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Chapter 1090 Self-esteem is causing trouble

Yu Renshu had many dreams while she was in coma. One of the dreams left a deep impression on her because she returned to the carefree days in her dream. The time she spent in school at that time was really...

It makes people miss that she doesn’t have to face all kinds of tedious things in life every day. She only needs to be in the dormitory to do what she wants to do. She is always happy when she is a student. If she can, she can spend her whole life like this.

Very good.

But Yu Renshu also understood subconsciously that this kind of life has long passed. Since the end of the world, the whole world has been in chaos. There is no easy life in this world. She also needs to fight every day in order to survive.

Running around.

Finally, when Yu Renshu woke up, she realized that she seemed to be in a ward, surrounded by rooms that had been painted with white plaster. Blue curtains were hung at the windows, and the breeze blew through and slightly opened the curtains.

Swinging, there is a beautiful view outside the window.

"Where am I? Shouldn't I be in Nancheng?" Yu Renshu couldn't help but ask.

Yu Renshu raised her right hand to see the timing, but when she wanted to move her right hand, she realized that her right arm had become empty. Only then did she remember that it was during the previous battle that she

Her arm has been bitten off, and now she has lost her right hand.

Soon the door was pushed open, and Qian Mingya walked in with Yu Hongxiu. Seeing that her daughter had regained consciousness, she was relieved. Then she came over and comforted her: "You should take good care of yourself during this time."

, let your body recover as soon as possible, as long as you can recover your body, then everything will be fine."

Yu Renshu couldn't help but said: "But our family doesn't have a lot of money. If we are hospitalized all the time, our family will definitely not be able to afford it!"

Yu Hongxiu then said to her mother: "It's okay. Dad said, no matter what the price is, it's okay. The hospital here doesn't dare to charge us. All the money will be recorded in Fengshen Palace until the end of the year."

Check out on time!”

"How many times have I told you not to call any man "dad" whenever you see him? Have you not remembered?" Yu Renshu said to her daughter.

Yu Hongxiu said aggrievedly: "I obviously didn't say anything wrong, it was really my father who said it!"

Qian Mingya then said: "Girl, while you were in coma, we found our uncle, Shen Feng, and he took us to live in the city. And now that you have woken up, he said he would let us

We are going to live in the Fengshen Palace, and now that you have woken up, you have learned the good news!"

"What? Why are you doing this?" Yu Renshu became angry when she heard this, and finally struggled to get up from the bed, as if she wanted to leave here.

"Where are you going?" Qian Mingya asked quickly.

Yu Renshu replied: "I want to leave. I don't want to see Shen Feng now, not at all! I want to leave here now!"

Qian Mingya then persuaded: "It's okay. My uncle said he would protect us, and he didn't mean to dislike you. Our life will get better after we stay here, so why should we leave?"

"You don't understand. I always wanted to see him in the past, but I definitely can't do it now, especially when I'm like this. I can't accept it if I see him!" Yu Renshu said angrily, then stood up and said with

Wear shoes with your left hand.

At this time, Shen Feng also heard that Yu Renshu had woken up, and rushed over. After entering the room, he said: "Doctor, are you awake? Your body has not fully recovered yet, so you should lie down in bed and rest as soon as possible. , I won’t stop you from doing anything you want to do after you fully recover!”

Yu Renshu saw Shen Feng appearing in front of her. This was the person she had longed for. If she had seen Shen Feng before, she would have been very, very moved. But at this time, she shed tears in an instant. , and then tried hard to turn his head away from looking at Shen Feng.

Shen Feng closed the door of the ward with his backhand, and then said seriously: "I have seen you before, but after seeing other men around you, I did not appear in front of you, and then I left Later, I found out that he was just your friend. It was all my misunderstanding. In short, Hongxiu is my daughter. I will take your family to live in Fengshen Palace. You no longer have to work hard outside. Got it!"

Yu Renshu didn't say anything, she just turned her head and gave Shen Feng a side and rear view, not even letting Shen Feng see her current expression.

Qian Mingya also persuaded: "Actually, I don't know what kind of conflicts have occurred between the two of you, but in my opinion, even if there was something that couldn't be said, now that so many years have passed, it's time to say it You can speak out your clear words, there is no need to keep them in your heart, as this will embarrass yourself."

