Ji Lingling felt very embarrassed when she thought about this incident, because they were so intense that day that Gong Xingzhou didn't come back to sleep at night. He probably felt embarrassed too.
He was like this when they first started dating.
During the holidays, thanks to the amazing assist from Ji Lingling's "buddy", Gong Xingzhou turned from defense to offense and directly defeated Ji Lingling.
Ji Lingling was quite confused at the time. After all, she had been chasing him for three years and he didn't agree. Suddenly he confessed to her.
Ji Lingling was frightened. She stretched out her hand to touch his forehead and muttered, "Don't you have a fever?"
The two got together like this in a daze, but after they got together, they were not as sweet as other young lovers.
There was nothing like walking around the campus together, going to eat together, or occasionally kissing quietly in a deserted place.
Ji Lingling didn't find it strange. After they got together, Gong Xingzhou's biggest change was that he ignored her.
In the past, she always ignored her, but now they get along like normal classmates. When she talks to him, he ignores her.
Apart from these, there are no other changes.
So in the eyes of their classmates, they are still the same as before, just ordinary classmates.
Ji Lingling has never had a boyfriend, and she doesn't take the initiative when meeting Gong Xingzhou. She is afraid that if she takes the initiative, he will be annoyed, and if he breaks up with her, she will no longer be worth it.
Simply, she maintained the ordinary, bland relationship between them.
Time passed day after day until it was almost winter vacation.
The holiday is coming soon, everyone has booked their train tickets to go home, and everyone in the school is full of joy.
Ji Lingling will not go home to celebrate the New Year this year because her parents are divorced and have their own families. No matter who she goes to, she will be like an outsider.
She simply wouldn't go back.
It was just a Chinese New Year, she was spending it by herself, wherever she was.
Before the holiday, Gong Xingzhou rarely saw her, and later he found out that she was working as a tutor. Before the holiday, Ji Lingling used her own savings to rent an old one-bedroom apartment.
She has already calculated it. She now has almost two thousand yuan in her hand. After the holiday, she will buy food and cook for herself, and then work as a tutor for ten days. She will insist on it until school starts.
Later, because she didn't go home, her parents probably gave her a thousand yuan to make up for it, so she had a lot more money.
These days, she feels much more relaxed and loves to laugh.
During class, Ji Lingling received a note from Gong Xingzhou.
The words on it are very beautiful. It says, Let’s have dinner together at noon.
Ji Lingling turned back to look at him. She had been busy with her own things these days, and she had forgotten that she had a boyfriend.
At noon, the students had almost left. Ji Lingling sat in her seat, and Gong Xingzhou came to her seat and stood beside her.
He didn't say anything. Ji Lingling packed her things and stood up.
They left the classroom one after another like this.
They did not eat in the school cafeteria, so Gong Xingzhou took her out of the school.
"Why don't we eat in the cafeteria?" Ji Lingling stepped forward and asked.
Gong Xingzhou glanced at her and didn't answer.
"Let's go back. The ones outside are about the same as those in the cafeteria and are more expensive." After saying that, Ji Lingling stepped forward and pulled Gong Xingzhou's sleeves.
"Ji Lingling."
"Um."
"Are you ready to break up?"
"ah?"
Ji Lingling looked at him inexplicably, "Why do you suddenly ask like that?"
"Ji Lingling, are you tired of chasing me?" Gong Xingzhou asked her expressionlessly.
"I……"
Where to start?
"Okay, I understand. Let's break up after this meal, as you wish."
After saying that, Gong Xingzhou turned around angrily.
This was the first time Ji Lingling lost her temper when she saw Gong Xingzhou.
But where is all he talking about?
Ji Lingling didn't want to think too much. She hurriedly followed and grabbed Gong Xingzhou's arm.
"Gong Xingzhou, what's wrong with you? Why are you angry? Aren't we on good terms?"
"Okay? How do you call it 'good' when we haven't seen each other for half a month and haven't spoken a few words?"
"Uh... But it was like this before between us."
Gong Xingzhou wouldn't be angry if she didn't mention this, but he would get angry if she mentioned it.
He has always been stubborn and stubborn. Ji Lingling chased him and he agreed, but she became colder, so he competed with her and waited for her to take the initiative.
But who knew that Ji Lingling was even more stubborn than him. They had never held hands for four months together, let alone went shopping or watched a movie.
Gong Xingzhou felt that Ji Lingling was playing tricks on him and taking revenge on him. Now that she is fine, she ignores him for half a month. Does she want to break up with him coldly?
Well, even if we break up, he has to say it.
He was extremely depressed. He didn't expect that Ji Lingling was so thoughtful and would go to such extreme lengths to get revenge on him.
Therefore, she had always said that she liked herself before, but it was all false.
Gong Xingzhou only knew that he was angry in his heart, mixed with some unfamiliar emotions that he couldn't explain.
"Ji Lingling, if you don't like me, don't force yourself." As he said that, Gong Xingzhou pushed her hand away angrily.
Ji Lingling stood there, a little confused.
"Hey, Gong Xingzhou, have you been spoiled by me? I'm so obedient to you, so you're not satisfied but are looking for trouble, aren't you?" Ji Lingling was also annoyed.
You can't get used to this damn boy.
She obeyed him in everything, but as a result, he was dissatisfied.
