After Tan Xuan asked, he regretted it. Although he was used to bickering with Xiao Di on a daily basis, it was very inappropriate for him to talk like this when someone came to offer warmth.
Tan Xuan shook his head and added with a wry smile: "Okay, you don't have to tell me such lies to comfort me. I'm not that fragile. I'll just be dumped if I'm dumped. In life, you always have to experience something.
It will grow up.”
Xiao Di looked at Tan Xuan with a cold face for a while and asked: "Which eye did you see that I was lying to comfort you? Do you not believe that I have been in love, or do you not believe that I have been dumped? I
As for making up stories about myself to comfort you, is it honorable to be dumped?"
"Haha..." Tan Xuan smiled awkwardly and explained: "I just think you are good-looking and have a good family background. You dumped someone else when you broke up. It is impossible for others to dump you, unless the man is blind."
Xiao Di snorted and said: "You are really wrong. I was really the one who was dumped. The guy who dumped me was not blind, just crazy. Do you want to hear my story? Maybe after hearing my experience,
You will realize that it is no longer your problem."
Tan Xuan saw that Xiao Di's words were relaxed, but his expression was still painful. Tan Xuan felt a little guilty in his heart. After all, he was injured, so why bother to expose other people's scars.
Tan Xuan shook his head, "I don't want to hear it."
Xiao Di was stunned for a moment and asked in confusion: "Are you not interested in my affairs at all?"
"There's nothing glorious about this kind of thing. If there's anything interesting about it, I won't mention it if you can. You'd better tell me how you got out of it."
Xiao Di was somewhat surprised by Tan Xuan's words. After glancing at Tan Xuan, he sneered: "Why, you don't want to stay like this?"
Tan Xuan chuckled bitterly, "I'm not crazy, and of course I don't want to stay like this. It's just that I have experienced it, and now my heart is hollowed out, completely empty, and I can't let myself get out of this emotion for a while."
Xiao Di looked at Tan Xuan in surprise and nodded, "It's okay, you are much stronger than I thought. I thought you had to hit the south wall and break your head and bleed before you turn around. You want to know
How did I recover in the first place? It's actually very simple. Once you're drunk, you can relieve a thousand worries. Once you're drunk, you've vented your emotions, and you've been sad. When you wake up again, it will be over. At that time, you will find that you will be happy even if you are worried for a day.
One day, since you are alive, why not live well."
"You've been drunk for a long time to escape reality?" Tan Xuan was speechless. Just now, he thought Xiao Di, a fierce man, could have any great ideas, but it turned out to be so unreliable. There are many frustrated people in the world who rely on drinking to numb themselves.
A few of his own problems have actually been solved, but he doesn't believe this is a good solution.
"What's the matter? You don't believe my method?" Xiao Di asked unhappily.
Tan Xuan nodded and replied politely: "I don't believe in this method from the bottom of my heart. Unless you drink it to death, it will still be painful when you wake up. It just postpones the current pain a little bit."
"
"Have you ever been drunk? Do you know what it feels like to be drunk?" Xiao Di leaned forward and asked, staring into Tan Xuan's eyes.
Tan Xuan nodded, then shook his head, "I've been drunk before. I've only had one drink in my life, but I don't know what happens when I'm drunk, let alone feel anything."
Xiao Di curled his lips disdainfully, "Hey! That's it. How do you, a non-drinker, know that getting drunk can't solve the problem? I'm a person who has been there and have a say in this aspect, okay?"
Tan Xuan lowered his head and said nothing. He really had no say in this aspect, and he couldn't find a reason to refute it.
"Okay, that's it. Anyway, there is no other way. Just do as I say." After saying that, Xiao Di stood up and waved his hand towards Tan Xuan, "Look at you, you are so sloppy.
Come on, hurry up and wash up. I'll make some dishes and have a drink with you later. Once you've finished drinking, the knot in your heart will be gone. You don't have to go out. It's just at your house. You're drunk.
No one will laugh at you if you act like a drunkard."
"What! How many dishes can you prepare?"
Tan Xuan was moved by what Xiao Di said. Anyway, there is no other way now. If you can use alcohol to anesthetize yourself, just anesthetize yourself. Anyway, you won't think about it when you are drunk, otherwise the figure of Jiang Yingyue will always flash in your mind.
