With Lu Xiyu holding her, she didn't have to be careful and count every step because of pain.
Looking back on this night, what came to her mind was not loneliness and helplessness, but Lu Xiyu's embrace.
This is what Lu Xiyu means the most to her - his kindness can cover up many of her bad memories.
This has always been the case.
After entering the bathroom, Lu Xiyu put Huang Fuya down and said, "I'll wait for you at the door."
The sound insulation here is very poor!
Huang Fuya still had a lot to carry, "You go back and lie down, I'll go back by myself when I'm ready."
"The doctor said you should move less."
Lu Xiyu had no intention of discussing with Huang Fuya, so he walked out and closed the door thoughtfully.
Huang Fuya swore that this was the most uncomfortable time she had ever been in the bathroom.
Finally, she opened the door and saw Lu Xiyu standing at the door.
Even if he was forced to get up in the middle of the night, he still maintained his dignified and elegant appearance.
The environment in front of him and what he was doing were incompatible with his temperament.
However, he picked up Huang Fuya again very naturally.
Huang Fuya subconsciously wrapped her arms around his neck. She realized that this was too close and wanted to take her hand back.
Lu Xiyu said quietly, "You were not so reserved when you first met me."
"The mentality is different!"
"When we first met, you were like a younger brother to me. I had nothing to be cautious about. Now..."
Huang Fuya realized that she had said the wrong thing and her voice stopped abruptly.
Fortunately, the light in the ward was very dim, otherwise there would have been nowhere to hide the panic in her eyes.
After the breakup, she showed that she didn't care about Lu Xiyu so much. It stands to reason that she should have adjusted her mentality long ago.
The fact that she is so uptight and reserved now only shows that she still has feelings for Lu Xiyu.
Lu Xiyu saw through it without saying anything, and gently put Huang Fuya on the hospital bed.
But he didn't take his hand back, and his eyes looked deeply at Huang Fuya...
There was clearly something surging in his eyes.
Huang Fuya pushed his hand and said, "I'm going to sleep."
Lu Xiyu's voice was low and deep, "I want to sleep too."
"Go to sleep, I won't stop you." Huang Fuya glanced at the bed and said, "Good night."
"I'll sleep with you." Lu Xiyu kicked aside the nursing bed with a light kick.
Huang Fuya decisively refused, "No, I just finished the operation!"
Lu Xiyu said calmly, "When I say 'sleep', I mean very simple sleep."
"I don't mean anything else!" Huang Fuya insisted, "I'm just afraid that you will touch my wound."
Lu Xiyu lay directly on the hospital bed, "You don't know what my sleeping habits are like?"
If he just sleeps, his habits are very good, and he is more gentle than Huang Fuya.
Therefore, when he is not simply sleeping, the wildness he displays often makes Huang Fuya wonder whether being gentle is his mask, or whether being wild is his hidden nature.
Just as Huang Fuya was thinking about it, Lu Xiyu reached out his hand and gently hugged her.
For the first time, she was so angry that she couldn't curse. Instead, she wanted to cry, "Lu Xiyu!"
Lu Xiyu gently covered her mouth, "Okay, sleep."
Huang Fuya wanted to pry his hand away, but his hand seemed to be on her mouth.
She felt aggrieved inexplicably, and tears streamed down her eyes.
Lu Xiyu's fingers and palms were wet with tears.
He was startled for a moment, and he probably guessed that Huang Fuya was sleeping
Have to be aggrieved.
In her opinion, more than half a year after they broke up, he did nothing but wait for her downstairs in the hotel all night.
Her relative passed away, and he didn't even have a word of comfort.
We met by chance on the riverside the day before yesterday, and he even deliberately stabbed her with words.
Now, he forced his way onto her bed...
She will definitely feel that he doesn't care about her feelings at all and does whatever he wants.
Lu Xiyu took back his hand and suddenly kissed Huang Fuya's lips.
Huang Fuya was so surprised that all her attention was focused on Lu Xiyu's kiss...
She had kissed Lu Xiyu many times, but this was the first time he kissed her so tenderly.
He just wanted to comfort her and let her feel that he had no intention of harming her.
His kiss contained no trace of the desire of an adult man or woman.
Huang Fuya's tears were stopped by this kiss.
The tears that slid down her face were also digested by this kiss.
Huang Fuya did not respond or resist Lu Xiyu's kiss.
Finally, Lu Xiyu gently held her chin, returned to her lips, and kissed her infinitely tenderly...
He didn't stop until Huang Fuya's emotions calmed down, but he didn't let go of her.
For a long time, he said in Huang Fuya's ear, "I came back three months ago."
Even the darkness could not conceal Huang Fuya's astonishment...
Three months ago...when her mother left, did Lu Xiyu come back?
There is no news about him, but has he come back?
But, she didn't see him...
After a long while, Huang Fuya found her voice, "You...are you really back? Then why...didn't you see me?" She didn't think Lu Xiyu was someone who would act like a silent companion.
Something must have happened!
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Lu Xiyu told Huang Fuya truthfully that he went directly to the funeral home after getting off the plane and heard what she said to his father.
Of course Huang Fuya remembers those words.
Because when she said that she had no regrets and was even glad that they broke up, she was the one who felt the most pain.
Even though her mother never loved her, she was still sad when she turned to ashes.
She realized that human life is limited.
Perhaps, everyone should figure out how they want to spend this life earlier.
The answer that came to her mind at that time was - she wanted to spend her whole life with Lu Xiyu.
But they...can't have a lifetime.
When she lost a loved one, she couldn't even expect Lu Xiyu to be by her side.
When her father asked about Lu Xiyu, she always said that she had no regrets.
Because there is no use regretting, they can't look back.
Every word she said was like a knife cutting into her heart.
If at that time, she knew that Lu Xiyu was behind her...
She would definitely not be able to bear the impact and would definitely throw herself into Lu Xiyu's arms.
She might even tell him the reason for the breakup at that time.
However, he put down his pride and came back, but he did not completely put down his pride and walked towards her.
Finally, he returned to the country and she went to the remote tourist town in City Y.
He put her down calmly, and she was reborn alone from the blow of fate.
Now that everything has passed, Huang Fuya just wants to let go of him completely.
She couldn't let herself go and fall into his arms again.
She retracted her surprise and emotion, gently pushed Lu Xiyu, and said
"What I said at that time was true. Lu Xiyu, until now, I have never regretted breaking up with you. So you... don't have to do this."
