Gong Mingyue looked at Yan Bang helplessly, "Are you always so self-centered? You never consider other people's feelings. You will regard what you think is my behavior."
After saying that, Gong Mingyue laughed helplessly.
"Mingyue, I don't want to betray you, and I don't want flaws to appear in our relationship, so after what happened, I can't be with you with peace of mind."
"What about before?"
"What?"
"Why do you go drinking alone? Why do you allow your assistant to provoke me? Why do you tolerate Dou Xueqing spreading scandals with you again and again?"
Gong Mingyue asked three questions in succession.
Yan Bang looked at her blankly, it turned out that she had a clear heart.
When Lin Yin called Gong Mingyue in the middle of the night to protest, he had a grudge against Lin Yin, but in view of her living situation, Yan Bang did not drive her away.
Because he knows that people like Lin Yin pose no threat to Gong Mingyue at all.
But he could use Lin Yin to test Gong Mingyue. The result of the test made him not satisfied because Gong Mingyue didn't seem to care about Lin Yin at all.
Later, Dou Xueqing came out. She appeared in front of him in a harmless manner, with a pure and holy appearance. She was a person who was in the circle and managed to become a movie star. How could she be harmless?
Even if it is really harmless to humans and animals, it is just a pretense.
He remained calm, just wanting to see what Dou Xueqing was going to do.
She wants to be with a man and expand her reputation through scandals.
Yan Bang thought this was a good opportunity. He wanted to see Gong Mingyue's jealousy and possessiveness towards him.
People are often so dissatisfied.
His life was dull and happy, but he just wanted to find some excitement.
Gong Mingyue's reaction was far beyond his expectation. She was not angry or jealous, but rather generous.
He once fell into deep suspicion that Gong Mingyue didn't actually love him that much.
This made him fall into constant self-doubt. Because he loved her too much and cared about her too much, he cared more about the feedback Gong Mingyue gave him.
"Mingyue, I love you. My whole heart is dedicated to you. I went to drink because I couldn't relieve the depression in my heart. I couldn't find an answer. I couldn't find you who loved me.
trace."
"Haha." Gong Mingyue chuckled, "It's not so much that you can't find the answer, but that you actually can't accept our situation where women are strong and men are weak. You want me to rely on you, and you want me to be weaker.
Some, you hope you can't live without me."
"..."
Yan Bang's face showed a little astonishment.
Because, he did think so.
He once thought that if Gong Mingyue was just an ordinary woman and she was not so outstanding and cuddled up to him like a little woman, he thought this feeling might be very good.
So after their love entered a stable period, some illusions appeared in his heart that should not exist.
He hopes Gong Mingyue can become the kind of woman he imagined.
"Mingyue, I..."
"Do you think the problem between us is just because of your body's betrayal? No, it's because your heart has changed. You have become greedy and domineering. Instead of treating me as your lover, you have turned me into a kind of independent person.
Accessories that belong to you.”
"Mingyue is not like that. I don't want to turn you into my appendage. I don't want to deprive you of your personality. I just want you to be a little girl and rely on me once in a while so that I can protect you. You are too powerful.
, I have no sense of existence in front of you."
"You are my woman, but you go to protect me from the wind and rain. How can you make me, a man, suffer?" Yan Bang's face also showed pain.
"In the end, what you care more about is your face."
"no!"
"It's you I care about! It's you I want to protect!"
"You hurt me to protect me?"
Gong Mingyue's question left Yan Bang speechless. He kept saying that he loved her and liked her, but in the end, he gave her the greatest hurt and insult in her life.
"Mingyue, I was desperate that day. Do you understand what despair means? I was still struggling with whether you loved me and cared about me, but I did something that was sorry for you. I was completely confused at that time!"
Yan Bang sat up suddenly. He suddenly scratched his wound, but he didn't care anymore.
He wanted to tell her everything that was on his mind.
Gong Mingyue looked at him and gradually became quiet.
"Mingyue, in those days, I lived in pain. I couldn't control the tangled emotions at all. I even thought about breaking up with you and it would be over. Now I have tried, breaking up with you makes me miserable! "
"Mingyue, I have been with you for seven years. If I really couldn't accept a strong woman and a weak man, I would not have been with you. After we were together, we could only see each other a handful of times a year. I
If I'm just having fun with you, then why should I work so hard to fall in love with you?"
"Is it hard to be in love with me?"
"It's hard work. I obviously have a woman, but in order to take care of her work and career, I have to endure loneliness."
"Why are you so alone and lonely? Why can't I feel it?"
"Because you are ruthless."
Hearing this, Gong Mingyue was stunned for a moment.
"This is true not only for love, but also for family ties. Eighty percent of your life is devoted to work. For family ties and love, you can only spare very little time to deal with them."
"You are so busy that you don't even have a close friend."
Gong Mingyue was stunned for a moment, then calmed down.
"Friendship is not that important to me. Instead of developing an insignificant friendship, I would rather manage the company more." Gong Mingyue said calmly.
Gong Mingyue's life trajectory is very simple but difficult for ordinary people to accept.
Under the strict discipline of her parents when she was young, she was a straight-A student. In addition to studying, she also practiced calligraphy, horseback riding, ball ball, and played the piano.
Later, her parents died in an accident, and without the restraints of her parents, she was even more strict with herself. She achieved perfect excellence in everything.
Before she graduated from college, she had already started managing family affairs overseas. Gong Xingze took care of the domestic business, and she was responsible for overseas affairs. The brother and sister managed the family business in an orderly manner.