. But after hearing Xiao Di say that she wanted to prepare some dishes, Tan Xuan immediately frowned deeply and asked tentatively: "Xiao Di, are you sure you are here to help me relieve my worries, and you don't want to send me away directly?
Bar?"
Xiao Di gave Tan Xuan a fierce look, "What are you talking about?"
"Sister, don't I know if you can cook? You can't even boil an egg. I'm afraid I'll be completely ruined if I eat your cooking. I'm still young. Although I feel uncomfortable now, I haven't yet.
When it comes to a matter of life and death, can we not just take it one step at a time?"
"you……"
Xiao Di was almost mad at Tan Xuan's words, but she did not refute. After all, although what Tan Xuan said was unpleasant, it was true. If the boiled eggs were not cooked well, it was because there was too much water and the fire was too low.
, it didn’t boil for a long time. In fact, she cooked instant noodles by herself later, but the fire was turned up high, the water was not added enough, the noodles were burnt, and she even threw the pot away.
"Who said I cook my own food? If you want to eat the food I cook, you are not qualified. I will buy some wine and order some takeout. I have to drink it for you today."
Xiao Di walked out angrily, and when he reached the door, he did not forget to scold Tan Xuan.
"You should take advantage of this time to take a bath and tidy up your hair and beard. You are smelly and unshaven. You are playing in the wild style. It makes you sick to your stomach."
Xiao Di went out, taking Tan Xuan's door key and car key. Tan Xuan was left smiling bitterly in the living room. Who said he didn't have any friends? At least Xiao Di and Qian Bo still cared about him.
When he walked into the bathroom and looked at himself in the mirror, Tan Xuan almost didn't recognize that it was him. He was really embarrassed, his eyes were red and his face was wrong. He couldn't remember the last time he was so embarrassed. It was when he encountered
When he arrived at the Canglang Ghost King, or when he met the Kunshan Old Demon? Tan Xuan can no longer remember clearly.
Filling the bathtub with water, Tan Xuan buried himself completely in the water. Feeling the hot water soaking into every inch of his body, Tan Xuan opened his mouth and roared heartbreakingly in the water.
"Ah...Gululu..."
When he couldn't breathe at all, Tan Xuan raised his head. His face was covered with water drops, and he couldn't tell whether it was bath water or tears. After taking two deep breaths, he buried his head in the water again, and so on, until he was exhausted from the torment.
Gained strength.
Xiao Di went out for a long time before coming back. In addition to bringing back many hot and cold snacks, she also brought back two bottles of white wine. When she came back, Tan Xuan had already returned to his former handsomeness, but there was still a wave between his eyebrows.
The sadness that could not be erased only added to the attractive charm. Xiao Di, who had returned home with a full load, was fascinated for a while before he put the things on the coffee table in the living room.
"Let's drink in the living room. If you drink too much, you can just lie down on the sofa and sleep, so no one will suffer."
"Okay." Tan Xuan agreed with a wry smile. He didn't expect Xiao Di to have such a considerate side, but judging from his attitude, it was obvious that he wanted to make himself completely drunk. However, now Tan Xuan does not refuse anyone who comes.
Just want to get drunk.
Tan Xuan helped Xiao Di place the large and small lunch boxes on the coffee table. He hadn't eaten for a long time, and when he smelled the tempting fragrance, Tan Xuan couldn't help but licked his lips, grabbed something with his hands and stuffed it into his mouth.
Then he wolfed it down. His stomach had not received a guest for two days, and he immediately let out a cry of excitement. Only then did Tan Xuan realize that it was not that he was not hungry, but that he had just forgotten that he would be hungry.
"Sit down." Xiao Di pointed to the seat next to him and said to Tan Xuan, not polite at all, as if this was her home and she was hosting a banquet to entertain Tan Xuan.
When Tan Xuan sat down next to her, Xiao Di took out two newly bought wine glasses, opened the bottle and filled them up. He took one cup in his hand and handed the other to Tan Xuan.
Tan Xuan looked at the wine glass in front of him. Although he was full of rejection, he still took it.
Xiao Di and Tan Xuan clinked their wine glasses and said, "Come on, let's drink, don't be too nagging."
After saying that, Xiao Di raised his neck and drank a glass of more than two taels of white wine.
Tan Xuan was dumbfounded, "No, you just start drinking so much food without eating anything? And you finish it in one bite?"
