It was quite uncomfortable today. In the afternoon, I felt that there was a problem with the plot, but it wasn’t a big problem. I just felt that the writing was like a running account.
So I deleted it and re-wrote it.
First update instructions.
Later, after ten o'clock in the evening, I had written more than 5,000 words, and I felt that I had found some form, but there were many things that needed to be considered, and the plot structure also needed to be adjusted.
I told my proofreading assistant that we should work overtime together, and I won’t be able to finish the writing tonight.
So I posted the second update instructions..
In fact, after I posted it, I read the chapter and said that when I saw someone scolding me, I quickly closed it and didn’t dare to read it again.
I also deleted the update instructions before updating, and I didn’t have the courage to click on them to read all the chapters.
I finally finished writing it at around three o'clock, and I breathed a sigh of relief.
In my opinion, the content is considered to be a standard that can be sent out, 9300 words.
Sometimes I want to complain that the Internet is too violent now, but when I think about it, it is not easy for everyone to wait for updates. There is indeed a problem if there are no updates on time.
And there is another problem.
Recently, everyone has been looking forward to the climax of Qingchen's counterattack and escape, but I have always known that the climax is not here.
If it was just such a simple matter of defeating another opponent, my writing would be boring and too thin.
So there will be a sense of dislocation between me and everyone. I am laying the groundwork and everyone is looking forward to it.
So I summarized it, maybe there was something wrong with my writing method, which forcibly raised everyone's expectations, thus causing this misalignment.
This is my fault.
I won’t read the comments anymore. I have already written the first half of the story here, and I will finish the rest without being affected.
In fact, when I was writing this paragraph, I was influenced by some comments. I didn't write clearly enough about Qingchen's growth process. I only made the effort in the past few days because he really needs to grow up.
The little experiences and tribulations he had in the past world were nothing compared to the real hardships in the human world. They were always gibbering and moaning, and there were many people who were worse off than him.
Therefore, the protagonist in the first half is like all ignorant teenagers, drifting with the flow. He does not have much ambition or a clear goal.
If a protagonist's growth is just about fighting monsters and practicing skills to upgrade, it won't meet my expectations for the story.
Whether the plot is good or not, that's all it is, the ability is limited.
But the story, I still hope it is my own story, not the story that any reader expects.
Maybe I’ve been unhappy lately, but I’m still looking forward to the future. I’ve never really liked the kind of writing that’s completely smooth sailing, and it’s boring to write.
Only when there are lows can there be highs.
It's been about a month, and I don't ask for monthly tickets or rewards anymore. I feel a little embarrassed and a little depressed.
Finally, let me explain. If there are too many updates, my quality will really decline. I can only apologize to you for this.
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Next, I will write the story with peace of mind, and you can read the story.
I said this in a daze, I hope I didn't offend, and I apologize again.