Except Wushan is not a cloud, I will always remember my original intention a thousand times.
The remaining light in the evening turned the few wisps of flying clouds outside the window into gold, making the sky extremely gorgeous.
The green trees and flowers are in full bloom, and the fragrance of the vegetation is refreshing.
The fluff of dandelions danced freely in the wind, and birds perched on the branches, chirping.
The bustling early summer evening made Cen Tong's figure look particularly lonely.
Today he went to Chen's house to cancel the marriage.
This matter has already been discussed with the family.
There is still no news from Cen Yunchu, so there is no need to keep the Chen family waiting any longer.
After all, there was no entrance or worship, so the marriage could still be canceled.
Cen Tong was willing to preserve the last bit of dignity for his daughter, so he had to propose the divorce, and he could not let the Chen family exhaust their patience and propose it first.
Cen Yunchu's dowry was piled up in her house, and Cen Tong never had the courage to open those boxes.
Everything inside was carefully prepared and reviewed one by one by him.
It took so much effort to prepare, but now I feel so worried when I think about it.
If it weren't for the belief in finding his daughter, Cen Tong might have collapsed long ago.
The luggage has been prepared. He has not traveled far for nearly two years, and now he is about to set off again.
It's just that I no longer have the leisurely leisure time of traveling around the mountains and rivers. There is only one thing in my heart, and that is to find my daughter.
He didn't know where his daughter was, but he couldn't spend all day waiting for news at home, otherwise he would go crazy.
He is willing to travel across thousands of mountains, and he is willing to wear iron shoes.
He was even willing to have his head broken and bleeding, and he was willing to die.
Where is the blood of his heart, the jewel in his palm, and his most beloved baby girl now?
He couldn't eat, he couldn't sleep.
When he thought about his daughter suffering somewhere, he felt that every time he took a bite of food and every time he slept, he was committing an evil act.
A father who has lost his daughter does not deserve to live a good life.
He suffered so much from himself, how could Chen Siwen feel better?
From the day they got married, his heart was suffering every moment.
The feeling of being heartbroken to pieces and then trying to piece it together again was worse than killing him.
But he knew that he didn't even deserve to die.
Only by finding Cen Yunchu and making up for everything he owed her can he survive as a human being.
So when Cen Tong came to break off the engagement, he refused to agree to it.
His attitude was resolute, and Cen Tong was even more resolute.
The Chen family's parents, especially Mrs. Chen, ordered people to pull Chen Sikwen down.
Marriage is a major event, parents’ orders.
Both parents agreed to break off the engagement, and Chen Siwen had already given up on it.
What's more, his uncle and brother, who have always been on his side, are not here at this time.
After sending Master Cen off, Mrs. Chen came to her son's room.
Chen Siwen's upbringing meant that he would never quarrel with his mother. He was just as silent as stone, without saying a word.
Mrs. Chen sighed, called her son's name and said: "Siwen, the marriage with the Cen family must be broken off. Growing up, my mother relied on you for many things. If you don't want to take the imperial examination, I won't force you. Do you want to
I agreed to marry a girl from the Cen family.
But now her whereabouts are unknown and her reputation has been ruined. Nothing can go on like this. I can allow my son to be a commoner for life, but I will never allow your reputation to be insulted.
I know, you blame me in your heart, but I don't regret it. In a few years, you will understand."
Chen Siwen just didn't speak, and Mrs. Chen sighed again.
Knowing that it would be useless to talk more, he just told the waiter to serve him well, and then left Chen Siwen's room.
Who would have thought that early the next morning, the boy who was waiting for Chen Siwen hurriedly came to report and said: "Madam, the seventh young master has packed his things and is going out."
Mrs. Chen became anxious upon hearing this and asked, "Where is he going?"
The young man said: "Seventh Young Master said he was going out to look for Miss Cen. I couldn't stop him, so I came to tell Madam."
"What a nonsense! Why is this child so disobedient?!" Mrs. Chen stamped her feet anxiously, not caring about anything, and hurried over.
Chen Siwen was about to go out when he was stopped by Mrs. Chen, who cried and said: "Are you going to make me mad to death?!"
"Mom, I just went out to look for her. I couldn't find her. I'll be back after a while." After a night of thinking, Chen Siwen felt that even if he broke off the engagement with Cen Yunchu, he still had to continue to search for her whereabouts, otherwise he would feel uneasy.
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"As soon as I got older, I gave birth to two sons in total. Your brother won't come back for three to five years after leaving, so you have to leave too!
If I had known this, I should have strangled myself with a rope in front of you, lest people say that you didn't take into account that you still have a mother at home!" Mrs. Chen cried as she said it, she was really heartbroken, "You can help me.
Who is going to fulfill your infatuation as a mother?! What bad thing have I done? If someone else’s child is lost, my son will have to pay for it.
You all think that I am too selfish. Even if I don’t say it, I must be thinking so in my heart. But let me ask you, which mother in the world is not selfish and wants her own child to be well? Is it wrong?
What's more, it's not like I haven't made concessions before. I didn't like Cen Yunchu at first, but I didn't want to go against your wishes. So I went to propose marriage in person, and married him with three matchmakers and six betrothals, and I didn't want to neglect him at all.
If something happens, you only care about yourself and feel sad, but you don’t want me to be sick for so many days."
In the past two months, Mrs. Chen seems to have aged several years.
Cen Yunchu was someone else's child, and she couldn't treat her as her own.
However, human nature is like this, and it does not mean that she is unkind.
As parents, of course you have to think about your children.
How could she let her son be trapped in this for the rest of his life?!
Besides, their family has done their utmost to be benevolent and righteous, and there is nothing to be sorry for the Cen family.
Chen Siwen looked at his mother, feeling as sad as if she had been run over by a millstone.
"Siwen, please take pity on me! If you leave, I won't live long." Mrs. Chen hugged her son and cried bitterly, "How about I go look for it with you and sleep in the open, even begging on the street. As long as you let me
I'll follow you, don't let me worry day and night."
In fact, it is not just loyalty and filial piety that cannot be balanced at the same time, love and filial piety are also often difficult to have at the same time.
One is Cen Yunchu, the other is mother.
Chen Siwen was pulled in the middle and suffered the pain of splitting his skin.
"Siwen, I have never said a harsh word to you in my life. Today I tell you that if you step out of the house, I will kill you and never live!" Mrs. Chen even gritted her teeth. "I was ten months pregnant, and life and death were on the line.
, in exchange for you insisting on going your own way and abandoning her?! How much kindness has Cen Yunchu given you? Are you willing to be with her life and death? You owe me, my mother, how have you ever repaid me at all?"
Mrs. Chen has a very strong temperament, but she is already considered a loving mother to her son.
But if Chen Sixen left just like that, she really wouldn't be able to survive.
Now not only is Chen Siwen in a desperate situation, but as a mother, isn't she standing on the edge of a cliff?
