Mingzhu walked into the clinic and came back with tears in her eyes. She said almost desperately: "I can't forgive myself, and I can't forgive you. Whenever I see or think of Sister Xin'er, I hate myself."
I hate you too, I’m really sorry.”
After she finished speaking, she covered her face and ran away.
Lu Ming's eyesight went dark, and the stars danced wildly. He was a little dizzy, and he quickly held on to the big tree. His heart couldn't help but sting, and Mingzhu's words were like a knife piercing his heart.
Lu Ming slowly squatted down, and there was still darkness in front of him.
After an unknown amount of time, he heard someone speaking to him: "Mr. Lu, what's wrong with you? Is it okay?"
Lu Ming felt better now and stood up reluctantly. In front of him stood the beautiful nurse from the clinic.
"Uh, I'm fine, maybe I'm a little tired." Lu Ming smiled awkwardly.
"I'm sorry about Miss Ning, but she will get better," the nurse said.
"Thank you for your concern," Lu Ming bowed and said politely.
"I think you don't look right. Do you want me to get you some drinks?" the nurse asked with concern.
"No need, I'm much better already." Lu Ming hit his lower back with his fist and said.
The nurse looked at him with some confusion, as if she didn't understand why he was acting like this suddenly, but when she saw that he had recovered, she left.
As soon as the nurse left, Ning Zetao came over and said angrily to Lu Ming: "How could Mingzhu do this? She is too willful. Does the engagement say she can just push it off? Brother, don't worry, I will make her change her mind."
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Lu Ming quickly said: "No, she doesn't want to get married just yet, so just give her some time."
"What time does she need? No need at all! I know you and Mingzhu are blaming themselves. What happened to Xin'er is indeed unfortunate, but so what? What does this matter have to do with you? The only one who needs to blame yourself is me.
I failed to protect my sister." Ning Zetao shouted excitedly.
"Brother, the doctor told me that Mingzhu already has a mild anxiety disorder, so don't put pressure on her. She can do whatever she wants and wait until she gets better." Lu Ming said this with some difficulty.
"Ah, what? She..." Ning Zetao was stunned.
"Yes, Dr. Stephen said that she also needs treatment." Lu Ming said anxiously.
"How could this happen?" Ning Zetao looked up to the sky and roared.
It was still in this clinic that Ning Zetao learned that mental illness also includes anxiety disorder and phobia. In the traditional understanding of the Chinese people, there is only one kind of mental illness, and that is lunatic.
Chinese people have no effective treatment for the disease "madman". Although traditional Chinese medicine has many prescriptions, most of them are sedative and hypnotic, but the effect is not ideal.
Western medicine also doesn’t have a good solution now. It basically relies on sedatives and sleeping pills to allow patients to self-regulate through sleep and gradually repair their inner wounds.
However, Dr. Stephen used new European therapies, mainly psychotherapy, combined with some of the latest drugs developed in the United States to relieve anxiety and phobias.
These two diseases are actually one. Anxiety disorders are caused by fear, and phobias become more and more serious because of excessive anxiety.
Generally speaking, as long as it is this kind of mental illness, it is a mixture of the two diseases.
Ning Zetao also slowly squatted down. He really didn't expect that Mingzhu would also have anxiety attacks. He felt like the sky above his head was about to collapse.
His two younger sisters, whom he had watched grow up since childhood, are now encountering problems.
At this moment, Ning Zetao's mind showed the image of Xin'er and Mingzhu running behind him since they were little.
"Believe in doctors and science. Mingzhu's symptoms are very mild and will be cured soon. Miss Xin'er will take a longer time, but she will definitely be cured." Lu Ming turned to comfort Ning Zetao again.
Ning Zetao was originally thinking about revenge, but when he saw his sister's appearance, his mood was completely confused and he couldn't think of anything else for the moment. The matter of revenge could only be postponed for a while, but he would not forget it.
Lu Ming drove back to Fuxingshe. Along the way, he still felt mildly dizzy and his vision was a little blurry, but he still drove back.
Back in the office, Lu Ming immediately called An Gonggen.
After a few words of greeting, Lu Ming said directly: "Can you help me locate the whereabouts of Ozawa Seigoro, Yu Ying'er and Kojima Noo?"
"There is no need to locate this. They have been hiding in the Mantetsu Building." An Gonggen said.
