Zheng Lanying looked at the low adobe house, which was empty. Only her own tribute was placed on the kang.
But I just feel at ease. Yes, I feel at ease.
After coming into this world, she was scared, confused, and at a loss.
She had a strong feeling of rejection towards this place. She felt that she was out of place here. But she did not have the courage to die because she was afraid that she would really die by then.
Only those who have died once cherish life especially.
She really couldn't stay in that village any longer. She felt that everyone was malicious towards her, and she had to be careful every day. She was afraid that she would be found to be different.
So I simply went to the brigade captain. He said he wanted to find relatives on my mother's side. Maybe I was too pitiful, or maybe I was really unpopular, but the brigade captain didn't try to persuade me to stay, and he gave me the letter of introduction very happily.
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After selling all the food in the house, this is the only money I can get.
On the train, I was thinking about my future future. Originally a girl who had not graduated from college and had never been beaten in society, her thoughts were very simple.
I arrived in the city where I remembered my aunt, but I couldn't find anyone at all.
I thought I had life skills, but when I actually looked for a job, I realized I had nothing.
It was really a bad idea to come here. It was impossible to go back, so I left far away and started living anew. But when I really got here, I realized how difficult life would be in the future.
Thinking of this, Zheng Lanying had a smile on her face. She has now settled in. Fortunately, it is winter and she has given herself some buffering time.
Others can make money by farming and support themselves, and you can certainly do the same.
It's not that she doesn't know others' dislike and contempt, so now that she has everything, she doesn't bother others.
In the evening, Zheng Lanying cooked porridge by herself. Although there were no vegetables, and the corn dregs porridge was spicy, it still filled her stomach.
Lying in bed at night, I still have a smile on my face, a smile that looks forward to the future.
Because it was too cold outside, Zheng Lanying never went out. She just lay on the kang. But such days were too boring.
Three days later, she couldn't stay any longer, so she went to find Ma Dongmei. Only then did she find out that Su Yuanyuan had gone to get fertilizer again.
She felt a little uncomfortable. That girl who was younger than herself was so outstanding.
You can tell it from the expression on Director Feng's face when he spoke to her.
Envy? That's for sure. Now she regrets her childish behavior at that time even more. She has decided to wait for Su Yuanyuan to come back and find a way to befriend her.
"Lanying, let's go see Su Yuanyuan?"
"Isn't she not here?"
"Don't you want the land next to her? Think about it, if you can really be there, you will definitely be able to get help from Su Yuanyuan. She is very good at work."
Zheng Lanying was very moved after hearing Ma Dongmei's words. So the two of them walked over.
"Lanying, that's Su Yuanyuan's house, do you think it is? Is that the best house here?"
"Yes, it looks bigger and taller than the house we live in."
"This is what she and Tan Shaoting built together. When she came over, she somehow ended up with Tan Shaoting."
This is the first time Zheng Lanying heard Tan Shaoting's name.
"The one who lives together with her?"
"That's right. Now that people have left here, it must be because they donated money and were given jobs by the higher-ups."
"Then why didn't Su Yuanyuan go?"
"I thought maybe it's because I only have one job."
"That means Su Yuanyuan gave up to Tan Shaoting?"
"Why did you ask them to donate money together?"
"Those Su Yuanyuan are willing to stay? It's great to work outside. It's much better than farming here? It's said that it's for two people. That means either of them can go there."
"Huh, I'm just waiting to see if Tan Shaoting doesn't want Su Yuanyuan in the future."
Zheng Lanying thought the same way. Isn't it normal for a man to change his mind when he has good conditions outside?
The two walked while talking, and Zheng Lanying didn't feel how far away they were.
Since the door of Su Yuanyuan's house is locked, let's go directly to see the land.
"Next to Su Yuanyuan are three grandparents. That house belongs to a girl who came from Su Yuanyuan's hometown. She has a very good relationship with Su Yuanyuan, and she is also a very powerful person named Zhao Yanli.
Originally, the land next to her was still vacant this year. But Zhao Yanli's eldest sister separated from her husband and lived here. She will ask for the land after autumn.
Lan Ying, you can go over and talk about it. The Zhao family was not in our group before, but because of Su Yuanyuan, their sisters all came over."
"Really?"
"You can try it and you will know?"
Zheng Lanying knew that Ma Dongmei was using her as a spearman, but she wanted to come over too. Su Yuanyuan was too attractive. She knew that she was not capable of doing the job at all. She was so powerful, so he begged her to come over when the time came.
help.
It's okay to be close, but if it's too far away, there's nothing you can do if people can't get past. So I'm willing to be Ma Dongmei's gun.
The two arrived at the door of Zhao's house. The sisters were making shoes. They heard voices outside. Zhao Yanli came out.
She knew Ma Dongmei. "What's the matter?"
Ma Dongmei didn't say anything. She just couldn't stand Su Yuanyuan, so she hated everyone who was close to her.
Zheng Lanying smiled and took a step forward, "Hello, I'm new here, Zheng Lanying."
"Comrade Zheng, why are you here?"
"There's something I want to discuss with you."
"What do you say."
"I just want the land next to it. I don't know if I can change it."
Zhao Yanli became angry at that moment. Who is this person? How dare he say such words?
"No change."
"Comrade Zhao, can't you show off your style?
I don’t know much about farming, so I just wanted to be around Su Yuanyuan so that I could ask her for advice from time to time.”
Zheng Lanying said this with tears in her eyes. If she behaved like this in front of others, Zhao Yanli really couldn't explain it. Her reputation was already terrifying enough. But now she said such words, it was really misunderstood.
"Don't cry in front of my house, I hate bad luck.
Also, we won’t change this place. If you have the ability, you can find a way on your own.”
"But you are not all from this group."
Zhao Yanli sneered, "I am now a member of this month's group. And no matter which group I am in, they are all workers of the second farm. Don't you think you are provoking me by saying this?"
This really made people even more angry. This was solved by crying if she didn't follow her heart.