"Later I started writing rustic love letters to her, copying a paragraph here and a paragraph there from the Internet," Shadow said with a smile: "I was very busy during that time. I had to move things on the construction site during the day and sneak into her at night. Dressing room, lying on the table writing love letters, and then leaving them on her table before dawn."
"During that time, I didn't even dare to see her. I waited until she came home from work before sneaking into the dressing room because I was afraid that she would reject me. I didn't understand that when I was a child, but later I realized that personality and status are inseparable. Equivalently, although I have a higher status than her, her personality is nobler than mine. It is precisely because of this that I dare not look directly at her. I am afraid that she will be disappointed in me after reading the love letter, and then I will even do it as a friend. It’s not possible.”
"I just wrote love letters for three months. During these three months, we didn't see each other again. Finally one day when I got into the dressing room in the middle of the night, I found her waiting for me in the dark. Waiting for me. I just turned on the light...I was so scared at the time, what if she couldn't bear it anymore and wanted to reject me. I was like a child who had done something wrong. She asked me with a straight face why I was avoiding her. It turned out that she couldn't even He looks so good when he’s angry.”
Shadow smiled and said: "At this time she asked me how much money I had saved. I was very panicked because I only saved 800 yuan. You don't know how bad this world is. Starting from the consortium, there are layers of exploitation. I Working as a porter for a month was just enough to feed myself. If I hadn't lived in a dressing room and saved rent, I might not have been able to save even 800 yuan. I thought she would find it too little, but she said that I used to be a libertine and could do that. Saving some money shows that things have really changed."
"Then what?" Yangyang chased and asked.
Shadow said: "Then she actually took me directly to get a marriage certificate, used my 800 yuan to take wedding photos, and then invited several of my coworkers to have a meal. We were considered married. She gave up her job, sold her house, moved to a small house in District 5, and began to live peacefully at home with me. She later found a low-paying clerical job and lived frugally with me. Use it. She seems to be different from other women. When others buy flowers, they always buy the most delicate flowers, but she always buys a whole plate of sunflowers. She said that sunflowers are also flowers. When you are bored, you can pick melon seeds and eat them. I said I was going to buy flowers for her, and she said not to waste money. She would have to save money to raise a baby in the future. Sunflowers are also very beautiful. She likes sunflowers the most... We spent half a year together, and that was the best time in my life. In the most ordinary and beautiful scene, the shadow war begins."
Qingchen's heart trembled.
He knew how cruel the Shadow War was to every candidate, and Qing Zhun, as the son of the head of the family, would become the target of public criticism.
Once you enter the game, life will no longer be so peaceful.
Qing Zhun's life was destined to never be ordinary from the moment he was born. He is the most shining person in this federation, and even the dust on the construction site cannot cover up his brilliance.
Shadow said: "I am one of the candidates. On the second day after the Shadow War started, she began to vomit, became comatose, and moved slowly. I took her to the hospital for examination. The doctor said that there were hundreds of neurotoxins mixed in her body. , There is no way to save her. This is the most vicious toxin used for decapitation and assassination. If you don’t know what these hundreds of neurotoxins are, even one missing one cannot save her. But time is too late, she only has the last one hours."
Shadow said calmly: "I woke up that day, and my awakening was S-level."
The shadow's voice at this time was gentle, but Qingchen could feel the turbulent murderous intent under the calm sea.
When he said this, it was as if he was talking about a trivial thing.
Qingchen also understood that it was Shadow who needed time to stop for his lover, so he awakened the ability to control time.
Shadow: "I saw that time stopped in front of me, and the world was conquered by me. I saw that the sea will not turn into mulberry fields, and the world will no longer be changeable."
"I started to stop time and investigate all the neurotoxin experts in the federation, and came to the door one by one. At first, I thought that these people were specially serving the assassination and infiltration of the consortium, and they all died without mercy, so I spent a long time
, pull them out from the dark corners one by one, and search for all clues."
"If it is proven that they were not involved in this poisoning incident, but were involved in other poisoning cases, I will kill them one by one and bury them in this tea garden."
Listening to the tone of Shadow's tone, Qingchen knew that this brother was already jealous at first, and that he was about to lose his lover, which almost brought him to the edge of emotional breakdown.
Shadow continued: "It took me 39 years to find 371 neurotoxin experts and practitioners, and then I discovered... that a very famous neurotoxin expert disappeared. At that moment, I understood that she
The neurotoxin on his body must have been developed by this person, and he has probably been killed and silenced."
