Jiang Wan hugged her knees and stood dumbly, while Ning Feng didn't say anything, just caressing her hair silently.
Like comfort.
"you……"
With excited words stuck in her mouth, Jiang Wan stared blankly into Ning Feng's eyes.
She could clearly remember every detail of this face, but the gentle expression at this moment gave her a special feeling.
It seems a little strange.
The person in front of me seems to be a little different from the boy in my impression.
"Who do you hate? Why do you hate it?"
Asking softly, Ning Feng's fingers passed through Jiang Wan's hair and fell down to her cheek.
"Because you feel betrayed? Or because you feel deceived?"
He gently wiped away her tears, and the movements of his hands were gentle and affectionate, as if he was afraid that he would prick Jiang Wan's cheek.
But the words in Ning Feng's mouth were on the contrary, appearing rational and cold:
"Because we saw him, the person who should have stayed in our beautiful memories? And his reappearance destroyed everything?"
Jiang Wan was a little confused and didn't know why she wanted to emphasize this matter.
if not?
Now that things have happened, don’t I still have the right to hate him?
Her eyes were full of confusion. Jiang Wan neither blocked his actions nor asked questions. She just stared at Ning Feng wordlessly, waiting for his explanation.
"That's it..."
Looking back calmly, Ning Feng nodded clearly, and then continued:
"Well, let me put it another way...why do you hate him?"
"Is it because of his transformation? Because of his madness? Or is it his deception?"
reason?
At this time, does it matter if I ask this question?
"It's related, Jiang Wan."
Gently combing her hair with his fingers, Ning Feng explained seriously:
"I won't stop you from hating, you have the right and freedom."
Awakened people are not all monsters with good intentions, like moral incarnations. They are also normal people with seven emotions and six desires.
The Watch Society is not a just organization in the standard sense, and there are people from various camps within it.
Rather than a righteous partner, it is more like an eternal neutral, gathered together for the same ideal.
Ning Feng would not say "You can't hate, you have to tolerate them!" Such hypocritical remarks, that is not a normal person.
"But you have to understand why you hate it."
However, Ning Feng did not want Jiang Wan to fall into the abyss of hatred and be unable to extricate herself.
He wanted to change Jiang Wan's thinking and make some interference.
"Has he changed? Not necessarily."
"Perhaps, the moment he first met us, he was already who he is today."
Could Ning Feng be sure of Li Tiandu's condition at that time?
It's impossible, even Li Tian can't figure it out himself.
"What we see of him is only a part of him, and we cannot know the real him."
"But what does that matter? At least, he once gave us a home that wasn't too bad."
I don’t know what their mentality is, whether it is pity or looking for a substitute, the fact that Li Tiandu was their benefactor has not changed.
What happened was the fact. He was indeed a qualified adoptive father at that time, and they could not find any flaws in him.
With pity in his eyes and ridicule of his naive self in the past, Ning Feng dragged Jiang Wan's chin with his fingers and said softly:
"We are just placing our expectations on others and making them become what we think they are."
I beautify it without permission, and the memory continues to beautify that time, and eventually it becomes a beautiful place that makes people feel at ease in my heart.
Unfortunately, this spiritual harbor was cracked and even on the verge of collapse because of Li Tiandu's "betrayal".
This is extremely important to Jiang Wan's mental stability, and Ning Feng knows it very well.
But now, he wants to destroy it all with his own hands.
He said:
"If this is the case, then we have no right to hate him from the beginning."
"Because everything is false."
"If you want to hate, it's better to hate your weak self who can only deceive yourself and others."
The sound in the room disappeared in an instant, and the light in Jiang Wan's eyes disappeared at this moment.
Sadness, pain, confusion... all kinds of complex emotions that were piled together completely exploded after being stimulated!
boom!
The violent aura erupted from Jiang Wan's crouched body and hit Ning Feng hard, making him stagger.
But before he fell, he was pulled over by a strong force.
Boom!
Ning Feng was pushed onto the bed, and then his chest was pressed tightly with his knees.
"Huh... ha..."
Pressing on Ning Feng's body, Jiang Wan's eyes were violent, full of anger after her soul had been toyed with.
She held Ning Feng down with one hand, and raised the other hand high in the posture of holding a sword, as if aiming a sharp blade at Ning Feng's neck.
Breathing heavily, Jiang Wan never pulled out the lightsaber from her hand, but looked at Ning Feng in pain.
"……Why?"
Tick tock.
Hot tears fell drop by drop, Jiang Wan gritted her teeth and said with difficulty:
"Why!"
Why, after him, will you be the one to destroy all of this!?
Why is all this happening?
If Ning Feng had not said anything, Jiang Wan would not have completely collapsed and would not have lost the beauty that she has believed in for so many years.
She was already in great pain. She thought Ning Feng was here to comfort her and wanted to seek comfort from him.
But I didn't expect it to unfold like this.
That layer of beauty was bloodyly torn apart, allowing her to face the cruel reality directly.
The person who did it was the one she trusted and loved the most.
Jiang Wan's spirit was completely on the verge of collapse at this moment.
But Ning Feng, after being pushed onto the bed and feeling that his clavicle joint was dislocated, his expression did not change.
Still so gentle and calm.
He even raised his hand and gently wiped the corners of Jiang Wan's eyes, but he was unable to control the clear water gushing out.
Then, Ning Feng laughed.
Looking at Jiang Wan who was glaring at him, he shook his head slightly and then said softly:
"Maybe he has changed, maybe he has not changed. These are not things we can decide. It doesn't matter."
"It doesn't matter whether he is true or not, even if everything is false, it doesn't matter!"
Hold Jiang Wan's hand and put it on her chest, letting her feel the beating of her heart.
Dong Dong.
A strong beating.
"The time we spend together is real and that's what matters."
Destroy in order to rebuild.
Holding Jiang Wan's delicate hand firmly, Ning Feng's expression became serious, he stared at her seriously and said in a deep voice:
"I am real."
"Appearing alive in front of you."
I want to destroy it with my own hands...
Rebuild it with your own hands.
Now that there are cracks in the old spiritual harbor, let’s just give it up and build a new one!