In the evening, a long letter suddenly appeared in Hoti:
"Brother Xiao Bailong, you asked me not to get involved in adults' disputes, saying that this is an adult's business. But I know that everything started with me, and it was all because of me that this series of conflicts started.
So I have to stand up and clarify.
Mom, thank you for your hard work in raising me. You bought me the best things and sent me to the most expensive school.
In that school, because I didn't have as good grades as other classmates, I was always punished to buy gifts for my classmates who had better grades.
My classmate thought that the gift I bought was not good, so he threw my gift on the ground and insulted me. The teacher thought that my grades were poor, so he should meet the requirements of my classmates who had good grades and let me buy a gift that he liked.
All parents know all this because the teacher will take photos of the students who received the gifts and the students who gave the gifts and send them to the group!
The parents of the students who got the gifts were very happy and thanked Yuanyuan’s mother for giving their children gifts! Sometimes they said they already had this one at home and it was more expensive than this one. They hoped that Yuanyuan’s mother would bother to buy a different one next time!
Mom you feel humiliated!
Me too.
Before every exam, my classmate would come to my desk and ask me to prepare the gift he wanted! I became his motivation to do well in the exam! But this is the moment I fear the most! Every time I take the exam, I wish I could suddenly
Get sick and die!
But unfortunately, I'm not dead. I still have to come back to you to ask for money to buy gifts for my classmates. Why are you scolding me for being so unsatisfactory? I made you waste money and let you be humiliated by other parents! When can I get other people's money back?
Gifts to make you feel proud!
This school made me breathless. I was afraid of going to school, so I worked hard and studied without stopping, but my grades were getting worse and worse.
The teacher's eyes became more and more disgusting to me, and I didn't dare to raise my head. I bought gifts for my classmates, but my classmates laughed so loudly.
Your scolding voice is getting louder and louder!
Mom! I really want to escape!
Last time my classmate came to tell me what gift to prepare for him, I climbed up to the rooftop of the teaching building...
I sat on the rooftop and looked down, and I felt happy when I saw my body. But then I saw you throwing yourself on me and crying, and I cried too. I didn’t jump down. I was discovered by the school security, and the school informed me
You take me back.
You didn't scold me this time, but I was very scared. I don't know when you will scold me? You might as well scold me earlier.
But you didn't scold me, you took me to see a psychiatrist. I didn't want to say anything to the doctor. You know all these things, mom.
When the doctor saw that I didn't speak, he asked you to take me back first. I don't know what the doctor said to you. You were very gentle to me. After I went back, for the first time, you didn't let me study and let me play for a while.
Then I saw Brother Xiaobailong’s video and laughed out loud. He is really funny!
You also smiled and asked me gently: How about we join the Little White Dragon Group and go out to play?
I was so happy at the time, Mom! We didn’t go out even a day during the summer vacation! Now that we are in school, you actually said we went out to play? I can’t believe it.
But you quickly signed up for the group, and you even asked your father to come with us!
Dad is so busy at work and hasn’t been with us for a long time! I really can’t believe that you guys want to take me out to play together! And you signed up for this very funny little white dragon group!
I'm really looking forward to it.
But the trouble our family caused to Brother Xiaobailong started from the moment we met him!
I was very happy to see him, but when you met him, your condescending attitude towards him made me feel ashamed. Later, you kept making trouble for Brother Xiaobailong.
Even if you continue to humiliate him and cause him trouble, when you are not with the group and get into trouble, it is Brother Xiaobailong who will rescue you.
But he went to save you, and you still kept humiliating him and questioning him! I don’t know why you are doing this! He doesn’t owe you!
Then you scolded me again, saying it was all because of me, because my father was so busy at work and had to go out, so he ran into so much trouble! It was all because of me!
Yes! From the moment I was born, everything you did was for me!
I cannot bear your love, I cannot meet your expectations, and I think about death all the time. But I am also afraid that you will be sad.
When I walk towards Erhai Lake, I am not afraid that you will be sad. When I was a child, you taught me not to make those who love me sad or disappointed.
But I can no longer feel any love from you. You should not be sad either.
When the sea water reached my knees, I stepped back. Do you know why?
Because I think if I die, you will definitely cause trouble for Brother Xiaobailong. I have already brought him too much trouble.
So I thought, I'd better go back and die.
When it was very dark, brother Xiao Bailong found me. I talked a lot to him, and he comforted me a lot.
After going back that night, Brother Xiao Bailong asked you to open a room for me alone. He lay next to me and chatted with me. He told me his little secret. At that time, I really thought he was my biological brother!
After falling asleep with me, brother Xiaobailong went to find you again and persuaded you to transfer to another school.
I actually never thought that he could do this. This is not within the scope of his responsibilities. He could have just ignored where I went after leaving the regiment, whether I was dead or alive, what did it have to do with him?
You as my parents don't care!
When I was bullied by my classmates and teachers at school, you all said it was my fault, that I was not good enough and that I deserved to be humiliated! It also caused you to be humiliated! I think so too!
But Brother Xiao Bailong said it's not my fault! They have no right to treat me like this! You all didn't protect me, but Brother Xiao Bailong wants to protect me! You want me to leave that school!
You don't care about me, but he does! He didn't sleep that night and had a long chat with you.
The next morning when my father told me that he would transfer me to another school when he came back, I really felt like I was reborn!
Otherwise, if I go back to that school, I really don’t know how I will survive! How will I face those classmates and teachers who humiliated me? How will I ask my mother for money to buy gifts for my classmates if I fail the exam next time?
