Chapter 173 Men have to take responsibility for men
Xu Ran knew how disgusting his behavior was.
He didn't even need to reflect on himself, just the nurse standing next to him, the nurse's eyes revealed full of disdain.
Now is the time when Liang Da's heart is extremely fragile. Even if Xu Ran wants to break up again, she should wait until Liang Da's situation is stable and her mood is stable before talking about such things.
Why did Xu Ran do this?
But does Xu Ran have a choice?
Before Liang Da woke up, Xu Ran was thinking about what to do next.
Xu Ran, who was originally in a panic, couldn't help but think of this temporary solution when he heard Liang Da's initiative to break up.
Indeed, if bad luck is the prerequisite for the two to confirm their relationship, then canceling the relationship is the best choice to protect Liang Da.
For Xu Ran, the mysterious girl is too unknown. He doesn't know whether the mysterious girl will appear again or whether she will appear again during Liang Da's recuperation period...
Even during that period of time, Xu Ran considered whether to stay by Liang Da's side day and night, still maintaining the relationship of lovers, and inducing the mysterious girl to take action again.
As long as the mysterious girl appears next to Liang Da again and puts Liang Da into crisis again, he will be able to appear in time and protect Liang Da from any harm!
But can you do it yourself?
The known is never worth fearing.
The unknown is the scariest thing.
He couldn't gamble with Liang Da's life.
The reason why he was willing to risk misfortune to confess his love to Liang Da was because he was willing to risk everything about himself...but he could not risk everything about Liang Da.
If you bet on yourself, it doesn't matter if you lose, but the worst you can do is resist.
If you gamble with Liang Da, you will lose.
Then this will be something that no one can face.
And... as long as Zheng Xia has some information about the mysterious girl, he will explain it to Liang Da... if Liang Da is still willing to listen to him.
Under the nurse's disdainful eyes, Xu Ran held Liang Da's hand tightly. He gently touched Liang Da's head. Looking at Liang Da's dazed expression, he leaned close to her ear and said, "I like you.
Da Da."
"But give me some time..."
After speaking, Xu Ran turned around and left the ward without waiting for Liang Da to respond.
Went to the lounge to wake up Aunt Deng who had just rested for a short time.
After Aunt Deng heard that Liang Da had regained consciousness, she happily picked up her mobile phone and called Liang Tianbo. She didn't notice Xu Ran's bad expression, but these were no longer important.
Xu Ran was walking towards the outside of the hospital when he found two girls, one big and one one small, coming towards him.
Zhao Yiyi and Han Yike each carried two toilet boxes. They were not surprised to see Xu Ran, but the expression on Xu Ran's face was a little bad, which made them nervous.
Is there something wrong with Liang Da's health?
After Xu Ran's answer, the two of them breathed a sigh of relief.
Xu Ran asked the two of them to take care of Liang Da, then turned around and left.
Zhao Yiyi was worried about her best friend's situation, while Han Yike was more concerned about Xu Ran's situation, but was helplessly pulled by Zhao Yiyi. She just looked back at Xu Ran's leaving figure step by step.
Xu Ran felt that she had to calm down for a while.
Ever since he learned that Liang Da's accident was related to the mysterious girl, Xu Ran's mind has not calmed down, and now his mind cannot think properly.
After returning home, Xu Ran sat alone on the sofa, holding his hands with his elbows on his knees, his body slightly bent, and his eyes solemn.
He definitely wouldn't be able to go to class. Originally, today was the day for him and Su Xiaolu to participate in internal training.
But he was not in the mood now. After Huang Wei learned about Liang Da's accident on his mobile phone, Huang Wei understood very well and approved the leave anyway.
After thinking calmly for a long time, Xu Ran still couldn't figure it out.
Because he began to feel that what the mysterious girl was doing was a little... awkward?
Even if the destined girl would be unlucky if she fell in love with him, why did it happen in this way?
Especially since the mysterious girl had to personally take action and expose everything she did on the surveillance video. Is she so confident in her concealment that she is not afraid of being investigated?
Xu Ran was thinking, he felt like he had captured some information, but he couldn't pick out the string in his mind.
It's like a breath is being held in your chest. The more you think about it, the more uncomfortable it becomes. Your whole body is like a barrel of explosives.
Xu Randa sighed, feeling that a person could not calm down...
"Why don't you go back to the orphanage?"
Thinking about it, I haven't been back for a while, and I still have Wang Wu's tens of thousands of dollars in my hand, so I took it back with me to Aunt Chen.
