Chapter 4842 The abandoned old lady: Make the white-eyed wolf regret (1)
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"Most people were poor in the era when I was born, and the elders in the village lived a make-do life."
"I don't have time to think about love or not, feelings or not. We just make do together to survive."
"Everyone thinks so."
"Except for some who dote on their daughters, who among the girls in the village doesn't have to help with this and that when they are older? Before getting married, they worked as cows and horses in their parents' family, and after they got married, they worked as cows and horses in their husband's family." "As for my own.
No one thinks about what life should be like. The ideas of the people around them are very traditional and ancient. No matter whether a woman is busy at home from morning to night, in everyone's opinion, it is the man who supports the family. But in ordinary times
If a woman in this family makes a mistake or is lazy, it will be magnified infinitely and everyone will scold her behind her back."
"In such an environment, I developed a hard-working and uncomplaining temperament, but I also had the energy to do it myself. Unfortunately, I didn't use this energy on myself, and I didn't know that it should be used on myself.
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"My life is not good, and this life has never been easy. Even if I figured it out in my last moments, people can still live for themselves. If I was given the chance to go back, I still wouldn't have the strength to live again."
"I am too tired and too busy in this life. I have almost no time to breathe. I seem to be a machine without thought, only dedication and value." "Don't I want something in return? Why not? I also long for all my efforts to be rewarded.
To get a little reward, I believe that when an individual does something, he or she is trying to repay something in return, either materially or spiritually. Not to mention the three stepsons.
Women can serve tea and water every day, just for the last few years of their lives. If they can't move, they can take care of it a little, eat a hot meal, and have clean clothes to wear, so that their hard work in this life will not be in vain."
The white-haired old lady who was as thin as a bone sitting next to her gave a bitter smile: "Young lady may think that people like me have no pursuits. After working hard for half a life, I just want to do this."
When queuing outside, the people around you will become familiar with each other and they will communicate with each other.
All kinds of life and thoughts were presented before her eyes, which also made her, an old lady with little knowledge and always immersed in work, realize a lot.
She didn't know when she came here, it must have been a long time ago.
Compared to those wish-makers who were eager to go back and change something, she was actually not in a hurry.
She even felt that this place was quite nice, relaxing and comfortable. As a soul, she felt light and airy all over her body. She was no longer the old bone that could only be bedridden after a fall.
She didn't have to eat or sleep, and she didn't have any pain. Because she didn't care about living very much, gradually her soul and body couldn't feel the pain she had suffered.
Of course, she didn't give up completely.
Everyone will have regrets and unwillingness, and she did too. "Actually, I was an abandoned baby in that era. I was picked up by a lonely old man in the village. The old man passed away a few years later. After stumbling around, I finally survived. At that time
My son just wants to have a family and have enough to eat. As he gets older,
When I get older, I can do more work, so I can barely survive." "When I was nineteen, a matchmaker came up to me and asked me if the wife of the boss of the Jiang family had died, and asked me if I wanted to marry her. Old Jiang was already three years old at that time.
I was ten years old and had three babies in tow. People around me were urging me to get married because the Jiang family was in pretty good condition at that time. They had a spacious tiled house and enough farmland. As long as they worked hard, they would not be afraid of not having enough to eat."