Su Man didn't know how long she had been gone, but there were still a lot of leftovers on the table.
Fu Yansheng numbly put the cold dishes into his mouth.
The hourly worker aunt finished cleaning up the stairs upstairs. She hesitantly grabbed the notebook case. After struggling for a long time, she put it on the crystal coffee table.
The mistress of the bungalow was missing, and the man was sitting at the dining table like a sculpture, eating mechanically.
The aunt shook her head and left quietly.
The sun penetrated the drooping grass, passed through the thin gauze, fell into the bungalow, and pierced Fu Yansheng's eyes.
He put away the dishes and chopsticks one by one, and before returning to his room, he noticed the notebook that was out of place on the coffee table.
The old, childish notebook seemed to have a magical power, pulling Fu Yansheng closer.
The notebook is filled with stickers of popular groups, cartoons, and bits and pieces of girls' thoughts.
The sharp teeth screamed that they had been violently torn apart.
The trash can was almost full of paper balls. Fu Yansheng took out the paper balls inside and flattened the paper.
The handwriting on the paper is scrawled and bold, just like Su Man in middle school.
She recorded her proud and cautious secret love life in this notebook one by one.
Only the three words "Fu Yansheng" can reveal the shadow of her beauty now. One stroke after another, through the page, it seems to penetrate through the years.
In October 2013, after giving a speech under the national flag, Fu Yansheng had a little follower behind him. He always thought it was a coincidence and never thought that she had deliberately caused it. However, Su Man did not dare to step forward and could only follow behind him secretly.
In March 2014, Cheng Zhi banged the elementary school girl, and Su Man had her first period, feeling ashamed and ashamed. Fu Yansheng even remembered the fruity fragrance that filled her slender body.
In September of the same year, Su Man came to him and asked, "Hey, can you help me with my math lessons?" Fu Yansheng closed his eyes, seeming to recall himself at that time.
It was so long ago that the time he thought he had forgotten was quietly brought back by this diary.
At that time, he rejected Su Man very coldly, because of Ruan Ning'an, he always drew clear boundaries with others.
But Su Man refused, "Your friend smashed my head, you have to take responsibility for me."
At that time, he wanted to answer: Cheng Zhi should be responsible for all injustices and debts.
It was just the girl's bright smile that made him pause, and he threw the notes he had compiled into Su Man's arms.
After that, he entered high school and successfully entered the school swimming team. Soon he would represent the school in city competitions.
But unfortunately, drowning happened so suddenly.
He remembered that day, October 28, when Qiu Laohu was very drunk and the swimming pool was sparkling. When he was having cramps, he faintly saw a girl coming towards him.
The mood in that pen was filled with complaints: "I didn't expect Fu Yansheng to look so thin, but he turned out to be so heavy. It's hard for me, a landlubber, to die."
Fu Yansheng closed his eyes and recalled seeing Ruan Ning'an's anxious expression in the infirmary. Only now did he remember that her dress was intact at that time and there was no sign of it getting wet.
She originally thought it was the teacher who took her to change her school uniform, but it turned out that he had mistakenly identified the person.
The little mermaid in the fairy tale quietly left after rescuing the prince, and finally turned into bubbles; reality sent the little mermaid to him, but he pushed her away again and again.
And at the bottom of this page, there is a brand new line of small words, Juan Xiu and upright, belonging to Su Man of this age:
——The doctor said that I am weak and may have a hard time getting pregnant due to the cold I had in the past. Is it a result of this time?
She secretly missed a boy who was not hers, and this was a punishment from God.
Like a muffled thunder, it exploded in front of Fu Yansheng.
After that, there was a big gap in Su Man's diary. Later, she was successfully promoted to high school and became a top girl in science. She changed from a problem student described by the teacher to a three-star student.
Fu Yansheng has also heard of these legends, but he spends most of his time immersed in writing questions.
After he and Ruan Ning'an were admitted to college together, Su Man's diary was very brief on the day he returned to his alma mater: "They are in love, congratulations."
The round full stop penetrated the page. At that time, Su Man felt sour in her heart, but had no way to vent her resentment, so she could only spread her resentment on the small page.
So far, Su Man in high school has never kept a diary, and there is no trace of Fu Yansheng.
Until I was admitted to university.
When we met again, it was the accidental drunkenness.
Perhaps Fu Yansheng didn't want to think of it, so the memory was already blurry.
I only remember that one second I was with Ruan Ning'an, and the next second I fell into the heat and woke up from the bed with Su Man.
Su Man was very drunk, so she hugged him and called his name with a smile.
She wrote in her diary: "This is ridiculous, and what's even more ridiculous is that I left him two hundred dollars."
Yes, she thought she slept like a duck.
In this day and age, are there still two hundred yuan for sleeping ducks?
At that time, Fu Yansheng was holding two fluffy pieces of Mao Zedong, feeling angry and funny.
After the two had a skin-to-skin kiss, Fu Yansheng confessed to Ruan Ning'an, and she was so frightened that her face turned pale. Fu Yansheng felt so sorry that he broke up with her.
But Ruan Ning'an was really gentle, she just hugged him silently, understood him, and didn't want to break up. No one saw the resentment covered in her shadow.
Later, the Fu family's business fell into crisis, executives frequently changed jobs, the capital chain was interrupted, and the entire Fu family was on the verge of collapse.
At that time, he had just taken over Fu's business, and the remaining directors were eyeing this position and did not take the immature young man seriously.
The Su family's parents extended a helping hand on the condition that Fu Yansheng marry Su Man into the family.
For ordinary people, this is a double blessing, but this condition makes Fu Yansheng very painful.
Ruan Ning'an also thought about raising money for him, but she was just an illegitimate daughter of the Ruan family. The cost of food and clothing depended on people's opinions, so it was difficult to fill the hole in the Fu family for a while.
Fu Yansheng's relationship with her has gone through several years, but now he can't see the end.
In the end, Ruan Ning'an took a step back and gave up Fu Yansheng to Su Man.
She huddled in his arms and cried for a long time, "Brother Fu, as long as you have me in your heart, I don't care who you marry."
After all, her status is so low, Su Man is a real socialite.
Finally, Fu Yansheng agreed to marry Su Man. Shortly after the two received their marriage certificate, Su's parents suffered an accident and passed away.
And their wedding is about to take place that month.
Su Man lost weight rapidly, and her fit-fitting wedding dress grew a lot bigger, so the stylist had to use clips to hold it in place.
Her eyes were red and swollen, but they were full of love. She held on strong and loved him.
But at that time, Fu Yansheng didn't have her in his eyes.
This is Su Man's last diary entry, written on their wedding day: "The real him didn't come."
Her tears at that time blurred the writing into circles.
Yes, Fu Yansheng was four hours late for the wedding, and his thoughts were always on Ruan Ning'an, who was suffering from her menstrual period.
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