Xu Ran then tidied up, packed up Wang Wu's tens of thousands of yuan, took it with him and headed towards the Tianci Welfare Home.
Maybe when I go back there, looking at the smiling faces of my younger brothers and sisters, and facing Aunt Chen's nagging, I can divert my attention, and then I can think about things clearly when I really calm down.
After all, those in authority are obsessed with things that are clear to those on the outside, so Xu Ran felt that he was now in the position of being in authority.
He always felt that he had missed a lot of information that he didn't expect. He also felt that this important information was right in front of him, but he couldn't think about it.
Now as long as you divert your attention, calm down and think from another angle, maybe these doubts will be solved.
Returning to Tianci Welfare Home, after Xu Ran adjusted her emotional state, she smiled and greeted Uncle Huang at the door of the courtyard.
There are many elderly people living in the Tianci Welfare Home at their own expense. Everyone knows Xu Ran more or less. Even if they have never met him, they will definitely know from the mouth of the old man next to him that there is an extremely outstanding child in the welfare home.
Xu Ran greeted everyone one by one and started looking for Aunt Chen.
After a while, Aunt Chen was found in the small classroom of the orphanage.
Aunt Chen was giving enlightenment education to some children in the classroom. Xu Ran watched from the classroom window and saw Aunt Chen with a kind, filial and kind face, teaching each child gently. Seeing this scene, Xu Ran's chaotic mind was indeed much calmer.
He was not in a hurry anyway, so he stood silently by the window and watched.
It wasn't until the end of the class that Aunt Chen noticed Xu Ran standing outside the classroom. She happily walked out and took Xu Ran's hand. She complained but her expression didn't show any emotion at all.
"You kid, you don't even say a word when I'm around."
"Isn't it because Aunt Chen is busy?"
Under Aunt Chen's guidance, the two of them sat up under the big tree next to the yard again.
Aunt Chen was sitting in the elderly rocking chair, and she was never unhappy when Xu Ran came back.
The children in the yard were also having fun when they saw Xu Ran coming back, but they didn't bother them when they saw Xu Ran and Aunt Chen together.
The two cared about each other for a few words, and then Xu Ran got straight to the topic and handed the bag containing tens of thousands of dollars into Aunt Chen's hand.
Aunt Chen thought Xu Ran had bought something, but when she opened it, her expression turned muttering.
"Son, where did this money come from?"
"This belongs to Wang Wuchan."
"Wang Wu, have you met him?"
"Yeah, didn't you mention it to me last time, so you just called and met with him."
"How is he doing?" Although Aunt Chen disliked Wang Wu for being disobedient at times, she also loved everyone in the yard. She asked with concern: "He just went out to work not long ago, right? Where did he get so much money?
, you won’t do anything bad, right?”
Xu Ran quickly smiled and waved his hands: "No problem, Wang Wu did a good job there... He was just a little busy, so he didn't have time to come back to see you, so he asked me to bring money back to you."
"That kid is really coming back if he wants to see me. Wang Wu must be afraid that I will teach him a lesson, otherwise he would have come back long ago."
Aunt Chen naturally knows Wang Wu very well, and she has watched him grow up.
Talking about home affairs, Xu Ran couldn't help but smile on her face.
"Aunt Chen, please keep this money carefully. If the yard needs anything..."
"Hey, you don't need to worry about things in the yard. Since you've all gone out to work, you have to think about yourself." Aunt Chen packed up the bag with money solemnly, "I saved this money for Wang Wu, don't marry me when the time comes.
I don’t even have any money as a gift.”
"If Wang Wu knew about it, I'm afraid he would blame me."
"He dares to blame you for trying?" Aunt Chen said with a smile. She looked at Xu Ran seriously: "It's the same for you. Now that you're out, stop focusing on the yard. You have to learn to save money by yourself. In the future, you can
There are many places to spend money, so don’t be stretched when the time comes... Of course, you have to give the money to Aunt Chen for safekeeping, and that’s okay with Aunt Chen.”
Xu Ran scratched his head: "This..."
He was thinking about making money in the future and spending the money in the yard, but looking at Aunt Chen's expression, he was afraid that he would have to save the money after taking it... How about using the money to help the yard in other ways in the future?
Just as he was thinking, Aunt Chen continued: "You kids, don't worry. The yard is in good condition recently, and life will gradually get better. There have been several investments recently, and the conditions of the children and the yard are good."
It’s gotten a lot better.”
Xu Ran thought of something and asked, "Did someone named Mr. Xu or Mr. Wang send money?"