But mom, you didn’t agree to transfer me to another school, so you started frantically looking for trouble with Brother Xiao Bailong.
It's hard to hear what he said, but what you said to him is a hundred times worse! It's just that it wasn't recorded.
You look down on Brother Xiao Bailong, who is trying his best to protect me and save me! You even humiliate him for yourself, and he still smiles and serves us, feeling complacent about it. Because you think our status is higher than him.
But mom, I'm ashamed of you.
Brother Xiao Bailong always said, don't be ashamed of others, even my parents.
Before Brother Xiao Bailong said that, wasn't it because you frequently insulted him? You always insulted him like that, but he never missed our home when he gave out snacks to everyone!
I really see you like that, just like those classmates who humiliated me! Even though I bought them gifts, they still humiliated me!
It's just that Brother Xiao Bailong is not me. He didn't lower his head and let you humiliate him. So you started arguing. That's why the scene in the car happened.
You were also kicked out of the group. But I want to stay, I want to continue to follow Brother Xiaobailong. Brother Xiaobailong did not anger us and allowed us to stay. It was not that he begged us to stay, nor that he divided our family.
!
After you left, no one discussed our family affairs, and no one hated my father and I because of you! After you left, the atmosphere in the group was really good! The next few days were very happy! I was also very happy!
I laughed a lot, even though I was a little ashamed.
I don't dare to smile too obviously in front of you, because my grades are so bad and you worked so hard for me and I was humiliated, but I still laugh, and you say I'm heartless. So I don't dare to laugh.
But Brother Xiao Bailong, he always makes everyone laugh. I...can't control it?
We didn't post the photos of us laughing, so you're going to accuse us of having no conscience.
After you complained to Brother Xiaobailong, I asked my father to ask you to withdraw the complaint. My father said that if you don't withdraw the complaint, I will get divorced. This is not what Brother Xiaobailong asked for.
Then you withdrew the lawsuit. When you came back, I asked you to apologize to Brother Xiaobailong. You said that if you wanted to apologize, I had to go back to that school and continue studying. Dad asked me what I thought.
I just realized that none of you still think that after spending so much money, I should go to that school, even if I am humiliated! Even if I smile, the teacher will say that I am shameless. But if I don’t smile, they will say that I have a shameless face.
I don't know how to face them.
Brother Xiao Bailong has done so much for me! He is saving me from that devil's cave! Why should I jump in again for him?
Mom, I don’t know, why do you use your feelings to kidnap me? This is your usual way. Now that you know that I like Brother Xiao Bailong, you use Brother Xiao Bailong to blackmail me to continue going to school.
I have to go to that school without walking into the sea, right? But I will not use my life to escape the path you have arranged for me!
I didn't agree, I didn't want to go back to that school again.
Not only did you not apologize, but you also fought back against Brother Xiaobailong!
I really regret that I brought so much trouble and harm to Brother Xiao Bailong because I laughed when I saw his video!
But now I feel that fortunately I saw Brother Xiaobailong’s video, and fortunately I joined the Xiaobailong Group.
Because I was really healed during this trip. What I had seen before was a cruel world that I could not integrate into. But this time I saw such a beautiful world with so many interesting stories.
And the person who introduced me to the beauty of this world and heard the interesting things about this world was Brother Xiaobailong. I think he is the angel sent by God to save me!
In the eyes of Brother Xiaobailong, I am kind and great. He said that I am much better than those classmates who have better grades than me! They are not as good as one ten thousandth of me!
I was accepted by him, and I was treated with gentleness by him. No matter how badly you treated him, he never took his anger out on me.
I don’t know what kind of person would wantonly throw dirty water on such a fair and gentle person without knowing the facts!
What he taught me is equality between people. He is so gentle and friendly to everyone. He protects every tourist he has, even if it has nothing to do with him, even if he hurts his people.
Now he is being attacked like this!
But Brother Xiaobailong and Xiaobailongtuan still make me believe that adults are not all bad, and some of them are also very gentle.
I knew that everyone was looking for me that night. Brother Xiaobailong deleted all records of looking for me and no one was allowed to talk about it! I only found out later when I asked my dad.
But we never said sorry or thank you to everyone. Instead, we frequently caused trouble to everyone.
Even after receiving such an attack, Brother Xiaobailong and everyone did not tell anything about me.
They are protecting me! This is the person you said was instigated by Brother Xiaobailong to target our family! However, I don’t want the people who love and protect me to be hurt again!
Mom, I love you very much. I beg you not to bully my mother online. She only behaves like this because she puts all her expectations on me.
So mom, do you love me? I saw Brother Xiaobailong’s video and laughed. You laughed too, gently caressing my shoulder and said: Yuanyuan, let’s join the Xiaobailong group to play!
At that time, mom, you loved me, right? You actually wanted me to be happy, right?
Mom, thank you for signing up for the Little White Dragon League! Thank you for letting me meet Brother Little White Dragon!
Brother Xiaobailong said that this world is not theirs, and it would be a pity to leave this beautiful world because of those who hurt me!
As you wish, no matter what happens again, I will never die again. You wanted to use the trip to dispel my idea, didn't you achieve it?
Why do you want to hurt Brother Xiaobailong? Why do you want to hurt the person who healed me? Why do you keep hurting him when he wants to save me?
Can you stop hurting him? Can you apologize to him? Mom!
Everything I wrote above is true, and I am willing to take legal responsibility!"