Zhang Ziyang thought to himself: Cai Lian always said that no man is good, except for Lu Ming. Now it seems that Lu Ming is also in danger, and he is about to slip into the edge of not being a good man. Oh wow, the whole thing collapsed.
Lu Ming knew that Zhang Ziyang was peeking at them in the car and didn't care at all. He took Yan Xiaohui's gloved hand into the apartment and came to his room.
"What are you doing with your good brother again?" Yan Xiaohui pinched Lu Ming's arm and asked.
"Send some goods to Mingzhu, I just came back." Lu Ming said with a smile.
He didn't talk about the radio station, otherwise he would have to spend a lot of time explaining it.
"It's so cold outside today. Look, I'm freezing. Warm my hands." Yan Xiaohui took off his thick coat, then helped Lu Ming take off his coat, and put his hands into Lu Ming's clothes to warm them up.
, people also nestled in Lu Ming's arms.
Yan Xiaohui's coat was very thick, but underneath he was only wearing a thin cheongsam, revealing the exquisite curves of his body.
Lu Ming hissed and exhaled, Yan Xiaohui's hand was indeed cold, and it was only pressed against his waist through a layer of shirt.
"Can you give me a hug? Please, I miss you so much and came here to see you." Yan Xiaohui looked into his eyes pitifully and said.
Lu Ming was afraid that she would freeze, and his heart softened, so he put his arms around her and sat by the fireplace.
"Well, this is right. Kiss me, please?" Yan Xiaohui said.
"Xiao Hui, this won't work. If something goes wrong, I can't harm you." Lu Ming stood up.
"Why not? Isn't it nice for us to be like this? We are just getting closer, and we haven't gone to bed." Yan Xiaohui said with a smile.
"Xiao Hui, we are all adults, don't you understand that those who play with fire will burn themselves?" Lu Ming reminded.
Lu Ming didn't object to just playing ambiguous and getting close to each other, but he knew, and Yan Xiaohui also knew that sooner or later the two of them would be unable to hold on to each other and would cross this boundary. This was inevitable.
Of course, this is the result Yan Xiaohui wants, but the consequences are disastrous.
"Just burn it, I'm not afraid. You didn't even listen to what I said to you on the phone last time, did you?" Yan Xiaohui said.
"I heard it, but I think it won't work and I can't take that path." Lu Ming insisted.
"If it doesn't work, it means you don't like me or love me. If you like me and love me, it will definitely work." Yan Xiaohui also stood up and leaned his face on Lu Ming's chest.
Just when Lu Ming was about to say something, Yan Xiaohui suddenly burst into laughter.
"Why are you laughing?" Lu Ming felt confused.
"I laughed because I used to read ancient books that said Liu Xiahui was calm when sitting in her arms. I thought it was a lie. But now I really found out that a delicate beauty like me is sitting in your arms, and your heart
The beating frequency has not changed at all." Yan Xiaohui touched Lu Ming's chest and said with a smile.
Lu Ming also laughed, and then he realized that Yan Xiaohui was actually listening to whether the frequency of his heart beat changed by pressing her face against his chest.
"I don't dare to boast about Liu Xiahui. I don't have the determination, and it's not that I'm not unmoved, but...that would harm you. Why don't you understand?"
"But what, if you are a man, you don't want this but that, but a real man dares to do what he wants." Yan Xiaohui raised his head and faced Lu Ming, his face even flushed. He didn't know whether it was heated by the fire in the fireplace or because of it.
Shy.
Lu Ming didn't know what to do, he rubbed his hands together, speechless, anxious and embarrassed.
Lu Ming went to the United States to study for several years, and returned to Shanghai for more than half a year, but he still maintained his virginity. Many people found it incredible, and even wondered if there was something wrong with him, something abnormal.
Some people think that he is secretly practicing a kind of boy's skill. This kind of boy's skill cannot be broken until it is practiced.
In fact, it is not the case. Lu Ming has not practiced any martial arts, and has never even practiced Tai Chi. It seems that he does not deliberately want to maintain his virginity, but he just has not taken this step.
Lu Ming couldn't say what he was holding on to. He didn't know what it was, but he tried his best to hold on to it. When Du Juan first redeemed himself, Mingzhu stayed with him for a few days, and the two of them lived in the same room without any breakthrough.
That step, of course, has something to do with Mingzhu being more conservative.
If he is sticking to his virginity, it is mainly for spiritual protection.
Sometimes he also wonders if he is suffering from some kind of phobia, just like many people in Europe and the United States who have phobia of marriage. Such people often run away the day before a wedding or engagement.
He and Mingzhu actually both have a slight phobia of marriage. Last time, their family deceived them into going back to hold a wedding for them. As a result, the two of them ran away at the same time. This is also a manifestation of phobia of marriage.
But their phobia of marriage is not serious. Their fear of wedding is simply that they don’t want to get married so early, they don’t want to bear the burden of family and children so early, and they want to live happily single in Shanghai for a few more years.
Is there such a thing as virginity phobia? Anyway, he has never heard of it, and he doesn't know if he really has this psychological problem. Ordinarily, he shouldn't.
The last time he was in the hospital, facing the threat of death and almost inexplicably merging with Yan Xiaohui, he really felt fear, but it didn't seem to be particularly serious. If Yuan Mingzhu had come ten minutes later, maybe the nature would have changed.
But as long as he is not in a desperate situation with no way out, he will try his best to avoid such things happening. Perhaps it is this kind of depression that allows him to remain calm in the arms of beautiful women like Liu Xiahui.
"What are you thinking about, ignoring others?" Yan Xiaohui asked coquettishly.
Lu Ming smiled, and then said what he thought. After all, Yan Xiaohui studied medicine and might be able to help him find the answer.
"Oh, that's right." Yan Xiaohui smiled. After thinking for a while, she couldn't think of a reason.
"I don't think I really have any problem, that would be too bad." Lu Ming laughed at himself.
"You have to find a psychologist to diagnose it for you. I'm not a psychology major." Yan Xiaohui said with a smile.
"Why are you looking for a psychiatrist? You're asking for a disease even if you're not sick." Lu Ming didn't believe this.
"You don't need to find a psychiatrist. I can cure this disease. I suddenly remembered." Yan Xiaohui said slyly.
"What did you remember?" Lu Ming didn't believe it.
"How smart I am. As long as you dare to hug me now, you will be cured of this disease immediately." Yan Xiaohui said proudly.
"Hahaha, I'm not that stupid," Lu Ming smiled bitterly.
Yan Xiaohui knew that he would not give in, so she stared at him with her bright eyes wide and mischievously.
"People's fear of anything comes from the unknown, not knowing what it will bring to themselves. The instinct is self-protection. Mr. Roosevelt of the United States once said that all people's fears are just fear itself, and there is nothing else but fear.
That's the general idea." Yan Xiaohui said very seriously.
Lu Ming smiled. No matter what Yan Xiaohui said, he would never be fooled by her. Once he did such a thing, he would never be able to look back.
"Really, I won't lie to you. If you break whatever you fear, you will find that it's very simple. It's just that. It turns out it's nothing." Yan Xiaohui continued to encourage.