Gong Xingzhou sat in front of Ji Lingling's hospital bed, looking at her weak appearance, his face remained expressionless.
At three o'clock in the middle of the night, Ji Lingling woke up. She was woken up by thirst.
"thirsty."
Gong Xingzhou was sleeping very lightly, and when he heard her voice, he immediately woke up.
"I'm so thirsty..." Ji Lingling said unconsciously.
She twisted her body and looked a little in pain.
Gong Xingzhou got up and poured water for her.
He stood at the head of her bed and found that she had not woken up.
"Thirsty, I'm so thirsty..."
"Drink water."
Gong Xingzhou called her, but she didn't answer and kept mumbling.
Seeing this, Gong Xingzhou stepped forward and put his big hand on the top of her hair, "Ji Lingling, drink some water."
At this time, Ji Lingling slowly opened her eyes.
Because the lights in the ward were dim, Ji Lingling could not see him clearly.
"Who are you?" Her voice was soft and hoarse.
Gong Xingzhou ignored her and just said, "Drink water."
As he spoke, he put the water glass to her mouth.
Because she was lying down, the water would flow out as soon as she was fed.
Gong Xingzhou frowned, then he sat next to her and hugged her directly with his big hands.
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She leaned in his arms and said with lowered eyebrows, she knew who he was, Gong Xingzhou.
Gong Xingzhou put the water glass to her mouth and said, "Drink water."
His voice was cold and devoid of any gentleness.
Ji Lingling has no feelings anymore.
She took a small sip from the water glass.
After a while, she drank less than half of the cup. She was really thirsty.
After she finished drinking, she pushed the cup away.
Gong Xingzhou drank all the remaining water without saying a word.
Ji Lingling looked at him blankly, speechless.
He put the cup aside smoothly, but at this time he did not let go of her, still holding her like this.
Ji Lingling didn't struggle either.
The two of them just leaned together, speechless.
In the silent night, their heartbeats and breathing became clearer and clearer.
After a long time, Ji Lingling slowly said, "Gong Xingzhou, let me go. If this continues, I might die."
There was weakness in her voice.
Gong Xingzhou pursed his lips and said nothing.
"Do you still remember the scene when we rented a house together? We didn't have any money at that time. In order to find a suitable place to live, we went from one rental house to another in the summer in the sun."
To this day, she still remembers that sunny afternoon. The two of them were sweating profusely from the heat, but no one complained.
Their young romance has just begun, and they are looking for a suitable love nest.
They didn't feel tired at that time, only excited.
After finding the house, Ji Lingling bought two 50-cent old ice cream sticks.
The cool and sweet feeling still makes her miss it to this day.
Gong Xingzhou said nothing, but his eyes became gentle.
"Gong Xingzhou, I had a dream at that time." As she spoke, Ji Lingling chuckled, "My dream is to marry you and be your wife. Even if our lives are not rich, as long as we are together
enough."
How innocent it was back then. In order to save two yuan, she would rather walk five kilometers.
If Gong Xingzhou was not a member of the Gong family and was just an ordinary person, maybe they would have come to the end.
When she thought of this, Ji Lingling's mood instantly became depressed.
It’s hard to look back on the past, and there aren’t so many what-ifs.
Ji Lingling took the initiative to reach out her hand. She wanted to hold Gong Xingzhou's hand, but finally she held it on his arm.
She gently tugged on him and said, "Gong Xingzhou, whether you believe it or not, my heart for you has never changed. I have always loved you from the past to the present."
She is tired of saying the word "love".
Gong Xingzhou didn't care much, but it didn't matter, as long as she loved him.
"Gong Xingzhou, we have come to this point now, I don't blame you. Everything is my fault, I will fight against it myself."
Whether he hates her or blames her, she can take any bitter pill.
"Gong Xingzhou, let's end it here." A relationship that tortures each other will only consume their enthusiasm for life.
Now that Gong Xingzhou has a good relationship, she should also be more understanding.
After she finished speaking, there was silence between the two again.
Gong Xingzhou didn't say anything, as if he didn't bother to talk to her at all.
Ji Lingling laughed at herself, thinking that she was being very generous, but Gong Xingzhou ignored her at all.
Just when she was feeling discouraged, Gong Xingzhou suddenly spoke.
"Ji Lingling, what happened in the past, but now you just say something so light, do you want to turn it over?"
"I……"
"Ji Lingling, this is your punishment. And the punishment has just begun. Do you want to escape? No, you have no choice."
Gong Xingzhou's words were extremely cold and devoid of any emotion.
"Is Gong Xingzhou worth it? Now that you have a beloved, is it interesting for you to be entangled with me again?" Ji Lingling didn't understand Gong Xingzhou's
practice.
He hated her, hated her, and just kicked her away.
Why should he bother with himself?
Does he feel that the punishment he received is not enough?
She was so heartbroken that it was hard to breathe. His leaving was a punishment for her.
What else can he do to be satisfied?
"Ji Lingling, I want you to see with your own eyes how I live with other women."
Ji Lingling smiled miserably, why bother?
"Gong Xingzhou, do you want my life?"