"Nonsense, if you don't drink it, you'll have to wait for the alcohol to evaporate. Drink it quickly."
"But I don't know how to drink."
"Nonsense, no one is born with the ability to drink. If you don't know how to drink, you will be able to drink it."
Seeing that Tan Xuan was still coy, Xiao Di directly drank the drink in Tan Xuan's hand. She didn't have much experience in persuading people to drink, but she was very motivated to do it.
"Ah...cough..."
Tan Xuan didn't expect that the wine he wanted to get drunk was forced to drink by Xiao Di, and his mouth that was already resisting even more resisted. As a result, most of the glass of white wine was "drunk" by Tan Xuan's clothes, but the amount of wine he drank was still the same.
Tan Xuan choked and couldn't help but cough.
"Oh! You ruined this wine..."
Xiao Di wiped the wine in his hand on Tan Xuan's clothes, then held Tan Xuan with one hand, refilled the wine with the other, and handed the wine glass to Tan Xuan.
"That doesn't count just now. You have to drink a full cup. Today we just want to get drunk. Come on, drink this cup too."
Tan Xuan choked on the wine just now and shed tears. Looking at the wine in front of him, he was resisting from the bottom of his heart. Tan Xuan blushed and looked at Xiao Di, "Are you still drinking?"
"Nonsense, how can you get drunk if you don't drink? Drink quickly."
"But... I haven't... eaten yet..." Tan Xuan's tongue suddenly became a little stiff, and his originally red eyes were now as if they were stained with blood. The red was extremely bright, and the black pupils slowly
Shrinking, the blackness becomes deeper, and under the reflection of the living room light, there is a hint of weirdness.
Xiao Di didn't have a chance to see Tan Xuan's subtle changes, and continued to persuade him to drink: "There is a table of food, and no one is trying to compete with you. You drink this glass of wine, and I will feed it to you. You always say you can't drink, and I will give it to you today."
Let's see if you can drink."
"thump!"
Before Xiao Di finished speaking, Tan Xuan, who was pulled by her, fell directly to the ground, making Xiao Di unable to react.
"What, what's going on?"
Xiao Di was startled, squatted down and pushed Tan Xuan, shouting: "Tan Xuan, what's wrong with you?"
Tan Xuan did not respond.
Xiao Di stretched out his hand to test Tan Xuan's breathing. Tan Xuan's breathing was very heavy, and the breath he exhaled was very hot. His face was rosy, and there was no sign of pain, especially when Xiao Di touched his lips and clapped his mouth.
.
"Are you drunk now? If I had known this, why would I buy so many things? If I buy a bottle of Erguotou for two liang, I will have more than enough. Forget it, just lie down on the ground for a while."
Xiao Di leaned back very speechlessly, sat on the sofa, and drank the wine poured for Tan Xuan.
After two glasses of wine, a drunken flush appeared on Xiao Di's face. It was probably because he felt uncomfortable drinking while sitting on the sofa. Xiao Di also slid down and sat directly on the carpet under the coffee table, feeling
Her body felt a little hot, so she took off her coat and threw it on the sofa.
He put Tan Xuan's head on his lap and stroked Tan Xuan's cheek. His face was hot. Xiao Di laughed and said, "I thought you were just lying when you said you don't drink. I didn't expect you really can't."
Drink. Look at you, drinking is all over your body."
Xiao Di wiped the wine on Tan Xuan's clothes with his hand, and accidentally touched the sandalwood bead that Tan Xuan wore around his neck. At this time, the bead became cold to the touch, and it was so cold that it froze his hands.
"Every time I want to wear it a little longer, you refuse to let me wear it, but now you are asking for it back."
With that said, Xiao Di took off the beads from Tan Xuan's neck and put them on his chest with a proud look on his face.
"Tan Xuan, aren't you very powerful? If you have the ability, you can get up and drink with me."
Tan Xuan did not get up to drink, but Xiao Di took a sip on his own.
"Aren't you very smart? Why do you have to get used to Jiang Yingyue? I told you that you are not suitable, but you don't listen. You are a big fool, Tan Xuan. You deserve it..."
As if it was too troublesome to pour the wine, Xiao Di directly picked up the bottle, said a few words to Tan Xuan and took a sip of wine. She didn't need food to drink, just scolding Tan Xuan was enough to drink.
Drinking to drown one's sorrows, who doesn't have anything to worry about in their heart?