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Chapter 220 I'm not afraid of making mistakes

Han may also see that Zhao Yiyi likes Xu Ran, which may not be difficult. Although Zhao Yiyi can act, Xu Ran is the only one who can take advantage of this trick.

Han Yike, who also cares about Xu Ran, has stayed with Zhao Yiyi for a long time, and it is not surprising to see the clues.

But the problem is...

How did Han Yike know that Zhao Yiyi liked Xu Ran before he did?

In the bathroom just now, although Han Yike didn't say it directly, she almost made it clear. She just knew that she had intercepted Xu Ran in the middle and didn't let Zhao Yiyi's idea succeed.

Could it be that Zhao Yiyi told Han Yike?

This doesn't look like...

Zhao Yiyi would not tell Han Yike such worries.

It's not that the relationship between the two is not good enough... but that Han Yike's relationship with Xu Ran is too good. If she tells her that she liked Xu Ran first, then Han Yike's relationship with Xu Ran may be

Exposed in minutes.

Then wouldn't it be pointless for her to play this role?

Or did Zhao Yiyi deliberately tell Han Yike that she wanted to tell Xu Ran that she liked him through Han Yike's mouth?

But if Zhao Yiyi had the courage, he wouldn't have resorted to acting to hide it from Xu Ran.

And why does this girl Han Yike care so much about Zhao Yiyi?

Liang Da frowned slightly, looking obviously uncomfortable.

She has now broken up with Xu Ran. On the surface, they are not a couple, but this actually shows that Han Yike and Zhao Yiyi still have a chance.

But Han didn't care about himself, but thought about Zhao Yiyi...

Liang Da couldn't understand.

If it is to stand in line, then with normal eyes, Xu Ran likes herself more than other girls, so wouldn't it be better for her to support herself?

Originally, she didn't take Han Yike too seriously and wouldn't dislike her.

But at this time, Liang Da was actually a little afraid of Han Yike.

Of course, it could also be that Han Yike was drunk and said some nonsensical drunken remarks.

Liang Da comforted herself like this.

She is not afraid of Han Yike, because she is not afraid of competing for love with Han Yike.

But now she is afraid of Han Yike because she is afraid that she will compete with Han Yike for his trust.

The two of them stood in front of Xu Ran, and Liang Da knew that Xu Ran must like her more.

But if you ask Xu Ran, who does he believe more, who does he trust more...

The answer is actually very obvious.

It's not that Xu Ran doesn't believe her, but if she is forced to compare her with Han Yike in this aspect, she is destined to fall behind.

Liang Da knows very well that businessmen always pursue only the best interests.

But she didn't know what the hell Han Yike was pursuing.

This was the first time Liang Da felt confused about someone.

Especially...Han Yike's treatment of scars made her feel powerless.

She told Xu Ran every time that she wanted to compete with Zhao Yiyi openly.

In fact, she has always known that she is a thief.

Her firmness and confidence in front of Xu Ran are all due to her emotional yearning, and her weakness under this scar is also due to her persistence in friendship.

While Liang Da was still thinking about it, Han Yike staggered out of the bathroom. Seeing this, she quickly wiped the things off her face and pulled Han Yike back to the box with a smile.

Neither of them said anything on the way, and they began to avoid talking about certain things.

The two of them returned to the box without incident. Xu Ran was surprised when he saw it, saying that they came back holding hands and didn't even quarrel on the way.

The team won its first victory today, and everyone is very happy, but there are still many things to be busy behind the victory.

There won’t be other activities after the dinner like business entertainment.

After eating and drinking some wine, it’s time to return to the base.

Han Yike was obviously a little reluctant to leave, but she drank a lot and refused to get in the car even though she yelled a few words and called out something like wanting to go home. Naturally, Xu Ran would not relent, but some people would.

Seeing this, Zhao Yiyi decided to stay at the team base tonight. Although it was against the rules, who would be troublesome?

Anyway, Han Yike's dormitory is also a single room, and Zhao Yiyi, a person from the girls' team base, has met him even if he hasn't interacted with her before.

Xu Ran had no choice but to agree and told Zhao Yiyi to disturb Han Yike's daily training tomorrow.

Then Xu Ran watched his two girls being taken away by the base's car.

Xu Ran drove the car out, and Su Xiaolu sat in the back seat with great understanding, and gave Liang Da the passenger seat she was used to sitting in.

Sometimes I have to say that girls are more careful, especially girls like Su Xiaolu.

