Since Li Zimin became ill, everyone has been cautious in front of him, for fear of letting him know about his illness.
In order to prevent him from noticing anything unusual, he went to school with everyone and did his homework together as usual.
Li Chunhua has been coming frequently recently, but Li Zimin didn't seem to notice anything wrong.
He still laughed and joked with everyone every day, and worked hard on questions with Li Zhonghua.
On this day, they made an appointment to go to Lingshan together. Halfway through the ride, Gu Xiaoliu suddenly said that he wanted to eat ice cream, so they had to stop and look for a convenience store.
Gu Huai and Li Zimin stayed to look at their rented bicycles.
Li Zimin leaned on the bicycle, raised his head and squinted at the sunshine in the sky, and asked Gu Huai with a smile: "Brother Gu, are they all tired?"
Gu Huai took out a can of Coke from his bag and took a sip: "Tired, but everyone feels that they are valuable."
Li Zimin glanced at him, then turned back to look at the sun.
He asked Gu Huai: "How long can I live?"
Gu Huai raised his head and took a sip of Coke before replying: "I can't die."
Li Zimin smiled and lowered his head: "Don't lie to me, I already know it."
In fact, from the moment he woke up that day, he already knew that he would not live long.
He knows what kind of person his mother is.
She had never had such an expression before. It was both guilty and compensatory.
When his fever reached almost 40 degrees, when he ate bad food and ran to the bathroom all night, when he was shivering in the rain, he never saw that expression on his mother's face.
Li Zimin thought that he had always hoped that his mother would change and spend more time with him, but he never expected that it would be in this way and at this price.
But what did mom do wrong?
She hopes that she and her brother can live a better life, and that they can live the life they want in the future. She is actually not wrong.
She doesn't need to make up for herself at all.
As for my brother, there is no need to be so cautious.
"Brother Gu, actually I have thought about it, otherwise I would leave quietly and die alone. It's not worth it for so many people to worry about me."
"My brother has always been calmer than me, and his behavior is much better than mine. In fact, it doesn't matter if I am missing from you. They say time is good medicine. As time goes by, even if someone remembers me, they won't be sad anymore."
Gu Huai: "Then when we climb the mountain, you can just jump down."
He looked into the distance, and the mountains were endless, like the continuous kinship between human beings.
Li Zimin's sensational words were stuck in his throat. Who knew that Gu Huai would not take the usual path and say such a sentence.
Gu Huai's words were too light and emotionless, as if he was just talking about a trivial matter. But Li Zimin's heart moved because of his words.
If he really fell from the mountain, maybe everyone would only suffer for a short time, which would be much better than him being sick all the time.
Just when he was thinking about where to start, Gu Huai said:
"In fact, it's not that uncomfortable. I just endured huge pressure when I jumped. I felt that my internal organs were slowly being crushed in my chest, and then it hit the ground with a bang. It fell to pieces and I couldn't pick it up. If you are lucky,
If it's good, you might be able to see the back of your neck at the last moment of your death."
Li Zimin felt cold for a moment and thought, how about another way.
Gu Huai continued: "Otherwise, let's drown. It's simple. Just find a river and silently jump into it. You won't have a chance to call for help, because your mouth is underwater. Lung hypoxia will cause you to open your mouth.
Forced ventilation will inhale a large amount of water, causing your throat and vocal cords to spasm. You will feel that your whole body is very heavy, depleting the body's oxygen, and the water will burn in your body like magma until you lose consciousness and die."
Li Zimin was stunned.
Gu Huai wanted to continue talking, but Li Zimin hurriedly said: "Actually, I have no thoughts of committing suicide. It's great to be alive, and I don't feel too uncomfortable now. Look, I can still climb mountains with you."
Gu Huai nodded: "Okay, then next time you want me to give you some advice, let's continue."
The good atmosphere was completely ruined by Gu Huai.
Li Zimin took out another can of Coke from his schoolbag, followed Gu Huai's example and leaned on the bicycle, pulled the tab and took a sip, smacking his mouth:
"Brother Gu, have you ever experienced death?"
Gu Huai didn't answer.
In fact, no one is more qualified to answer this question than him. But there is no need for him to talk to others.
He laughed: "Are you showing off?"
Li Zimin also laughed: "Yes, this is indeed an experience that no one else has had. I am very honored."
Holding up the can, Li Zimin and Gu Huai touched it.
Li Zimin felt that even though Gu Huai did not persuade him, his mood actually improved a lot. When facing other situations, he could truly laugh with confidence.
He asked Li Zhonghua: "Brother, is there still a shortage of people in that ten-ring group you created recently? If there is a shortage of people, please add me as a member? I also want to be a top student."
Li Zhonghua glanced at Gu Huai.
Gu Huai showed no expression.
It seems that the people should not know anything.
Thinking of this, he smiled: "Okay, but we are progressing very quickly, and you may not be able to keep up."
Li Zimin has been forcing a smile recently. He didn't take a serious look at what they were doing. He just smiled: "How is that possible? You guys underestimate me too much."
Xiao Xiao and Gu Xiaoliu both gave him sympathetic looks.
Li Zimin quickly understood where this look came from.
"No? What are you looking at? High school physics? No, no? I went to the hospital for half a month! Not two years! What have you done? Have you become an immortal? Or are you possessed by a ghost?"
Li Zimin stood in the library, holding a textbook, and screamed.
The library was very quiet, but his voice suddenly became louder, attracting many people's attention.
Li Zimin quickly lowered his voice: "What are you doing? Why did it suddenly become like this? This is not how you learn to study hard, right?"
Li Zhonghua felt that he was embarrassed, so he moved the stool again and again, and moved it to the table.
Xiao Xiao had to explain to him: "We want to skip a grade, but the requirements for skipping a grade in our school are too high, so we can only do it step by step."
Li Zimin took the high school textbook and felt that their step by step was outrageous.
This is not a step-by-step process, this is a step-by-step process to reach heaven!
"Forget it, I don't want to study with you anymore. I'm afraid that I will die suddenly at my desk at a young age."
"Bah, bah, bah!" Li Zhonghua suddenly stood up, "What do you mean by death? Why do you keep saying such unfavorable words?"
He looked very bad and was really angry.
Li Zimin stuck out his tongue and sat down obediently, not to touch his brother's troubles.
Li Zhonghua, however, refused to give up: "Hurry up, you also follow my lead!"