For Feng Shaojun, this day was anxious and angry. For Shen You, wasn't it a day full of turbulence and rapids?
However, he was born with an indifferent face and could not see many emotions. This did not mean that he would not be aggrieved, angry, hurt, and sad.
At this time, listening to Feng Shaojun's words, Shen You had suppressed the intense emotions all day long, and finally a crack was torn open.
"Young Master, I really hate myself."
Shen You's eyes flashed with water, and his voice was no longer calm: "I hate why I was born. My mother hates me. My father refuses to recognize me. The father I really want has long since fallen asleep."
Feng Shaojun's whole body trembled.
It turns out that Shen You already knew...
"With the emperor's temper, it is impossible to tell you the matter." Feng Shaojun's thoughts were a little confused: "How did you know?"
There was bitterness in Shen You's voice: "A few years ago, when the emperor was still King Yan, I escorted King Yan to the south of the Yangtze River and encountered an assassin on the boat. As a bodyguard, it is natural for me to risk my life to protect the Lord. While recovering from his injuries, Yan Wang often comes to see me. At that time, I felt something was not right."
Human intuition is very subtle.
The blood of father and son is thicker than water. Even without any evidence, he had already noticed the extraordinary concern that King Yan showed towards him.
In the following years, King Yan became the crown prince and ascended the throne as emperor. He gradually became the commander of the emperor's personal guards, and then the commander of the royal guards. Without the support of the emperor, there would be no such rapid rise.
"...I've always had suspicions in my heart, and I couldn't help but notice all kinds of subtleties. Even you, something wasn't quite right in the past few months. You clearly had secrets hidden from me."
Shen You continued in a low voice: "I ask you, but you Zuo Guyan refuses to tell. Apart from my life experience, I can't think of any other secrets that are worthy of your efforts to hide."
"Prince Fu came into the palace today and looked at me with a meaningful look. When the Yuan family and his son saw me, their expressions were also unusual. And you, you are so lost today that you seem to be a different person."
Feng Shaojun smiled to himself: "I always thought I hid it well. It turns out there are so many flaws."
Shen You stretched out his hand and wiped away some tears from Feng Shaojun's eyes: "The emperor asked me to go to the Royal Garden today and asked me if I would like to join the frontier army. He didn't even dare to look at me, which shows that he felt really guilty."
Speaking of Emperor Qing'an, Feng Shaojun's anger surged to the surface again, and he couldn't help but snorted: "It's okay if you don't recognize this kind of heartless biological father."
Shen You was in a much calmer mood than Feng Shaojun: "It's best if you don't recognize him. To be honest, even if he wants to recognize you, I won't."
"I was born as the fourth son of the Shen family. I have a second uncle, an aunt, and three brothers. Why should I recognize a biological father who has not wanted me since he was born?"
"I am Shen Rong's posthumous son, and I will always be part of the Shen family."
After a pause, he whispered: "What I fear most is that my second uncle and aunt won't be close to me anymore after knowing this secret. Fortunately, when I go back today, my second uncle is willing to let me enter the ancestral hall to offer incense and kowtow to my father." Auntie knew that Third Brother wanted to go to the border with me, so she didn’t stop her. She also told Third Brother to listen to me and not to cause any trouble for me.”
"Shaojun, you don't know how happy I am to have such a family."
Feng Shaojun's nose felt sore and his eyes became hot again.
The depression and anger in my heart seemed to have dissipated a lot.
The person who understands Feng Shaojun's temper best is Shen You. Shen You asked in a low voice: "Have you been feeling indignant for me today and want to take a knife to question the emperor personally?"
Feng Shaojun was amused and admitted frankly: "Yes. It's just a little bit close. I can't control myself anymore."
"Young Master, don't take risks for me. Don't do anything to King Zhao."
The person who is most familiar with Feng Shaojun's temper is none other than Shen You. Feng Shaojun has never been a generous person. On the contrary, she always spends money and money, is not broad-minded, and must avenge herself.
Feng Shaojun's brows moved: "How can you be sure it's King Zhao?"
Shen You said calmly: "I have offended many people. The only ones who are really capable of dealing with me are King Zhao and Prince Fu. Prince Fu entered the palace today, but King Zhao never showed up. Obviously he wanted to avoid suspicion. As everyone knows, this is even more annoying. suspicion."
"Even I can imagine that this matter cannot be hidden from the Emperor. So, don't take the risk. The Emperor will not spare King Zhao."
This is true.
Emperor Qing'an is not someone to be trifled with, so why should he dirty his hands?
Feng Shaojun nodded and agreed: "Okay, I listen to you."
"Actually, the emperor asked me to join the frontier army, and I am very happy." Shen You's eyes flashed with joy: "In the past few years, I have led troops out of Beijing to fight several times. When I get to the battlefield, I don't have to think about anything. , just fight bravely to kill the enemy. It is much better than being detained in the palace all day long."
"The frontier army needs to train 20,000 cavalry, and all 20,000 people will be under my command. After they are gone, I will train an elite cavalry that will make the Tatars fearful."
The more Shen You talked, the more excited he became, and the more he talked, the more excited he became. That excitement was definitely not fake.
Sometimes, blood connections are truly wonderful. Shen You hated his origin, but his tenacity and bravery were so similar to those of Emperor Qing'an.
The last trace of Feng Shaojun's anger dissipated: "Okay, I'll go with you. I want to watch you build your unparalleled achievements with my own eyes."
Shen You raised the corner of his mouth, and soon it turned into a silent sigh: "It's just that this way, I really feel wronged to you."
When he went to the border army, his official rank was promoted one level, and he was accompanied by Shen Jia, Fangpeng and others.
Feng Shaojun had to give up everything he had worked hard to manage before. The sacrifice was too great.
Feng Shaojun smiled slightly and put his face against his chest: "I have no grievances. Who can tolerate his daughter-in-law changing her appearance and working as an errand outside? After five years of marriage, you have always allowed me to manipulate me. In the palace, no matter what, Staying here is nothing more than taking over the position of my adoptive father. But I am a woman, so I cannot serve him closely. Therefore, I have come to the end of this road."
"In the future, I'll just change a place and start over. I've said it before, I'm not a good wife and mother, and I can't settle down. When you go to the border, you'll have to do some of the same things you do in your profession. You have to be mentally prepared."
Shen You felt regretful: "So, I will never see Eunuch Feng again."
Feng Shaojun was so angry that he stretched out his hand and twisted his arm: "You can't let go of the lover of your dreams."
Shen You took a breath and apologized: "I was wrong."
Feng Shaojun was unreasonable and asked: "Where did you go wrong?"
Shen You was well-trained and responded calmly: "Everything is wrong."
Feng Shaojun burst into laughter.
Shen You lowered his head and kissed her face: "I haven't seen my son since I came back. I'm going to pick him up. The three of us will sleep together tonight."
