I feel like I've gone crazy recently. I start getting angry when I'm slightly stimulated. I could barely control it before, and it would just go away after a while. But just now I broke out for the first time in the dormitory and I couldn't help it anymore.
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The cause was that a classmate with whom I had a good relationship chatted loudly, and then I screamed uncontrollably and wanted to smash something.
I often or all the time feel that there is anger in my heart and a strong sense of loss in my heart, and I constantly use laughter to forcefully suppress this sense of loss.
But recently, laughter has become useless, and I can no longer continue playing with my classmates halfway through the fun.
The sense of loss in my heart is getting stronger and stronger, and I always feel like crying.
I don't know what's wrong with me, but I'm definitely not normal.
Out of control, furious.
I think I'm really crazy.
Now I get violent whenever someone doesn't feel good about me, and I want to kill the other person's whole family when I see any book review that doesn't satisfy me. This situation probably started after I scolded someone on the forum last time.
Just like Eve was tempted by the snake and swallowed the forbidden fruit, and then she and Adam were expelled from the Garden of Eden by God.
It was as if I was seduced by anger. When I started to quarrel with someone online for the first time, I began to stare into the abyss and stepped into this bottomless abyss step by step.
I want to cry, but I dare not cry
There are many people around me, but I feel like I am the only one.
Am I really crazy?
I have no idea.
But I feel something is wrong with me.
I feel like there's a huge hole in my heart.
Now, whenever I see anything on the Internet that is not right for me, I have the urge to kill that person's whole family. I have never felt like this before.
I can already imagine someone saying something here that made me unhappy and I would go crazy like crazy.
Am I too stressed?
But I don’t feel that way. I also think I’m crazy, but I’m very upright.
I don’t know what’s wrong with me. When a friend I grew up with asked me something, his tone was a little fierce, so I wanted to delete him as a friend.
I can't look for others, they can't understand me, people's joys and sorrows are not connected to each other, and my mood swings are just a disease in their eyes
I want to bite people, I want to smash things. I have been taught by obedient babies since I was little, but I don’t know how long I can keep checking.
It's the king who came to the hot house to ask for help, but I don't know, it's up to you. I'm very tired and depressed now. I feel like there's a hole in my heart. I want to play with my heart like a song.
He gave it to you, but I can’t find you. I also have a day of love. I’m cross-body. The aunt’s dumplings are after the exam. There’s no point in hitting my head. See! I have a look.