Xu Ran rarely pays so much attention to details when it comes to his friends.

While driving, Xu Ran saw that Su Xiaolu had drunk a little more, so he told her that he would just write the results of tomorrow's game report and give it to Wei Daxun, and let her rest.

Su Xiaolu refused for a few times and then came down.

Anyway, the two of them have worked together for a long time, so there is no need to worry too much about this matter.

Liang Da was sitting on the passenger seat, looking worried, but when she saw Xu Ran looking at her, she would put on a nonchalant smile.

After sending Su Xiaolu home, Xu Ran also took out his mobile phone and sent a message to Liu Shani, asking her if she had slept. If she hadn't slept, he would give Han Yike's autograph to her when he got home later.

Just when he finished sending the message, Chen Huaan and Han Yike sent him messages one after another.

Chen Huaan: "Maybe she fell asleep in the car and was carried back to the room by your friend. It shouldn't be a big problem... I don't think she can drink well. By the way, remember to come to the base tomorrow in case anything happens."

Han Yike: "The bad woman is still with you, don't stay alone at home. Even if you stay overnight, remember to let the bad woman sleep in Yiyi's house."

Xu Ran frowned, confused. Didn't Han Yi fall asleep drunk? Even if she woke up immediately, could she still send him a message?

He couldn't help but think of a certain girl with clear eyes and always being silly.

Later, Liu Shani also replied to him, saying that she was awake at home and would just send it to her later.

Xu Ran replied to all three of them one by one, and then started the car to see Liang Da.

"Where are you going to go back? To your dad's place, or..."

"Why, you're not going to take me home?" Liang Da glanced at Xu Ran with her charming eyes.

"If I take you home, I'm afraid that when Yiyi comes back and finds out... I don't know what she will do."

Hearing Xu Ran mention Zhao Yiyi, Liang Da couldn't help but be in a trance, and then shook her head: "You have been tired recently, so I won't make trouble with you. Send me back to my dad's house, and take a look at Little Douding."

"That's it."

Liang Da seemed a little preoccupied on the road. Xu Ran didn't feel much when Su Xiaolu was around, but when they were alone in the car, they would subconsciously focus on each other.

In the past, Liang Da would look at herself from time to time, use her eyes to put pressure on herself, and use her eyes to tell the other person that she was paying attention to you.

But along the way, Liang Da didn't take the initiative to speak, or even look at him. Could it be that she was tired?

Returning to the Pearl River Royal Park parking lot, after the car stopped, Xu Ran glanced at Liang Da and couldn't help but ask.

"What happened to you today?"

"Huh? It's nothing." Liang Da looked like she was smiling as usual.

"Really?" Xu Ran frowned slightly, hesitated for a moment, and couldn't help but reach out and touch Liang Da's cheek.

The two of them are actually very close in private, but during this period they have basically no time to spend alone together in private.

"If you have any thoughts in your heart, you must tell me."

Liang Da just smiled and shook her head slightly, then unbuckled her seat belt and turned around to get out of the car.

Seeing that Liang Da was not ready to say anything, she seemed really tired, so Xu Ran couldn't ask any more questions.

Just when Liang Da was about to open the door, her movements stopped.

She put one hand on the car door handle and turned her back to Xu Ran, so that Xu Ran couldn't see her expression clearly.

There was a strange loss in her voice. Xu Ran had never seen Liang Da look like this before.

"Xu Ran, have you made a mistake?"

"Everyone makes mistakes, and I'm not a saint." Xu Ran said with a smile.

"It stands to reason that if you make a mistake, you have to make up for it..." Liang Da hesitated, "Then have you ever made an irreparable mistake?"

Liang Da's words seemed a little frivolous, but she could feel that the weight of these words was not so light.

"If it's irreparable, then offer your most sincere apology and try not to do it next time." Xu Ran didn't understand what Liang Da was thinking, but he still answered seriously.

"Won't you do it next time? Then I still want to do it?"

"What's the meaning?"

Only then did Liang Da turn to face Xu Ran. She stretched out her hand to turn off the car key and turn it off. The moment there was no light, the area around the parking lot became dark.

Even though there was not much light, in the dark environment of the car, Xu Ran could still see Liang Da's face under the dim light, and her eyes were looking at her.

He was the only one who looked down on Liang Da's expression.

"There are some things I don't want to say to you, but I don't have enough courage to face you right now."

"You can say whatever you want, I will listen carefully."

