Chen Xueman said sadly, "I just want to talk to others about my depression. After so many years, I thought I could let go, but I overestimated myself.
No one else has reincarnation, but I can, but because of my obsession, I am not willing to reincarnate like this."
Su Yuanyuan understood that she had to free her and let her reincarnate so that she could leave. It was really not easy to think that she could still be a close aunt.
"Senior, I am very curious about your relationship issues."
"You are a little Zhuji, what are you curious about? Don't you think you lost your original yin at such a young age?"
"Senior, I am already the mother of five children."
"Your bone age is only thirty-one years old, but you have already given birth to five children? Aren't you afraid that your cultivation will not improve?"
"Senior, people think differently. I value family and children more."
The female voice fell silent at this time. After a while, she said leisurely, "Yes, I sealed myself. Maybe many people don't understand it, right? But that's my idea."
"Yes, senior is right to think so. Your pursuit is different from others, so don't care about what others think."
"But that man doesn't want me. What's not good about me? Junior, does your man love you very much? That's why you are willing to give birth to a child for him?"
"Senior, what should I say about this? I think we are in love, and I also feel that he treats me very well, but this is just my feeling. I don't know what he is thinking."
"Are you willing to be so ignorant? Aren't you afraid of being abandoned in the future?"
"Senior, life is short, don't you feel tired from thinking so much? Wouldn't it be better to cherish the present moment?
You see, you can give up your beautiful future for love. This way you are worthy of the admiration of all the women in the world."
"Is it really?"
"Senior, I don't know about others, and I don't know about your past, but I still think you are very great."
"Junior, I like you. Although I can't hear your voice, I am willing to believe what you say.
Junior, I am the daughter of the supreme elder of the Xuantian Sect. My father had me after he transformed into a god. You can say that I grew up in a honey pot and had a smooth journey to transform into a god.
At that time, my father was about to ascend, and he was most worried about me.
I have single water spiritual roots, and I cultivate very quickly, so I promised my father that I would go to the previous session to find him in a thousand years.
After he ascended, because of my talent, I did not receive unfair treatment. The sect treated me very well.
Five hundred years later, I will attack the Mahayana, but I have encountered a bottleneck and cannot break through."
Su Yuanyuan suddenly saw a phantom appearing in front of her. She was really beautiful. She looked innocent and cute. Many men should like her, right?
"Senior, you are really pretty and cute."
"Really? Why doesn't he think so?"
Su Yuanyuan is really a little anxious. You should tell me quickly. There are still many things to do, and I can't spend them here with you.
"That's because he has no vision and has brain problems."
"Really? I've thought the same thing about you for so many years."
Su Yuanyuan nodded, "Yes, that's what I think."
"He is the leader of the Rogue Cultivator Alliance. We met because I encountered a bottleneck, and the leader's nephew told me that I should go out and have some experience.
I thought so too. So I wandered around aimlessly and came to this sea area.
Here I met him, and you see, this is his portrait, which I still have."
A portrait of a man suddenly appeared in Su Yuanyuan's eyes years ago. She seemed to be just average and nothing special.
"How's it going? He's very good, isn't he?"
"Senior, tell the truth, are you unwilling to listen?"
"Tell me. Is there anything else I don't want to hear?"
"Senior, I think this senior is just average and I don't think he is worthy of you."
"Really? Everyone said that and said he was hypocritical and cunning.
But I just think he is good, as my father said, this is my disaster."
"Senior, I have heard that you are a kind person. Maybe you were attracted to him by something in the beginning. And there should be no bad people in your eyes. Even if he did something bad, you would think
It’s not a big deal, right? I thought you sealed yourself and didn’t hurt him, right?”
"Yes, junior, most of what you said is right. But there are still bad people in my eyes.
He approached me and left me defenseless. In the end, he actually joined forces with the Fu Sect to kill me, the Supreme Elder of the Xuantian Sect.
This is unacceptable to me. My senior brother is an upright man and is the best person to me besides my father.
When I saw him being killed because of me, I was devastated.
When I asked him about his feelings for me, he actually told me that he was just using me.
On the one hand, he is the senior brother who grew up with me and loved me, and on the other hand, he is the man I love.
I didn't kill him in the end, but I didn't leave anyone behind. But the sect was devastated after being attacked, and I felt like I was a sinner.
I have no shame in staying in the sect, and I feel sorry for the disciples who have always respected me.
I let go of the man who destroyed my home."
"Senior, can I interrupt you?
I think you are acting this way because of your guilt towards your senior brother and the sect.
Senior, I think you can let go. Xuantian Sect is still the best sect in the world.
Your senior brother also has his own problems. As a Supreme Elder, doesn’t he have any sense of safety? He should know you best. You are simple and ignorant of worldly affairs. But he shouldn’t be like this, right? He didn’t even pay attention to it himself. This can only be said
It’s your fate.”
"Is that so?" You said in a longing tone.
"Yes, it's not your problem alone. It may have been caused by you, but it really has nothing to do with you anymore. Senior, you have felt enough guilt for so many years.
Also, I think you no longer love that senior, and the reason why you sealed yourself is because of guilt."
After saying this, there was no sound in the room.
Su Yuanyuan just sat like this. She didn't need to experience it to know that Chen Xueman must be comforted by everyone, but the more this happened, the more guilty she felt.
"Junior. Don't I love that man anymore?"
"I think it is, senior, do you think of that man because you want to put your sect in danger?"
Chen Xueman thought about this problem in her mind, and finally had to admit that this junior was really right. She felt that she suddenly understood. Yes, she might have loved that man before. But after she hurt her family, she still couldn't bear it.