He remembered the follow-up of the refrigerator project. For helping Xu Corporation, the other party had promised to give him benefits, but Xu Ran replaced it with funding and asked them to take the money to Tianci Welfare Institute in the form of funding.
But after a while, he forgot about it.
Aunt Chen was also stunned: "Mr. Wang? Yes, there is, but they just wired the money in the name of the company and then heard nothing more about it. So it has something to do with you?"
"It doesn't matter." Xu Ran smiled lightly and shook his head, unwilling to explain too much in this regard.
He subconsciously turned to look at the children playing in the yard, with a faint smile on his face.
The younger brothers and sisters in the courtyard are indeed much neater and cleaner in their clothes, and many of the clothes are no longer left in sets as in the past.
Some clothes are left for other children to wear after others have finished wearing them, and the clothes will even turn white and fall apart after being washed.
But now the children all have happy smiles on their faces, playing with obviously newly purchased sports equipment, playing balls and badminton, and they are very happy.
It seems that the children's accommodation environment has also been slightly improved.
Just when Xu Ran fell into emotion, Aunt Chen's words brought him back to his senses.
"What about Liang Da's child? Didn't he come with you?"
Xu Ran's thin lips were slightly opened, and she didn't know how to reply.
When he saw Aunt Chen talking about Liang Da, her expression was full of satisfaction and affirmation, and Xu Ran could clearly see the love in her eyes.
So Aunt Chen likes Liang Da so much? Didn’t the two of them only meet once...
"She..." Xu Ran was thinking quickly about the reasons, but Aunt Chen's next words completely confused him.
"Liang Da is a very good child. You should stay with her and don't treat others badly." Aunt Chen smiled lovingly, "She runs to the yard every two days. She is very good to her younger siblings and often buys them.
Lots of new stuff for everyone.”
Seeing Xu Ran's dumbfounded expression, Aunt Chen thought he didn't know, so she happily explained to him.
"Liang Da loves these younger brothers and sisters very much. She basically buys a set of clothes every time she comes here, and she also carefully remembers the names of each younger brother and sister. You see, Liang Da also picked and bought these sports equipment one by one.
...Every time she comes, she comes with big and small packages, and I can’t even try to persuade her.”
"Sigh...the younger brothers and sisters in the yard now all like Liang Da very much, and they often pester me to ask when Liang Da's child will come to the yard to visit them."
"Liang Da is the same. It's okay to bring things, but she often uses her own money to support the yard, which makes it wrong for me to accept it, and it's wrong not to accept it..."
"That child is definitely good. I like her very much. Especially she is always able to teach her younger brothers and sisters patiently. She also helps them dress and tidy up carefully, and plays with them..."
"Most of other companies or individuals provide a small amount of money or supplies and then leave. Even if they teach and help children, they basically put on a vest to show off, take photos and then leave."
"Of course, I don't blame them for this. After all, I am very content if I have this intention, and I don't ask you how to do it."
"But Liang Da obviously likes everyone, and everyone also likes her. So you have to be kind to others and don't bully her. Do you understand?"
Aunt Chen said fiercely: "If you let me know that you bully her, I won't beat you."
But Aunt Chen was immediately surprised, because she saw Xu Ran's eyes were red, her thin lips were slightly open, and her nose was obviously sore.
"Child, what's wrong with you?"
"I...I'm fine, Aunt Chen." Xu Ran pursed his lips tightly and tilted his head. He clenched his fists, feeling very uncomfortable inside: "But Aunt Chen... Liang Da may not come again in the future...
"
"How could it be?" Aunt Chen was a little surprised, "Aren't you and that child..."
But then Aunt Chen looked at Xu Ran's uncomfortable expression and suddenly realized.
She sighed slightly. Although it was strange, she didn't blame Xu Ran. She just stretched out her hand and patted Xu Ran's head.
"It's okay... If I don't come, I won't come."
"Although Aunt Chen doesn't understand what happened between you and Liang Da, you must remember that she is a good girl and try not to owe her anything. Do you understand?"
"It's okay, it's okay. If it has already passed, let it pass."
"A hundred years of life are like a fleeting moment, and there are changes in the world. Things have changed and people have changed. This will happen to you many times after you have experienced it. But if you feel sad every time you see each other, then you will have to live in sadness for the rest of your life and you will not be able to escape? So.
Children, you should keep the other person’s kindness in mind, but don’t regret it.”
"A man must be responsible, know what he wants, what he needs, what he must do, and most importantly, don't let yourself look down upon yourself."
Xu Ran took a deep breath and nodded slowly: "I understand, Aunt Chen."