She has been a widow since she was twenty years old and has seen many men, so even if she is watched by many men overtly or covertly, she will not feel embarrassed.
But Xu Hongbing couldn't bear it. He really regretted it now, not because of the environment, but because he recognized Huang Mei from the bottom of his heart.
Now I finally know that Zhao Xiaojing is well. No matter what, she only has eyes for herself.
What happened to me? Why did I leave the jewel in my family and stay with Yumu instead?
He is even more silent now, just like he was at home when he was a child. He will not say a word all day long. He has no initial expectations for the child in Huang Mei's belly. This child has the same life experience as himself.
The environment here is very difficult. Corn is considered a fine grain here, and there is still not enough to eat.
Strong laborers like Xu Hongbing have a fixed daily workload.
Therefore, he had no leisure time at all throughout the day, and at night he lay on the kang and immediately fell asleep. Huang Mei originally hated Xu Hongbing for betraying her, but the relationship between the two that had just been eased along the way was now even lower than the freezing point.
After more than a month, he had become familiar with this place, and Xu Hongbing also knew that the reason why he came here was definitely because of Su Yuanyuan.
He smiled bitterly, thinking that he had offended Su Yuanyuan. At that time, when Xiang Zhiqiang was there, she hated such things very much.
Yes, I always thought that the distance was just a normal relationship, and as long as I didn't offend my sister-in-law, there should be no big deal.
Now she is fine, she is still a relative, and as long as she does something bad to her relatives, she will definitely take double revenge.
Xu Hongbing became even more silent. He was very active in his work. He was originally a smart person with a flexible mind. Once he figured it out, he would know what to do in the future.
Two months later, Huang Mei waited until Xu Hongbing came back and said, "I won't live with you anymore."
Xu Hongbing didn't even look at her and nodded.
"This child will be born to you. But you have to give me two hundred yuan from now on, and we will have nothing to do with each other from now on."
Although they made a mistake by coming here, they still earned their wages.
Xu Hongbing still nodded. He didn't want this child, but it was his after all. Since Huang Mei didn't want it, he would keep it by himself. He probably couldn't leave here in a few years. The sentence was pronounced to be eight years, but he had
Make sure you can leave here early.
Now I don’t have a penny in my hand. I gave Huang Mei the money last month.
In fact, there is really no way to understand men. They and their wives can withhold money, but when women outside ask for money, they give it directly.
"Xu Hongbing, I will move out tomorrow."
Xu Hongbing still nodded without any desire to speak.
Huang Mei finally gave up. What extravagant hopes does such a man have?
The news of Huang Mei's move was known to everyone in the labor camp the next day, and some people sympathized with Xu Hongbing.
"You just let it go?"
"It doesn't matter. We weren't a couple originally, but now we've reached this point. It's good to be separated."
"Where's the child?"
"Give me the child and I'll give her two hundred yuan."
"How are you going to support your child? Why don't you let her raise her for a year, and then you can raise her again? If that doesn't work, just give her more money."
"Well, we'll see when the time comes. I wonder if raising sheep is allowed here? If it is possible, I can feed the children myself."
"Go and talk to the captain. I've never heard of it."
"Lao Xu, can you lend me some money after the baby is born? Don't worry, I will definitely pay it back."
Xu Hailong nodded, "It's okay, I can lend you two hundred." It's not convenient for you to spend money here if you are alone. He has been here for three years, and his salary has been more than one hundred, so he can lend it to you.
This young man really has no problem with two hundred yuan.
Xu Hongbing made arrangements here. I felt a lot more relaxed and relaxed. When I came back in the evening, I didn't feel uncomfortable even if I was the only one.
He was lying on the kang alone, and he didn't even believe that he had done this.
What was once a happy and happy family is nothing now. The child in the Navy still understands it. He will never forgive himself. It is the same as when he was a child.
Even if I go back in the future, I will not be forgiven by my children.
He thought of the Zhao Xiaojing he saw that day, who really gave up. His expression was hard to see clearly from a distance, but she turned and left, letting himself know that there was no future, there really was no future.
He was destined to be alone in the future. He remembered what his mother said to him when he was a child.
Yes, this is the saddest thing. You look down on yourself, let alone others.
The next day, he found the person in charge here and asked if he could raise sheep.
"Captain, I just want to raise a child. It is a life after all. Since she came to the world, I will find a way to support her."
"Can."
Now Xu Hongbing was relieved, he no longer had to contact Huang Mei.
So he found Lao Xu again and borrowed money to ask the captain to help him buy two lambs, a male and a female.
Calculating this way, there will be goat milk for the child to drink after she is born.
Zhao Xiaojing is busy here every day. She still raises three pigs. She has chickens and ducks. She also bought eggs and duck eggs. She can save some in the autumn.
The Zhao family would come over to check on her from time to time. There was nothing we could do about it, everyone had their own life to live. But seeing her doing it very enthusiastically, as time went by, they no longer worried about her.
Su Yuanyuan wrote to Zhao Yanli during her break, just to tell her that this was someone else's business and she could give her some advice, but even sisters couldn't make decisions for someone else.
The child in Zhao Xiaojing's belly is her way of retaliating against Xu Hongbing, right? But this is a way of injuring the enemy by a thousand and damaging yourself by eight hundred. This child needs to be raised, not just because you don't starve him.
However, I am still very surprised that Zhao Xiaojing has such courage. She is not such a scheming woman.
Maybe she has met someone she likes? But why not be together? Now that she is single, no one can control her.
Su Yuanyuan is very busy at work. And more and more things are now in her hands.
Being so busy, she felt that the days passed very quickly. After entering the seventh month of the lunar calendar, she began to organize the work in her hands. Chengzi was really not good at this, but since she was here to protect herself, she must give it to her.
of his merit.
So I decided to let him stay. However, Chengzi disagreed.
"Sister-in-law, I'm going with you. You definitely can't do it alone."
