"Have you suddenly woken up late at night because of countless unwillingness and regrets, thinking about completing the task step by step, and then saying goodbye to this world?"
"They say geniuses like to get into trouble, what about you?"
"If you told people that Zhou Binghuai was reading a book in physical education class, it would be a show-off. It would definitely surprise people."
"With your talent, you don't need to spend so much time studying and making it look like you are working hard. Your strength is much more than that."
"If you think about it carefully, is this love, or restraint and suppression?"
"Continuous regression will only make the other party push forward. Giving up on yourself is the most undesirable. You are you, not someone else's accessory. No one can arrange your life, and no excuses can be made. You were born extraordinary, and this path is not
Why don’t you make the changes you want?”
Zhou Binghuai kept his eyes lowered in thought and did not answer the question. Although they were not familiar with each other, she seemed to be very aware of the environment he was in. Every word she said struck his heart like a bell.
When he came to his senses, there was no sign of Qian Yan beside him, only strange faces coming and going.
He frowned slightly, walked back to the classroom with his book in hand, and sat in his seat.
His body seemed to have muscle memory. As he sat in his seat, he subconsciously took out the exercise book and started doing it.
Looking at the questions above, which were so simple for him that he could fill in the answers with just two glances, he held the pen in his hand and paused.
He took out a scrap of paper and wrote on it: restraint and suppression.
From the beginning of reading, he basically got full marks. If there was any deduction, it would definitely be for composition.
I remember the times when my essay score was deducted by one or two points. My mother, who was strong and elegant in everyone’s eyes, cried in front of him for a long time. While crying, she told him to work harder. If he didn’t work hard, she would
Years of hard work have been in vain.
Therefore, he worked very hard and took part in every competition he could, and he came first every time.
He didn't get many awards. She told him not to be proud of his achievements. There are many powerful geniuses in this world.
Then, he continued to work hard and planned to enter international competitions.
She stopped.
Let him focus on studying and don't let his grades fall behind.
She also told him that she must fulfill her dream.
As long as he resisted a little bit, she would cry at home, telling her about the hard work over the years, and looking like she didn't want to live anymore. There were many times when she was drunk and sat by the window, saying that if he didn't obey, she would
Just jump down from there and raise a disobedient son, which is totally meaningless.
Once, he planned to secretly participate in an international competition, but she took medicine.
Another time, he said that he wanted to go to the top university and his dream was to go there. She slit her wrist.
From then on, he never contradicted her again.
One time in junior high school, her classmates asked him to play, and she found out. She showed up with a smile on her face and argued with those classmates for two hours, but no one asked him to play again.
Whenever someone gets close to him and is discovered by her, she will always investigate the person thoroughly, and no one can stand her.
Therefore, he is very busy every day now, busy studying, and in everyone's eyes he is a person who doesn't like to play around.
He is still a teenager, but he has exhausted all his enthusiasm, and the rest is just to fulfill her dream.
Just now, someone said a lot of things to him, and she seemed to see through it.
He understood many things, but he didn't know how to get out.