt that her limbs were all struck when she heard his affectionate words.
Her hands tightly grasped Makino's clothes. Only in this way could she resist the pain in her body again and again.
Last night, Duan Na was reminiscing over and over again on the hospital bed. If she had a chance to come back, she would never let her life be so miserable.
"Makino, I...I regret knowing you..." Duan Na said, gritting her teeth in pain.
Makino did not refute her this time, but nodded silently.
"But..." Duan Na grinned, with a bitter smile on her pale face, "I don't regret falling in love with you. It's my own choice. I don't regret it. Whether it's bitter or sweet, I can accept it."
"Duan Na, stop talking."
"I'm afraid I won't have a chance to talk again." After she has the surgery, they may never see each other again.
"There's a chance, there's a chance."
"Even if I have a chance, I...I can't see you again, Makino...it hurts too much..." Duan Na sniffed and cried aggrievedly.
Makino put his big hands on her head and held her tightly in his arms.
"Duan Na..." Makino didn't know how to say "I'm sorry".
At his age, he didn't know anything about human suffering except eating, drinking and having fun, but he happened to meet Duan Na.
A love-minded young man met an infatuated girl. He knew how much she loved him, but he couldn't love just one person.
He never said that apology, he just held her tightly and used his warmth to give her the last strength.
Duan Na sobbed softly in his arms.
Years later, whenever Makino thought of this scene, he could not let it go for a long time.
The debt he owes cannot be repaid, and his love debt will take a lifetime to repay.
After a while, the nurse brought the medicine.
Makino was holding warm water.
"Duan Na, please take medicine."
Duan Na nodded, took the medicine from Makino's hand, and when she raised her head to swallow the medicine, tears fell down her cheeks.
There was no meeting, no formal farewell, just like this we will never see each other again.
The bus you missed can still wait for the next trip. The person you love wrong needs to spend half your life to redeem it.
When she was young, beautiful and full of energy, she met someone who hurt her the most. This was the darkest stage in Duan Na's life.