"Xu Ran, you said that everyone makes mistakes, but people are not afraid of making mistakes. Because some people may still have a chance to make up for it, and some people may never have a chance to make up for it. But if you are destined to leave regrets in this life, then you cannot face it.

If we can’t make up for our mistakes, then does it still make sense to review and reflect on ourselves?”

Liang Da shook her head lightly: "People need to be strong, but they must know why they are so strong. It is not to make themselves regretful and deceive themselves until the end of their lives."

"After breaking up with you, I have been a little confused for a while, and I feel like I can't live a clear day. Sometimes I wonder whether my life is more fulfilling and exciting...or whose life is better. Or

Who do I envy? Who do I want to be...?"

Xu Ran could feel the anxiety in Liang Da's words. She urgently wanted to express her inner feelings and thoughts, but some feelings could not be expressed in words.

But Xu Ran understood that he could feel Liang Da's persistence. Behind her persistence was full of regret, followed by regret and incomparable determination. This emotion was extremely complicated.

It stands to reason that Xu Ran should comfort Liang Da, saying that she doesn't need to envy anyone or want to be anyone, you are who you are, and you don't need to compare yourself to others.

Xu Ran didn't answer like that, but...

"Who do you want to be?"

"I want... to be Yiyi." Liang Da raised the corner of her mouth and revealed a bitter smile: "Sometimes I envy her. I envy her that she can always be by your side and do anything to you, especially... she doesn't have to bear that kind of burden.

Guilt."

"Didn't you say that you have to fight for and fight for emotional matters? Why do you still think about it like this?" Xu Ran was puzzled.

"For some people, missing something like love is destined to be a lifetime of regret and pain."

Liang Dabiyu's little nose twitched slightly, and she suddenly said seriously: "Xu Ran, I don't know if you are this kind of person, but I am, I don't know if you are stronger than me, but in fact I am not strong."

"If I say that I will spend my whole life making up for it, it must be an excuse to cover up the fact that I have robbed someone of their happiness. But when such feelings happen, you are usually given two choices.

Either face it or run away.”

"But at the beginning, I chose the latter, but... failed. It was Yiyi who woke me up, and it was her unwillingness that woke me up, because I was not strong enough, because I was not determined and selfish enough, because I

My nostalgia for you and my inability to refuse you...I clearly know that this is inappropriate."

Liang Da's eyes flashed with a glimmer of light, and she laughed slightly at herself: "You should still remember some of the things I once said to you, such as that relationships should be fought for rather than given, and there are many, many similar words like this, right?

"

Xu Ran swallowed and resisted the urge to touch Liang Da's eyes with her hands: "I remember."

"Actually, those words were not said by me, but by Yiyi... I was just repeating what she said and what she said."

Xu Ran was stunned. He was sometimes curious that Zhao Yiyi and Liang Da would say exactly the same thing, but he didn't think much about it. He just felt that the two had a good relationship and had the same values.

But now...

"The reason why I said those words is to acknowledge Yiyi, and also to give me a reason to use Yiyi's reasons to approach you as a matter of course."

Liang Da suddenly no longer smiled bitterly, but instead put on a somewhat happy smile: "I have never thought that Yiyi and you living together is something worthy of my approval, and I have never agreed with Yiyi's concept of relationships. She is very traditional and extreme.

...But I found that, as far as you are concerned, she may be right."

"Emotions are like a quagmire. The more I struggle, the deeper I sink. I find that I can't escape, so I have to choose to face it, even if the result is failure or accusation..."

"But this is what is called love, what I think is love - to love, you must have the consciousness of love, so I know my sins, and if I regret it, I am escaping from my mistakes. I have the courage

If I make a mistake, I should have the courage to face my mistake."

"So it's no wonder Xiao Yike chose her."

Xu Ran was stunned for a moment: "What did you say?"

"I said..."

Liang Da leaned forward and pressed her seductive red lips on Xu Ran's thin lips.

Her breathing began to quicken slightly, and Liang Da's unique fragrance penetrated Xu Ran's nose.

This was not the first time the two of them kissed. Xu Ran's hands reached out and actively blocked Liang Da's waist, while her upper hand pressed on Xu Ran's chest.

Their lips were touching and caressing, and their warm breaths were gently blowing on each other's faces.

After a while, Liang Da sighed slightly.

"I said...I like you."

Then Liang Da smiled playfully.

"I'm not afraid of making mistakes."


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