"Of course I know they are hiding in the Mantie Building. Do they eat, drink, and have sex in the Mantie Building? Don't they come out for activities?" Lu Ming suddenly became angry.
"They really rarely go out to the concession recently. We observed it a while ago." An Gonggen looked at Lu Ming and said cautiously.
"Then find out how they move in the Japanese Concession. As long as you insist on staying outside, you will catch them sooner or later." Lu Ming said loudly.
"Master Lu, you don't want to take action in the Japanese Concession, do you?" An Gonggen said in surprise.
"Isn't it possible? They can kidnap Chinese people on the ground in China at will, why can't we kill them in the Japanese Concession?" Lu Ming asked with eyes wide open.
"Master Lu, this is too dangerous. If you want to take action, I will find two dead men and give their family more money afterwards." An Gonggen said.
Lu Ming also knew that it was not impossible to do this kind of thing in the Japanese Concession, but it was basically impossible to withdraw after it was done, which meant that it was a suicidal action.
"No, I will do it myself this time." Lu Ming said stubbornly.
"Master Lu, this is absolutely not possible. It's really too dangerous. I can find someone to do it." An Gonggen panicked.
"No, I want the lives of Seigoro Ozawa, Yu Ying'er, and Noo Kojima, and I must kill them with my own hands." Lu Ming said without any hesitation.
"Okay, let me first find out the travel patterns of these three people in the Japanese concession." An Gonggen said.
After leaving Lu Ming's office, An Gonggen felt very conflicted. He knew that once Lu Ming made up his mind, it would be difficult to change it.
Lu Ming's young master's temper determined that he would do everything like this. After the 128 Incident, Lu Ming seemed to have matured a bit and no longer acted out of impulse.
However, the special circumstances of this incident caused Lu Ming's "old illness" to relapse.
If Ozawa Seigoro hadn't raped Ning Xiner, Lu Ming's hatred would not have reached its peak, and he would not have insisted on taking action himself.
Now Lu Ming is completely angry, it can be said that he is extremely angry. He must kill Ozawa with his own hands to vent his hatred, otherwise he will be burned to ashes by the anger in his heart.
An Gonggen could see that this feeling had permeated Lu Ming's whole body. There was a beast-like fire in his eyes when he spoke. He probably didn't even want to use a gun when he saw the three people, but just pinched them with his own hands.
Kill them, only in this way can you vent your anger.
After Ning Xiner was admitted to the hospital, Mr. Dong and An Yi came to visit every day. For their safety, Lu Ming specially asked An Gonggen to send someone to drive them.
After Mr. Dong and An Yi learned about Ning Xiner, they also fell into deep self-blame. They knew that Ning Xiner was kidnapped by the Japanese because of the arms theft.
Although Caobang was just doing business in transporting arms, it objectively contributed to the revolutionary cause.
The Japanese wanted to use this to force out the real perpetrator. Ning Xin'er was innocent, but she suffered all the torture from the Japanese, completely on behalf of others.
Although Communists are not afraid of sacrifice, they are not willing to let others sacrifice for themselves, especially they do not want innocent people to suffer unjust injustice. These are two different things.
Originally, they wanted to borrow a car from Ning Zetao, or buy a rifle, and prepare to seize the opportunity to assassinate the traitor Hou Liang and complete the mission of hoeing the traitor.
But seeing Ning Xiner's current situation, they really couldn't speak out and had to find a way on their own.
The best place to buy and sell guns is the black market, but An Yi has had an incident in the black market and has a record of it, so of course he can't go. Mr. Dong wanted to go directly, but An Yi stopped him again.
An Yi's idea is that something can happen to her, but nothing can happen to Mr. Dong.
Once something happens to Mr. Dong, not only will the secret radio station be exposed, causing huge losses to the party's cause, but it will also bring great trouble to Lu Ming, because the frequency of that radio station is registered in Lu Ming's name.
The two of them were a little worried about what to do. They only had one pistol with only six bullets in it, but they had at least four targets to deal with.
Even at close range, An Yi could not guarantee that a bullet could kill an enemy. Pistols were easy to carry, but their accuracy was very unstable and far less reliable than a rifle.
"We must get a rifle." An Yi said fiercely.
"Then we can only ask local comrades for help." Mr. Dong said with a wry smile.