If a party or a group takes the party constitution and party platform as its main purpose, then the leader is the soul of the party and the group and the image of the party and the group.
In the past, when Liu Qiwen looked at the portrait on the wall, she couldn't help but have a feeling of admiration. Moreover, the education she received was that the leader is almighty. Any words and deeds of the leader are the highest standards of the organization, and any order given by the leader is the highest standard of the organization.
Absolutely correct.
To doubt the leader or even to resist the leader is to commit suicide.
But today she finally experienced the absurdity and shamelessness of this supreme leader.
He actually ordered himself to become Lu Ming's lover at all costs, and to monitor all his actions as his pillow.
No wonder Weng Bailing dared to order himself so shamelessly in the past. It turned out that the leader was behind all this.
What is loyalty?
Am I really a disloyal person?
Is loyalty to the leader the same as loyalty to the revolution?
Can loyalty to a leader be unconstrained by any moral code?
There were many questions in Liu Qiwen's mind, and she didn't know the answers to these questions, but in her heart, she had a firm belief that she could never betray Lu Ming.
Is it because of love?
Not entirely.
On the way back to Shanghai from Nanjing last time, she had sworn to Lu Ming that she would never betray him. At that time, it was only Weng Bailing who put pressure on her, but now the pressure comes from the supreme leader.
Can she really withstand it?
She covered her face and cried silently, not because she was sad, but because her revolutionary belief collapsed.
Scenes from when she was studying in Huangpu kept popping up in her mind. Her lofty revolutionary ideals, lofty life ambitions, all these powerful spiritual powers were suddenly drained away.
She suddenly realized how ridiculous the ideas she had been fighting for all these years were, and how ignorant and stupid she was.
She reached for her waist and wanted to take out a gun and commit suicide.
It would be quite honorable to commit suicide downstairs of the Military Commission.
But she came up empty handed. She did not bring a gun. Before setting off from Shanghai, the military police had clearly requested that neither she nor Lu Ming were allowed to bring guns.
How about committing suicide by hitting a wall? Although it hurts, doesn't it only hurt for a while? If not, just be more violent.
She looked at the solid wall behind and thought it was OK, but she immediately thought of Lu Ming.
No, even if I die, I have to see Lu Ming one last time and tell him the whole thing.
Liu Qiwen struggled to stand up by holding on to the wall, only to realize that many people were already surrounding her.
"Comrade, what's wrong with you? Is it okay?" A woman who looked like a secretary came over and asked.
"I'm fine, I just suddenly felt dizzy."
Only then did Liu Qiwen realize that she had entered an unknown state just now and had lost response to the things around her.
"Could it be that the blood pressure is too high?" an officer asked.
"No, you won't have high blood pressure at such a young age. Maybe it's hypoglycemia." Someone said and took out a piece of fruit candy from his bag and handed it to Liu Qiwen.
"It's just that she may be under too much pressure from work and tired. Look at her face, there's no color at all."
"Comrade, do you have any hereditary diseases in your family?" the female secretary asked.
If blood pressure is unstable at such a young age, it must be inherited in the family. This is common sense.
"No, I'm really fine, thank you." Liu Qiwen stood up and left.
"Don't leave in a hurry. I'll take you to the infirmary for a checkup. The infirmary is in the building." The female secretary came up to help her.
"No, eldest sister, thank you very much."
Liu Qiwen squeezed through the crowd and walked away quickly. The people behind her saw that she didn't look sick when she walked, so they dispersed.
As soon as she reached the gate, He Zhonghan blocked her way.
"If you have anything to say, let's talk about it in the car." He Zhonghan walked up to him and said with a gloomy face.
He had just been scolded by the leader and felt that he had been wronged. He felt unreasonable about what Liu Qiwen had caused.
He has been following the leader for many years, and because he is careful in handling things and does everything the leader tells him well, he has never been scolded, but today he was scolded for no reason.
"Look at how dignified the soldiers you brought out are, and how the Fuxing Society has been managed by you. A little secretary dares to contradict the supreme leader and disobey orders. Who gave her the courage? Is it you?
