Chapter 77 Liang Da's inattentiveness created Xu Ran's inattentiveness
Only with hindsight did Xu Ran realize that his attitude towards Liang Da had changed somewhat.
This change frightened him and made him feel strangely frightened.
Could it be that he was captured by Liang Da?
But Liang Da just listened quietly to Xu Ran's words, and only now smiled and said: "Sure enough, no one has it easy."
This was the first time that Liang Da got to know a boy so well. She had not put so much effort into boys before. At most, she was just a little scheming and calculating.
But to understand a boy's past, this has never happened before.
All the previous doubts about Xu Ran's behavior were answered at this time.
Why Xu Ran never fell in love when she was studying, why she just stayed at home during the holidays... In fact, a lot of it has to do with the welfare home.
If you know a person's parents and family environment, you can basically understand most of that person.
After understanding the situation of Tianci Welfare Home, I also understood most of Xu Ran.
Liang Da didn't know whether it was because of feelings or something, but she had some admiration for Xu Ran. She recalled that he played with the hammer machine in the amusement park, hit people with balls and what he said...
This was the first time Xu Ran saw Liang Da showing such an expression, and she couldn't help but said with a smile: "Life is not simple for anyone."
Liang Da laughed playfully, looking very cute. She spread her hands and said, "No way, look at me, don't I live a simple and easy life?"
"Perhaps from my perspective, you certainly look relaxed compared to me." Xu Ran was very considerate, "But maybe, you also have troubles behind your back that others don't know about."
Liang Da was obviously in a daze. She didn't expect Xu Ran to say that.
In other words, only Xu Ran said that.
Growing up, people around her thought she was a noble lady from a superior family. She had everything she wanted. Everyone said she had no worries about food and drink. In this situation, what worries could she have?
And Zhao Yiyi was the only one who really worried about her when they got along.
Although Zhao Yiyi is also very lazy, her tolerant heart and sensitive thinking can always feel Liang Da's troubles.
This is also why Liang Da likes to be with Zhao Yiyi so much.
But even so, Zhao Yiyi never said anything similar.
Only now did Xu Ran say this.
"Do you really think so?" Liang Da played with the cigarette butts she had thrown on the ground with her feet, looking a little careless.
Xu Ran glanced at Liang Da carefully, as if she thought of something, and couldn't help but smile.
"Thirty-two heavens, each level has its own realm. Everyone's perspective is different, and their worries are naturally different. I don't know who you are, so how can I be qualified to speak on your behalf and tell you your story?
How do you feel?"
"But..." Liang Da smiled lightly, "I do have a lot less worries than you. After all, I don't have to work as hard as you, and I don't have to study as hard. I don't even have to worry about work..."
Xu Ran smiled and shook his head. He didn't say anything anymore, they just sat together quietly.
This kind of mutual understanding is the best way to build a closer relationship.
Without Liang Da being intentional and Xu Ran not being alert, neither of them reacted.
In other words, it was because Liang Da didn't do this deliberately that Xu Ran wouldn't be alert.
Xu Ran could naturally feel whether the indifferent and casual expression on her body was deliberate or not.
Xu Ran has never been afraid of Liang Da being deliberate, but if Liang Da is not deliberate, how can he react?
Because Liang Da was not deliberate, Xu Ran relaxed and naturally said so much.
And the words he said to show consideration for Liang Da were not just casual remarks.
Having experienced a lot, he has long known that everyone has their own difficulties and that life is not easy for everyone.
The cat in the alley is free, but has no home.
The dog in the wall has a home, but he has to keep his head down for the rest of his life.
Life is a multiple-choice question. In fact, no matter what choice you make, you will have regrets and your own worries.
Xu Ran, who was sitting quietly with Liang Da, suddenly came back to his senses.
its not right!
Aren't they trading?
Why is he nagging so much! Damn it!
Xu Ran coughed, drawing Liang Da's attention back.
"By the way, I haven't asked you a question yet."
Only then did Liang Da react. After reacting, her face turned slightly red and she just nodded lightly: "Ask me."
"By the way...what do you think love is?"
Liang Da couldn't help being stunned when she heard this, and it took her a long time to come back to her senses.
Because she never expected that Xu Ran would ask her such a question... This unexpected thing can always surprise people - a small surprise and hidden joy.
After talking about this topic, Xu Ran became interested in her in general.
Gender issues are sensitive at all times.
"Why do you want to ask me this?"
"This is what I have always doubted." Xu Ran scratched his head. This was the first time he discussed love with a girl face to face: "When we first met, you told me that you had dated two men.
Friend, but then I asked Yiyi, and Yiyi said that you have never been in love at all... This makes me feel very strange. On the one hand, you are a bit... casual about relationships. And I don't know how many boys are chasing you, but
Even though you get along with them, you have never had a boyfriend..."
"So you don't understand?"
"Do you think I can understand?" Xu Ran asked back.
Liang Da purred and smiled, as lovely as a beautiful flower.
"Indeed, even Yiyi has a hard time understanding my thoughts." Liang Da propped her elbows on her knees and held her chin in her hands, tilting her head slightly and looking at Xu Ran: "How should I put it...actually this is just
It’s just a game between me and them.”
"game?"
This word made Xu Ran feel uncomfortable, and she couldn't get rid of the feeling of resistance in her heart.
Seeing Xu Ran's frown, Liang Da couldn't help but smile and stretched out her hand, stroking his brow as if playfully.
"Sometimes, even if I don't do anything, those boys will take the initiative to get in front of me, even if I want to drive them away. Those boys think they are very good and can attract attention... What are they thinking?
, I actually understand what you fancy me and what you want to get from me."
Liang Da saw Xu Ran's brows being smoothed, and she took back her hand: "Sometimes I also wonder, do they really like me, or what... After all, I don't know how to like someone, or love someone.
How it feels. But if it’s like them, I feel it’s so unreal.”
"We only knew me for a few days, and he expressed his love for me, and then looked like he would do anything for me..."
"When I refused, they all seemed very sad. Some of the boys who were rejected by me even cried because of it..."
Liang Da herself frowned, her beautiful eyebrows coming together.
"I don't understand...is this what boys and books say about love?"