Shen Feng also nodded and said: "If you are blaming me for not looking for you for so many years, can you really fight me? Because I have indeed failed to fulfill my responsibilities as a father and husband. I have been doing this for so many years. I don’t regard you as my family in my heart, but now, your body is like this, even fighting will be very difficult. Since you are no longer suitable to live outside, then come to me, I promise you will be in the future Take good care of you!"

After Shen Feng said this, Yu Renshu suddenly said: "That's not the case. I have never blamed you because I didn't reveal any information to you. You don't know how to express my information. I care. The reason why I don’t want to see you is because I can’t pass this test in my heart!”

Shen Feng slowly walked to Yu Renshu's side and asked: "Is it because you left me without saying goodbye? Actually, I didn't take it to heart, although I really couldn't accept you leaving me for a while at the beginning. It's a fact, but later I also figured out that you might have a better choice, and it was time for me to let go. But now I know that you may have many difficulties."

Yu Renshu was silent for a moment, and then explained: "The reason why I left without saying goodbye before was because someone wanted to use me to divide your power. The chief official of Rongcheng at that time was still Xue Mingli. This guy looked down on civilian forces, so he liked division the most. Disintegrate the people below. They threatened me with my mother and asked me to leave you. I left you later, but this is not the reason why I don’t want to see you. I have other ideas."

Only then did Shen Feng understand the reason why Yu Renshu left him. If she left him for her mother, there would be no problem in itself, but now, why is she still like this?

"Then why do you still not want to pick me up? Is it because you think I am not good enough for you, so you are reluctant to meet me?" Shen Feng then asked.

In the past few days, Shen Feng has investigated clearly and found out that Yu Hongxiu is his daughter. The paternity test also supports this. However, Shen Feng has not told Chang Jianyi about this yet and wants her to know about it. Things still need a suitable time.

Yu Renshu was silent for a while, and then said: "Mom, take Hongxiu out!"

Qian Mingya then hugged Yu Hongxiu and walked out of the ward. She said to Yu Hongxiu: "Your parents have something to say, so you can't disturb them now!"

After the two left the room, only Shen Feng and Yu Renshu were left in the room. Now Yu Renshu finally said what was in her heart: "Shen Feng, before, I had actually imagined that we It’s a scene of two people meeting again, but not here, but in other places! There is a suitable time, find a picturesque place. I am dressed gorgeously, you are handsome and unrestrained, at this time, no matter what I can tell you whatever is in my heart!"

Shen Feng then said: "It's okay to say anything now. I will definitely listen patiently. You don't need to dress up carefully, because you are very beautiful, just like you were ten years ago!"

Yu Renshu shook his head and said: "No, this is different. At this time, I am in trouble and want to solve the troubles around me. I even need you to take action in order to achieve my goal. This is inappropriate and not at all. Suitable! It’s like I’m a burden, my appearance is just to drag you down, I’m not worthy of you now!”

"Don't talk nonsense, how can there be words about deserving and undeserving of love?" Shen Feng said displeased.

"No! Yes!" Yu Renshu turned her head and looked at Shen Feng, her face was already full of tears, and then she said seriously: "If I want to come to you, then I will come to you in 10 years I could have done this before, but I don’t want to come back to you like this. I want to have an identity worthy of you. I don’t want to become a woman who comes and goes when you call her. I want even more An identity that allows me to be around you without feeling inferior. When facing you, I joke with you directly and get along with you like a lover, instead of becoming your vassal! I am an independent woman and I don’t want to accept it. Your pity, this is not love, this is just one-sided helping and being helped!"

Yu Renshu said so much in one breath and was able to express all her inner thoughts. Only then did Shen Feng understand what she was thinking.

Yu Renshu is a very arrogant woman, so her self-esteem does not allow her to easily return to Shen Feng at this time, because in this way, she is like a vassal, like a gift appearing in front of Shen Feng. She wants to be as independent as possible and as equal as possible in front of Shen Feng.

So Shen Feng could only say: "I have never meant to look down on you. On the contrary, I still feel ashamed. I feel that I am not worthy of you. You should understand that you are highly educated and know a lot of knowledge. It’s also very beautiful and I did a lot of research...”

"These are all in the past, and my former excellence can no longer cover up my current desolation!" Yu Renshu couldn't help but said: "Now the identity gap between us is very big. I hope that when I face you,

I can hold my head high and be confident, but I can't do it now, so I don't dare to see you. What I'm afraid of is that when I see you, you will be superior and I am already a woman not worthy of you!"


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