In just a few dozen meters, Su Man exhausted most of her strength, as if she had walked the first half of her life.
It was clear that there was no unmelted snow on the ground, but she staggered as she walked. Xu Benben supported her, "Don't be so pessimistic, what if it's not him?"
She nodded tremblingly, and the two walked to the white cloth. They briefly explained the reason to the police officer. The police officer looked at them calmly, "You need to be mentally prepared. Your friend may not look good now."
Qingjun's face was bloody and bloody, and Su Man's breath was stagnant. When she closed her eyes, all she could see was Xu Qingcan's lonely back standing on the rooftop of More Group. His smile was warmer than the spring breeze that day, and a little naughty, "Do you think I
Silly b, jump from here?"
"Thank you, otherwise I might really jump into this sea of clouds."
He has stood on high places since he was a child, and the deadly abyss has always attracted him to jump down.
The police officer covered the white cloth again. Su Man closed her eyes in pain and raised her head.
It was the day before New Year's Eve. The sky was particularly beautiful and dim, and Xu Qingcan stepped into the poetic dusk amidst this brilliance.
His life was short and colorful, and he felt that the world was dirty, but when he left, it was clean, and the filth could no longer bother him.
"Seeing as his friends are still very young, why can't this young man think about it?"
"I don't know if he encountered something disturbing that suddenly made him unable to think about it."
The crowd was talking a lot, mixed with a few well-intentioned regrets, but Xu Qingcan couldn't hear them.
But more people just regarded what happened on this day as a curious news, and only thought that life and death were determined by fate. What they didn't know was that this man finally regained hope of life a few days ago, and he also wanted to live a new life.
His good friend also planned to give him the jade that he had come all the way to bless his safety, but he just walked into the sea of clouds on an ordinary sunny day.
Su Man glanced at the height of the shopping mall and finally couldn't help crying.
The red rope in Xu Benben's hand was wrapped tightly. When Su Man collapsed, he couldn't bear it. The jade fell to the ground and fell into pieces. After all, it failed to protect Xu Qingcan's safety.
"Sister Ru, do you want to see him? Do you want to say goodbye to him?" Su Man cried and asked Mei Ru.
Mei Ru looked away, "I just want to remember the cleanest appearance of this child."
Su Man felt that the whole day had been spent in a daze. She didn't know how embarrassed she was crying in front of strangers. She didn't know that Xu Benben pulled her away when she also collapsed. She didn't know how she got back home.
The flat floor of Purton Garden was full of people, but she still felt very empty.
There were still peach blossoms picked by Xu Qingcan in the vase. Even though she took care of them carefully, the stamens were withering. She remembered that there was a painting given to her by Xu Qingcan in the room.
This was not the first time she faced separation, but it was the first time she faced the departure of a friend. The feeling was so unreal. She stroked the peach blossom branch, and Xu Qingcan's warmth seemed to still remain on it.
That night, even Chacha noticed the solemn atmosphere. He saw Sister Su Man sitting in the middle of the sofa, and several other people were busy cooking for her. When the noise was a little louder, it saw Sister Su Man's eyes quickly
The ground turned red.
She was stroking her phone and looking at Xu Qingcan's phone blankly, unable to press the button.
It could be dialed, but she knew it would never be the boy who picked up the call. She cried so hard that she couldn't remember Xu Qingcan's appearance for a moment.
Zhou Xun walked to her with a bowl of hot soup. She suddenly raised her head and said, "Do you remember what Xu Qingcan looks like?"
With tears in her eyes, Su Man replied softly without waiting for his answer: "You would say he looks like Fu Yansheng, right?"
She shook her head to herself, "He and Fu Yansheng are actually nothing alike."
No, he is so fragile and alive, he should have a good future.
Tears just fell into the soup bowl. Zhou Xun felt distressed and said, "Manman."
Su Man, who had playfully called him "Mr. Chauffeur" a few hours ago, was now sitting here lifelessly. His heart ached, but who could he blame? He also regretted Xu Qingcan's sudden departure.
After drinking a bowl of soup intermittently, Su Man pushed the bowl away and said, "I'm a little hungry."
Everyone had already prepared the dishes for the table, and everyone sat down one after another, leaving a seat for Xu Qingcan.
"You were originally going to make this for us to eat." Su Man muttered to herself, facing the empty place, "But you actually let a large group of us eat, so now we can only make it for you."
"
"Master." Xu Benben's voice also sounded more choked.
Su Man didn't know whether she was really hungry or something. She forced herself to eat so much that she couldn't hold it in her stomach. Everyone tried to persuade her to eat, but her stomach felt so full that she felt nauseous. She suddenly understood why Xu Qingcan wasn't very good at that time.
Like to eat.
She put down the dishes and went into the bedroom.
She didn't close her eyes all night long. Zhou Xun came in and went out. She wanted to hold him and stop him from leaving, but she really didn't have the strength, and even opening her mouth felt heavy.
The window in the bedroom could see the sun rising. She suddenly remembered that night on a whim, he took her to climb the mountain to watch the sunrise. At that time, he was tortured by illness and the past, but he was still full of energy after seeing the sunrise.
, he stood on the top of the mountain, "I hope I can have a chance to fight back."
"Then are you fighting back now? Xu Qingcan." Su Man huddled herself into a ball and asked about the rising sun.
No one answered her, and no one had so many strange ideas anymore. Su Man closed her eyes, and endless tears fell.
"He must not want you to be so sad."
Zhou Xun had been busy all night, and now he was lying next to Su Man, listening to her whimpering, and he carefully hugged her.
"Then why did he choose to end his life on this day?"
It was obviously intentional to make her sad.
"What he didn't want was just that he had to take this approach because he had difficulties to overcome."
Maybe it was illness, maybe it was the past, maybe the two were intertwined, making Xu Qingcan breathless.
"I'm sorry Zhou Xun, I'm afraid I'm not in the mood to accompany you to see the Aurora in the North this year."
Zhou Xun kissed her hair and said, "It doesn't matter, our days are still long, and there will always be a chance to go together."
Their days were still long, but Xu Qingcan had no cure. Su Man cried bitterly in Zhou Xun's arms again.
She felt very sorry for Zhou Xun. He had planned his trip for several months, and she had seen his late-night strategy more than once, but it fell short because of this accident.
She turned over, hugged him, and apologized silently: "I'm sorry."
Zhou Xun just followed her hair.
This year has passed like this, and they will miss it forever.
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