If he wanted to, he could just take it, there was no need to torture her in such a roundabout way.
"What do I want to do with your life? Do you know Ling Chi? I enjoy the pain of cutting you with a knife. If you die all at once, what's the point?"
Listening to his voice, Ji Lingling's whole body went cold.
She was so cold that she couldn't stop shivering.
This kind of Gong Xingzhou is so unfamiliar to her.
She struggled to get out of her arms, he was the devil!
However, Gong Xingzhou refused to let her have her wish and held her tightly with both hands. She could not go anywhere without his permission.
"Gong Xingzhou, don't do this... don't do this to me, I feel uncomfortable..."
Ji Lingling prayed with a choked voice.
"Where do you feel uncomfortable? Do you want me to help you relieve it?"
"What?"
Ji Lingling didn't understand the meaning of his words.
Just when she was confused, Gong Xingzhou leaned over and bit her lips.
"Ugh..." The sound of pain immediately escaped from her mouth.
Gong Xingzhou bit the corner of her lip without any tenderness, which made Ji Lingling's eyes sore from the pain.
She reached out and pushed him, which made her very uncomfortable.
However, Gong Xingzhou didn't give her a chance to escape.
He hugged her and lay directly on the hospital bed. He pressed on her, and there was no gentleness in his big hands, setting fire everywhere on her body.
"Gong Xingzhou, stop!"
Ji Lingling rejected him from body to heart, even down to the hair on her head.
"Let go, don't touch me!"
Ji Lingling pushed him randomly. Their current relationship was not suitable for any intimacy at all.
Gong Xingzhou was not satisfied with the bite, and Ji Lingling used all her strength to resist.
This made him very unhappy.
He suddenly reached out and pinched her neck.
"Uh..." Ji Lingling's voice suddenly became mute.
He came closer to her, with a hint of evil charm in his voice. "Ji Lingling, you'd better be honest and follow my wishes. You don't want to get hurt, right?"
Gong Xingzhou's voice sounded like the whisper of a devil to her.
She had never been so afraid of him.
But now, her body couldn't help but tremble.
His big hands restrained her like iron vices, preventing her from moving.
"Gong Xingzhou, you clearly don't love me, why do you do this to me?" Ji Lingling couldn't figure it out. She couldn't figure it out no matter what.
If you hate her, why do you still touch her?
"Haha." Gong Xingzhou chuckled, "Who told you that when a man and a woman are together, there must be love?"
Ji Lingling stiffened and looked at him blankly.
His big hand stroked her smooth cheek, "Ji Lingling, I have to admit that you have the ability to seduce men."
"..."
"I was seduced by you to have a relationship with you, and now you are so resistant to me. Don't you think it's funny? It was you who wanted to be with me, why have you changed now?"
Gong Xingzhou's voice was not loud, but every word was heart-breaking.
Ji Lingling looked at him desperately. She did what she did because she loved him.
All her thoughts were attached to him.
But now that he had taken her out and whipped her corpse, he said that she had become a despicable person.
As soon as my nose became sore, tears couldn't help but roll out.
Listening to her sobs, Gong Xingzhou chuckled.
"You're crying? What do you have to cry about? With my status, even if I fall in love with you, it's your honor, isn't it?"
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His words made Ji Lingling feel ashamed.
"What did you say that day? When you dream back at midnight, you can be happy just thinking about me. Why, you don't want me to treat you like this now? Ji Lingling, why are you pretending in front of me?"
Listening to his words, Ji Lingling's heart grew colder and colder.
He regards his feelings as something that can be trampled on at will. In his eyes, he seems to have no dignity at all.
Ji Lingling looked at him stubbornly, "Gong Xingzhou, is it because I love you that you hurt me like this?"
She held her sincere heart in front of him, but he crushed it without mercy.
He put aside her heartache and didn't care.
He treats her like an object, where does the feeling and dignity come from.
As long as he is happy, he can do whatever he wants with her.
"Ji Lingling, don't mention 'love' again, you are not worthy." Gong Xingzhou said coldly.
Ji Lingling looked around confused.
"You are the one who came to City A this time, so no matter what the consequences, you have to suffer."
Ji Lingling choked up instantly.
Loving him turned out to be a mistake.
He regarded "love" as a sharp knife and plunged it into her chest without hesitation.
She was in pain, her fingertips were numb from pain.
She slowly closed her eyes, making one mistake after another.
She never had a chance to answer, and they could never go back to the past.
Gong Xingzhou is no longer the dull but affectionate man in her memory.
He became cold-blooded and cruel.
Seeing that Ji Lingling stopped talking, he bit her lips directly with anger.
Ji Lingling frowned in pain, but this time she did not make a sound.
Since being weak can't buy him heartache, then who can she show her weakness to?
At this time, Ji Lingling was like a fish dead on the shore. She had no response to Gong Xingzhou's behavior.
This also made him very unhappy.
He used strength in his hands.
Ji Lingling felt her breathing was stagnant.
He said coldly, "Stop pretending to be dead in front of me!"
Ji Lingling smiled bitterly, she was wrong to resist, and she was wrong to obey.