Gong Xingzhou ignored her and kept walking forward.
Ji Lingling walked up in two steps and grabbed Gong Xingzhou's hand.
"Why are you going? What kind of temper and emotions are you having as a boy? I like you so much and tolerate you so much, and you still say such things, are you a human being?"
"What did you say?"
"You don't like me getting close to you, you don't like me calling your name in front of other people, you don't like me sticking to you regardless of the occasion, you don't like me eating with you, you don't like me talking carelessly and loudly.
...For you, I changed all these things. Why did it end up being my fault?" Ji Lingling felt really wronged. She obviously liked him so much, but she had to restrain herself from getting close to him.
Gong Xingzhou was stunned for a moment.
"Gong Xingzhou, it's you who wants to break up, right? You've never liked me from the beginning, right?" Ji Lingling sniffed, "If you don't like me, I'll break up with you. I don't like you yet.
It’s over!”
After saying that, Ji Lingling turned around angrily and left.
At this time, Gong Xingzhou grabbed her wrist and hugged her directly.
"Don't go!"
"Let go, Gong Xingzhou, you are the worst person. Is it fun to play with my feelings? I have already obeyed you, and you still take the initiative to break up. I don't like you anymore..." The more Ji Lingling thought about it, the more she felt aggrieved.
His voice became more choked up.
"I'm sorry." After a long time, Gong Xingzhou said this.
"Ji Lingling is my fault. From now on, you can do whatever you want to me. You don't have to care about other people's opinions. No matter what you do, I like it."
"Are you telling the truth?"
Ji Lingling stood up in his arms and looked into his eyes.
Gong Xingzhou's eyes became gentle and no longer so cold.
He nodded.
He had changed, something was different. At least what was different, she couldn't explain for the moment. "Am I really able to do anything?"
"Um."
Ji Lingling tentatively stretched out her hand, and she took his arm.
Gong Xingzhou did not avoid it.
She leaned against him and raised her head, "Gong Xingzhou, if you don't hide now, you won't be able to hide in the future."
Hearing this, Gong Xingzhou looked into the distance with a smile on his lips.
At this time, Ji Lingling also laughed. She smiled and snuggled into Gong Xingzhou's arms. He put his arm around her shoulders.
They cuddled up like this, like lovers who had been in love for many years.
While eating, Ji Lingling asked Gong Xingzhou, "Have you booked a ticket home?"
"not yet."
"You have to book early, otherwise you won't be able to get tickets before the Chinese New Year." Ji Lingling couldn't help but become anxious for him.
"What about you?" Gong Xingzhou didn't look anxious.
"Me? I'm not going home. I've already rented a house and I'll spend the Chinese New Year here."
"Why don't you go home?"
At this time, Ji Lingling's face showed a bit of embarrassment, "There's no point in going home. It's better to stay here and save travel expenses. It won't be so much trouble."
"you alone?"
"Uh-huh."
As Ji Lingling said this, she gave the meat in her bowl to Gong Xingzhou.
"Gong Xingzhou, why don't you go home? Let's live together outside. As soon as we graduate, we can get married." Ji Lingling said with a smile. She was joking with Gong Xingzhou. She wanted to ease the situation.
The embarrassment at this time and the depression in my heart.
Just because she's smiling doesn't mean she doesn't care.
No one doesn’t want to spend the New Year with his family.
"good."
"Ah? Cough cough... cough..." Ji Lingling didn't react for a while, and a mouthful of rice choked in her throat. "Cough cough..."
Seeing this, Gong Xingzhou hurriedly patted her on the back.
"Ahem..."
Ji Lingling pushed his hand, indicating that she was fine, "Ahem... I'm fine, you said... Ahem, what did you say?"
"I'll spend the New Year here with you."
"No, I rent a one-bedroom apartment!" Ji Lingling immediately refused. There was no place for him to live.
Gong Xingzhou looked at her without saying anything.
Seeing this, Ji Lingling hurriedly shook her head, "I was joking with you just now. We can't, we... it's not good for us..." She pointed to the matter of living together.
"I didn't say sleeping in the same bed with you."
"Gong Xingzhou, I'm really joking with you. I can be alone. Why don't you go home during the Chinese New Year?" Ji Lingling felt that if she dragged Gong Xingzhou into trouble like this, his parents would definitely be unhappy.
"My parents are both dead. It doesn't matter whether I can go home or not."
Hearing this, Ji Lingling was stunned.
His parents actually passed away. It turned out that it was not that he had a cold personality, but that he was hurt in his heart.
Ji Lingling suddenly felt sorry for him.
"Gong Xingzhou, you..."
"So, can you take me in?"
For a moment, Ji Lingling couldn't hold it back, tears burst out of her eyes. She hugged Gong Xingzhou and choked with sobs, "Gong Xingzhou, from now on... we will have a family together in the future. After graduation, we will get married. I
I will always love you."
At that time, Ji Lingling really loved Gong Xingzhou to the core.
Because in her perception, Gong Xingzhou is a poor child without a father and mother.
As a woman, she was born with the aura of maternal love, and she loved and loved Gong Xingzhou.
If he hadn't accidentally discovered his true identity later, maybe they wouldn't have missed each other.
PS, babies, today’s three chapters are finished. Good night~~ If you like it, please remember to leave me a message.
