Chapter 2147 She became an orphan when she woke up (20)
"Perhaps this is because I am not aware of my blessings. Others envy me that I have an almighty boyfriend, but I feel breathless. It seems that no matter how hard I try, I can't match him, and I am often upset about it."
"Gossips and weird comments from classmates all made me feel uncomfortable. Later, he found out about this and took the initiative to declare how important I was to him. None of the classmates wanted to offend such a person and did not dare to say strange things in front of me.
But I still feel unhappy and feel unworthy."
"I really liked him at that time. He was so good that I felt very inferior. I also had some self-esteem and arrogance in my heart, so I still worked very hard in my studies. I just hope that one day, someone will mention me and him.
They would not think that I am the lucky one, they would just say that we are both excellent and a perfect match. In fact, now that I think about it, it is just my inner inferiority and self-respect that are causing trouble."
"Because of my low self-esteem, I always work hard in silence, expecting others to say that I am the best match for him."
"Because of my pride, I don't want to show my weak side in front of him, and I even don't want to ask him for advice on many things."
"Actually, he has always been willing to take me with him. It was me who failed to balance these things, but he was still tolerant as before. Even if I walked slowly, he was still willing to accompany me. Now thinking about it,
I must have lost my mind at that time to be willing to hurt such a person."
"In the graduation season, he got the top offer, and everyone was envious of it. At the same time, I was a little bit unwilling to admit defeat. It happened that the classmates in the class wanted to organize a game as a farewell, to see if our class president can have a dazzling eye.
see through."
"They discussed with me early on and asked everyone to pretend not to know him. I agreed at the time, thinking it was just a small game. There were quite a lot of people playing such a game at that time, and it was basically just a matter of playing it.
It’s okay, it’s not offensive.”
"But the classmates all know that he is very smart, and they think he may not believe it. Just then, a classmate from a well-off family in the class came up with an idea." At this point, Xie Man sighed, "This classmate's name is
My name was Zuo Ying, and she offered me an internship offer in a big company, as long as I would act in a scene with her and deceive Chen Qiyuan. This offer undoubtedly tempted me, so I did what I regret most in my life.
Obviously, even if I played an intimate couple with someone else, I still didn’t deceive Chen Qiyuan, but instead angered him and hurt his heart.”
"He looked at me very seriously at that time and asked me several times. I pretended not to know him. In fact, I was a little panicked at the time, but things have reached this point. Everyone is looking at me, and I am at a critical moment.
I was always a bit unwilling to admit defeat, and besides, it was my inferiority complex and self-esteem that caused trouble, so I made him angry."
After saying this, Xie Man only felt that there was not much strength left in his body.
These memories are extremely painful for her.
"Now that I think about it, I am really a terrible person. It is really unlucky that he would choose to be close to someone like me."
"In his sophomore year of high school, he suddenly transferred to my high school. In fact, he shouldn't have had contact with me. Those things will not happen later. He will definitely be fine. It was me who hurt him." Xie Man held his face in his hands.
, tears kept dripping from the fingers, "Look, it was me who caused him to be like this. How could I untie his knot? I'm afraid it would only make his condition more and more serious."
Chen Zhihuai didn't expect that things would be like this, and he didn't know whether this trip was the right one or the wrong one.
Finally, he decided to contact a psychiatrist to discuss the situation.
"For the sake of your illness, the previous incident has passed, but I hope you won't go crazy again."
In the Wei family villa, when Wei Xiaoning saw Qian Yan this time, he was no longer as calm as before, and his whole person looked sharp.
Her performance was really not fake, she was very angry.
It was a good thing that Han Qianyan didn't come, but this reminded her of the other person's previous beating of her, which made her embarrassed in front of so many people.