"I spent another eight years looking for traces of this neurotoxin expert, but found nothing. It seemed that no one in the world knew where he had gone. At that moment I was desperate, but I remembered what she had said to me.
, even if no one in this world is willing to help you, you have to rely on yourself to survive cleanly. So, I started to study neurotoxins on my own."
Shadow: "I spent another 40 years learning neurotoxins by myself from scratch. Because I was the only one who could move in and out of time, I could only teach myself. But when I reached the end of my studies, I suddenly discovered something.
The thing is, even if I become an expert in neurotoxins, even if I become the top talent in this field, if I don't know what those hundreds of neurotoxins are, it is impossible to save her. Those neurotoxins are intertwined.
, has become the most terrifying potent poison in the world. Even if the person poisoned is me, I will definitely die."
"So, I spent the last 13 years with her. I sat by her bed and looked at her face every day without getting older. But I know that the time of separation will eventually come. Even if I
No matter how slowly time goes, even if my year is equal to one minute of hers, she will eventually die."
"From the time she was poisoned, I spent a full hundred years watching the catastrophe of fate ruthlessly pass over me and her, but I was powerless."
Shadow has experienced a century of despair.
Others have never even felt that time has been frozen.
Time passed by him alone.
The shadow rises and falls in the sea of time, but as a demigod who controls time, he cannot save his lover.
He finally watched his lover die with his own eyes.
Yangyang was squatting on the ground crying, while Xiao Mengqian, who had finished picking camellias, kept passing tissues to her beside her.
At this time, zard was holding a plate of sunflowers that had just been picked from somewhere, and picking melon seeds from the top.
Listen to stories while eating melon seeds.
Qingchen planned to stop him, but Shadow smiled and said: "It doesn't matter, she said, sunflowers are used to eat melon seeds. Every time Qingye, Qingqi and the others come, I will let them pick a plate and take it away. I think
, this should be her wish, she is very kind and will not blame this lunatic."
Shadow looked at Qingchen and said, "Actually, if I hadn't waited for you, I might have gone on a killing spree."
Qingchen whispered: "Why are you so nice to me? Even though I am your biological brother, we have not seen each other for more than ten years. In fact, I have never believed in family ties and blood ties, because the family ties I have experienced are not worthy of trust.
"My father stole my money and my mother didn't even take a look after the explosion where I lived."
Shadow said: "That's why I feel that I owe you. When I was a child, someone asked me who my hero was, and I would say it was my father. Just like all children, everyone has a hero in their heart.
There is a high probability that he will be your father. He watches you grow up, becomes your goal, lets you know how to get along with the world, and protects you from wind and rain."
Shadow: "But Xiaochen, you don't have this opportunity and power. This is what I regret most."
Qingchen lowered his head and wiped his eyes gently: "Actually, it's quite good. I have nothing to worry about now and there is no need to look back."
Shadow smiled and said: "You were quite cute when you were a child, but you stopped being cute when you grew up. You were stubborn and as hard as a rock. Even a master with a tough life like Kamidai Yunhe was defeated by you. At that time, you were crystallized.
, now you are more like a stone."
Qingchen was stunned, why would he tell such a bad joke at such a heavy time?
Qingchen asked: "Do you know who poisoned me?"
"I don't know," Shadow shook his head: "I can't find out. The other party did it extremely secretly. What makes me blame myself the most is that the neurotoxin may have been intended for me, but she was allowed to die on my behalf."
"But they must be from within the Qing family," Qingchen said, "The families behind the other candidates will all be the beneficiaries of this incident, right?"
"It's not that simple," Shadow said with a smile: "It is also in the interests of other consortiums to let the Qing family fight within themselves. So blind guessing is useless. I can't kill everyone in the world. I killed them in the first place.
All the neurotoxin experts have made me regretful, and I have blamed myself for this for a long time. Xiaochen, I am not a good person, but I am not a bad person either."
Qingchen nodded: "I understand."
Shadow looked at the delicate tombstone in the sunflower garden and said softly: "It's time for me to go accompany her, but I have to let some people go down to accompany me. That would be interesting."
At midnight, Qingchen asked zard to pack up all the plants to be transplanted.
This time traveling allowed him to know too many secrets and some hatred.
If there is a chance, if he is allowed to find the murderer of this poisoning case, he will definitely make the other party pay the price.