Later, Gong Xingze could no longer manage the company due to personal problems, and Gong Xingzhou was obsessed with the entertainment industry. Gong Mingyue had no choice but to return to China.
The eldest brother is incompetent and the younger brother is incompetent. To support the whole family, she can only rely on her.
She didn't dare to stop for a moment, she was afraid that the family business would be ruined on her.
In those years, she didn't know what happiness was or what vacation was. All she could do was endless work.
Until she met Yan Bang, her dull and boring life became more interesting.
The appearance of Yan Bang made her heart skip a beat, and she had a different feeling.
When she was with Yan Bang, she could always feel infinite relaxation and comfort. That feeling was something she had never felt before.
However, she cannot relax all the time. Enjoyment is a luxury for her. People who enjoy too much tend to relax their vigilance.
Therefore, after confirming the relationship, Gong Mingyue deliberately reduced the number of meetings with Yan Bang. The occasional meeting would only reward her for one stage of work.
On the one hand, Yan Bang is on his own, but why not Gong Mingyue?
She was afraid that she would fall into obsession with pleasure, so she forced herself to reduce the number of times she was with Yan Bang.
This also deprived Yan Bang of his right to love.
She discovered her problem, but she had no choice but to keep turning like a perpetual motion machine.
"Mingyue, how long will our youth last? And work is endless, can you work until you are old?"
"I can, I can dedicate my life to work."
Yan Bang smiled helplessly, "Since work is so important to you, why do you hate me?"
"Because you deceived me, failed me, and betrayed me."
Yan Bang shook his head and said with a smile, "No, it's because you love me so much that you can't accept the fact that we broke up. But you don't want to admit it, so you use various reasons to deceive yourself in order to make yourself happy."
Feel more comfortable inside."
"No! Yan Bang, you are not that important to me!"
"Not that important?" Yan Bang sat up, "Since I'm not important, is it worth it for you to risk the fate of the Gong Group to take revenge on me?"
"What is the Gong Group to you? It is your life's work!"
"Yan Bang, no one can trample on my dignity or hurt me."
"Then Lin Yin provoked you, why did you let her go? Dou Xueqing provoked you, why did you ignore her?"
"Little people like them are not worthy of my attention at all."
"Then Ji Lingling, who had no grudge against you at the beginning, why did you suppress her to the point where you almost couldn't find her?"
"you……"
"Mingyue, admit it, you are a fool. You only think about helping others and never think about yourself. You suppressed Ji Lingling because you mistakenly thought she would hurt Gong Xingzhou. You ignored Lin Yin and Dou Xueqing,
It's because you care about my mood."
Gong Mingyue clenched her fists tightly and said, "Yan Bang, don't be so sentimental."
"I don't think I'm sentimental. If you hadn't gone all out to retaliate against me this time, I wouldn't have known how much you loved me."
"Yan Bang, I don't love you!"
Yan Bang suddenly grabbed her hand and pressed her hand hard against his chest.
"You're crazy!" Gong Mingyue subconsciously moved her hand back, but Yan Bang held on tightly.
After a while, his wound was opened again and blood started to flow.
"Mingyue, I love you. From the beginning to the end, you are the only one in my heart. Yes, I admit that I did something stupid and I confess to you. I did something wrong and I deserve to be punished. But what about you, Mingyue?
, you obviously did nothing wrong, why do you torture yourself like this?"
"Yan Bang, let go! I didn't torture myself. If I take revenge on you, can I feel happy?" Gong Mingyue looked at Yan Bang with cold eyes. She wanted to use this physical state to tell him that she no longer loves him.
"Really? I have a way to make you happier."
After saying that, Yan Bang pulled Gong Mingyue over with a strong effort.
Then, he turned over and directly pressed Gong Mingyue on the bed.
"you……"
Yan Bang raised his lips and smiled, "I'm just pretending. It's not a problem for me to fight you three times with my current physical strength. He also said that he doesn't care about me. Just now he saw that I looked like I was about to die. Did I feel very anxious?
?”
"Shameless! Get away!" Gong Mingyue was extremely angry as she was being teased so naked.
"I can't get away anymore. If I have to get out, I can only do it on top of you."
"Shameless!"
"Well, I'm only shameless to you." Yan Bang held her hands and bit her mouth directly, "Now that we have talked about it, vent out any emotions or dissatisfaction you have.
.I have also given you all my shares in the Yan Group, and I will be by your side from now on to help you handle your work."
"I do not care!"
"Don't refuse in a hurry. Mingyue, you have worked hard for so many years. You should also try to relax. Don't you want a child? After the child was born, you just let him go and stayed like this day and night.
job?"
Yan Bang suddenly mentioned the child, Gong Mingyue's heart suddenly softened, and she lost consciousness for a moment.
Yan Bang quickly kissed her lips, "I checked Domoto Kazuhiko. Not only is he engaged in illegal activities, he may also be a murderer. That kind of man is not worthy of you."
Gong Mingyue's eyes narrowed.
"Why are you not surprised at all? Have you checked him before?"
Gong Mingyue snorted coldly and ignored him.
"Haha, I rarely saw you angry before, but now it seems that you look very cute when you are angry."
"Yan Bang, shut up!"
"I can't close it anymore. This mouth will be used for other purposes in a while."
"Get up and drive... wu..."
He can't get up, but now, if he gets up again, will he still be a man?