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Then there was another crackling of reproaches and reprimands.
He Zhonghan was in a daze and had no idea what had just happened. Finally, he pieced together a rough idea from the leader's words and finally understood what task the leader wanted to give Liu Qiwen.
He Zhonghan felt that the leader's order was not very clever. Let alone Liu Qiwen's disobedience, even if she agreed, with Lu Ming's superb treatment of women, these women would not betray Lu Ming in the end, but the leader.
Using a beauty trap against Lu Ming? Let's forget it, it's definitely like a meat bun beating a dog and there will be no return.
However, he did not dare to raise objections in front of the leader, but in his heart, he couldn't help but admire Liu Qiwen.
In all the years he has been working as an aide to Mr. Chiang Kai-shek, he has never seen anyone who dared to refuse the leader's orders face to face.
Liu Qiwen can be said to be the number one. Even Mr. Wenbai has to obey the leader's orders in person. How to deal with and resolve the situation behind the scenes is another matter.
Are Liu Qiwen's words and deeds just like the saying that newborn calves are not afraid of tigers? It doesn't seem right either.
He couldn't figure out whether Liu Qiwen was brave or stupid. If you don't want to spy on Lu Ming, you can keep it in mind. If you refuse the leader's order in person, you will be in trouble with yourself. No one can save you.
Is it so difficult to do both good and bad things?
Just obey the order first, and then randomly get some innocuous information and hand it to the leader. Why should you resort to this kind of death-seeking behavior?
He was also lucky for Liu Qiwen. If the person under surveillance was not Lu Ming, or someone had seen this scene, she would have been sent to the military court by now.
Liu Qiwen thought He Zhonghan was going to arrest her, so she did not resist and got into the back seat of the car obediently.
There is no greater sorrow than a dead heart. Her heart is dead now. Let them do whatever they want. There is nothing more complicated than death in this world.
Once it's over, it's over, and it's dead.
He Zhonghan got into the car and told the driver to go back to the headquarters.
Along the way, He Zhonghan looked back at Liu Qiwen several times, only to see her eyes closed and her brows furrowed, as if she was fighting against herself.
The two of them were speechless all the way.
After returning to the headquarters, He Zhonghan took Liu Qiwen back to his office.
Liu Qiwen just followed him blankly, her mind empty, like a puppet.
He Zhonghan looked at her, shook his head and sighed with a wry smile: "Should I say you are stupid or should I say you are stubborn? Maybe both, but you are stubborn in the wrong place."
"Sir He, if the leader asks Secretary Liu to monitor you day and night, would you accept it?" Liu Qiwen asked with her eyes wide.
"Yes, then let her monitor. I can also cooperate with her surveillance, so what? The pure will become pure, and the dirty will become dirty." He Zhonghan showed unusual generosity.
What he said was true. As the leader's most senior staff member and the leader's loyal confidant, he had also been through various tests, not to mention being monitored.
He even felt that it was an honor to be ordered to be monitored by the leader, which meant that he was about to be reused. There were so many people in the party and the military, how many of them could come into the leader's eyes? How many of them were worthy of the leader personally ordering surveillance actions?
people?
This is an organizational inspection of you, which means you are going to be prosperous.
If a leader wants to reuse a person, he must first find out whether the person is trustworthy, loyal, and capable of taking on important responsibilities.
This is also a test. Although it seems difficult to accept, it is not necessarily a bad thing unless you really cannot withstand the organizational test.
He Zhonghan patiently explained this truth to Liu Qiwen. This was also the task assigned to him by the leader, to persuade Liu Qiwen to accept the order.
He Zhonghan was really unwilling to do this job. Unfortunately, he had no choice but to personally do Liu Qiwen's ideological work and convince her to carry out the task of monitoring Lu Ming.
"Sir He, if this is the trend in our party, where every subordinate monitors his superiors and snitching is an honor and even a channel for promotion, then does our party still have a future?" Since Liu Qiwen is willing to risk everything,
, so I didn’t dare to say anything.
She is a weak woman, but when she becomes strong, she will not change into a strong man.
The strongest part of a person is not her body, but her spirit.